My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.
Music
if it's not a ringtone, i'm not down.
there are more bands out there than dir en grey. nigga, please.
CURRENTLY:milosh, morgan geist, praveen, arms, paul brill
css, mark ronson, RJD2, globus, massive attack, hoodstarz, kronos quartet, greg pattillo, philip glass, shiro sagiso, BLOOD FOR BLOOD, tokio hotel, children of bodom, gaku-mc, ak1200, manowar, stratovarius, iron maiden, dj krush, teriyaki boyz, black sabbath, dark funeral, rhapsody, focus, zero 7, BME, the black mages, justice, wolfmother, falconer, maximum the hormone, sezen aksu, sonata arctica, klaxons, miyavi, mustafa sandal, testament, asian kung-fu generation, die!!die!!color!!!, tarkan, joe hisaishi, tigarah, utada hikaru, dj kentaro, mika nakashima, dj sharpnel, society suckers, boyz 2 men, t.i., radiohead, michael nyman, natalie walker, josh winiberg, japanese babies, coaltar of the deeperscky, nine inch nails, ice cube, london elektricity, deichkind, harris
Movies
"chinese, japanese, dirty knees, look at these"
fur: an imaginary portrait of diane arbus, talk to me, transformers, across the universe, 'til human voices wake us, perfume, kingdom, american psycho, MERRY ME SEAN, the goonies, office space, hanibal rising, live free or die hard, ATTACK the gas station, casshern, shinobi, izo, army of darkness, sky high, para noir, the curse of the golden flower, pan's labyrinth, men behind the sun, fast times at ridgemont high, the devil's rejects, oldboy, audition, tokyo rampage, love me if you dare, suicide club, onmyoji, versus, uzumaki, isola: persona 13, battle royale, house of flying daggers
Television
C.S.I., THE UMBILICAL BROTHERS!!!, shin chan, inuyasha, blood plus, family guy, trinity blood, house, the l word, e.r., mythbusters, the colbert report, house, scrubs, i love Scruffie
currently reading; the twelve kingdoms; sea of shadow
it's actually going quite well. can't wait to finish it and get onto the next in the series.
For high-schooler Yoko Nakajima, life has been fairly ordinary--that is until Keiki, a young man with golden hair, tells Yoko they must return to their kingdom. Once confronted by this mysterious being and whisked away to an unearthly realm, Yoko is left with only a magical sword; a gem; and a million questions about her destiny, the world she's trapped in, and the world she desperately wants to return to.
i am; condescending, overbearing, demanding, persistent, judgmental & so forth. so now you know half the story, you can talk to me and find out the rest. i hate more than i love, it's beyond me and can't be helped.
Who I'd like to meet:
I'VE ALREADY MET THE ONLY PERSON I'LL EVER NEED IN MY LIFE, SEAN BOIVIN. ♥
i wish i could have met timothy treadwell.
PLUS sexy ladies & true fucking weirdos, like myself. :)
baby i love you with all my heart :) oh & christina ricci is the closest thing to an idol, i've got.
baby with all my heart i love you so and ill never let you go baby :) tell i awake in the mornnign call me baby i love you :) talk to you in the mornning :)
i have to take over the world. hold my vibrator..."
currently reading; the twelve kingdoms; sea of shadow
