You are EXACTLY my brand of heroin

About me:

"Like all these factors came together to create the perfect Cinderella storm. I met my Prince Charming, I had a fairy godmother who made me the perfect dress for my ball. But then the clock struck midnight, he stole my glass slipper, and Prince Charming was caught sliding into third base with my Ugly Stepsister"

Well geeze I haven't written an about me in a good long time.... Well here it goes, I'm about to join the Navy and Im shipping out in January :-) From there Im hoping to go to college, which has been my goal my whole life. Lets see... I guess a little about my personality is in order. Im a hard worker, if I set my mind to something its going to get done. Although I have a problem with doing things that don't challenge me. I read constantly, many people say I read far too much, I personally don't think thats possible. Music is a big part of my life and I listen to everything... I do mean everything. I have a very few amount of friends that I know will be there for me and I would do anything for them, they are part of my family. Although that number has dwindled lately, I know the ones I have lost were for a good reason. Well I feel like I am rambling now... .

Quotes
Time passes. even when it seems imposible. when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me

Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget

This was the time of day when I wished I were able to sleep. High School. Or was purgatory the right word? If there was any way to atone for my sins, this ought to count toward the tally in some measure. The tedium was not something I grew used to; every day seemed more impossibly monotonous than the last.

"The one who was always there while I studiously avoided him. I was still waiting for him to come back to me. Even though he wasnt going to. I am still holding out for something that wasnt going to happen. I was good at waiting. That seemed like a sad thing to be good at. Release me I begged silently. I needed to get on with my life. Maybe even fall in love again. It seemed easy but there was a catch. To let go of the pain I had to give up the other parts too. The feeling of being loved. The feeling of being wanted and even needed. I couldn't wait for him anymore. That was the thing that I learned from the face in the mirror. There was one person who could release me and I was looking right at her."

"What is to come will change us all in ways we cannot even contemplate now. But know this -it will surely come to pass. We cannot avoid it, but at least we are united in our determination to stand together against it," said Ashe.
"and we will prevail." (Anborn)
Glad as I am to have you with us Lord Marshal, even you cannot hold back the ragin ocean; its will cannot be stopped," Rial said somberly. The best you can do is build a seawall and keep patching it. With any luck the storm will pass before it gives way."
"Id rather think of a way to drain the sea," Anborn mutterd. "But as I cant, sand bag duty it is."
The Assassin King written by Elizabeth Haydon

"The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them."

"Kiss slowly, love deeply, live crazy, die happy"

" Love is life. If you miss love you miss life."

"You achieve in proportion to what you attempt"

"See, since you care about both of them, you can understand why they feel the way they do. And also know why they're both wrong. So you're sort of hanging like a battered bridge between the two of them, over this raging river, hoping it doesn't sweep you away and wishing they could see each other the way you see them. Both sides think your nuts, of course.They just see that your hanging out there alone, looking like an ass. So the battle continues, with me hanging out there in the middle- looking like an ass."

"Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to lean new things and move forward with your life." Dr. David M. Burns

"Predjudices, it is well known, are most difficult to eradicate from the heart whose soil has never been loosened or fertilized by education; they grow there, firm as weeds among rocks." Charolette Bronte

"What I must do is all that concerns me, not what the people think. This rule, equally arduous in actual and intellectual life, may serve for the whole distinction between greatness and meannes. It is the harder, because you will always find those who think they know what your duty is better than you know it. It is easy in the world to live after the worlds' opinion; it is easy in solitude to live after our own; but the great person is one who in the midst of the crowd keeps with the perfect sweetness the independence of solitude." Ralph Waldo Emerson

"My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail of succeed shall be no man's going but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsiblilty; win or lose, only I hold the key to me destiny." Elaine Maxwell

"Only those who dare t fail greatly can ever achieve greatly." Robert F. Kennedy

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were starts- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, thre was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no reason for anything.

"I was an empty shell. Like a vacant house-condemned- for months I'd been utterly uninhabitable. Now I was a little improved. The front room was in better repair. But that was all- just the one small peice. No amount of investment on his part could put me back in working order."
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