On August 21, 2006, my whole world ended. For those of you who don't know, my beautiful wife Candice died. Four hours after she gave birth to my son she had an aneurysm. I was in Iraq when it all happened. It took two very long days for me to get back in Fresno. It hurt me so much to walk in and see her laying on the hospital bed so still. I would have given anything for her to wake up. I laid next to her in the same bed, holding her hand and talking to her all night. I just wanted her to come back. The hardest thing I ever had to do in my whole life was saying good-bye to my wife and closing the casket.
The reason why I deleted all of my friends was because some of you made me really mad. I don't know how some of you think I can move on so soon. Not even a month after I buried my wife. I can't believe a couple of you thought you could take over my wife's position. NOBODY will EVER take over my wife's position. I am still married and will always love Candice. Just because you see me smile and you see me laugh doesn't come close to the way I feel inside. I will never be as happy as I was until I'm with my wife again.
