Friends, Music, Singing, Partying, Listening, Living, Laughing, Loving, Cuddling, Smiling, Shows, Dancing, Moshing, Raving, Bugs, Piercings, Tattoos, Graphic Design, Nature, Chinese food, Art, Daisies, Computers, Imperfections, Trees, Learning, Photography, Editing, Eating, Talking, Sleeping, Coloring, Drinking, Swimming, Wondering, Caring, Kissing, Adventuring, Subway, Drawing, Changing, Walking, Being obnoxious, Old music, Hugging, Reading, Potatoes, Pretending to play instruments, Screaming, Not caring, Getting trashed, Being drug free, Trying, Playing, Helping, Being a friend, Writing, Cooking, Animals, Peace, Dreaming, Being pro, Boys, Growing, The internet, Shoes, lolcats, Malls, Venues, Teasing, Sonic, Knowing, Coffee shops, Underground music, Being friends with bands, Volunteering, Remembering, Pancakes, Blue eyed - dark haired boys, Imagining, Having the time of my life; Existing.
Music
Alesana
Anti-Flag
Arctic Monkeys
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold
Basshunter
Bayside
Blink-182 ?
Bloodhound Gang
Brand New ?
Bright Eyes
BrokeNCYDE
Bush
Catch 22
Dead Kennedys
Deal’s Gone Bad
Death From Above
Does It Offend You, Yeah
Dr. Acula
Every Time I Die
The Flatliners
Flogging Molly
Flyleaf
The Fray
From First to Last
Greeley Estates
Greenday
HelloGoodbye
Hot Hot Heat
The Higher
Hollywood Undead
The Hush Sound ?
Idiot Pilot
The Jonas Brothers
Kimya Dawson
Kina Grannis
Know Lyfe
Linkin Park
Lydia
Mandy Moore
Maroon 5
The Mars Volta
Mayday Parade
Meg & Dia
The Moldy Peaches
Motion City Soundtrack
NoFX
The Offbeats ?
The Offspring
Ok Go
Operation Ivy
P!ATD
Paramore
The Postal Service
Rancid
The Ramones
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rx Bandits
Saosin
Secondhand Serenade ?
Senses Fail
The Sequoia Outlaws
The Spill Canvas
Stuck Lucky
Sublime ?
System of a Down
Tegan & Sara
The Sound of Animals Fighting
The Used
The White Stripes
3OH!3
Vampire Weekend
Yellowcard
Movies
Good ones?
V for Vendetta
Walk the Line
A Walk to Remember
The Saw Series
Television
FUCK tv.
Books
I NEVER READ ANYMORE.
CURRENTLY READING: New Moon by Stephenie Meyer
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
The Uglies by Scott Westerfeld
The Pretties by Scott Westerfeld
The Specials by Scott Westerfeld
Thirsty by M.T. Anderson
Catalyst by Laurie Halse Anderson
Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson
My name is Bethani, and I am nineteen years old. I was born on December 27th, 1989 in Austell, Georgia. I lived there until I was 13, and then moved to Michigan and lived with my aunt and uncle until I was 18. Then I moved around from place to place for a few months. Currently, I am living in an apartment in Kalamazoo with two roommates. I work at a marketing company called Front Door Promotions as a Graphic Designer. I love my life, and I have the best friends in the world.
Music is my thing, art is too. I am educated. I love singing, and I'm good at it. Eventually, I want to perform live for people. It'll happen sooner or later. I've made my share of mistakes, and learned from them. I am very happily taken by an adorable Venezuelan boy named Luis. He's incredible. I don't like closed minded people much. I'm a bit of a spelling and grammar Nazi, too. I am 100% drug free, have been since birth and plan to stay that way until the day I die. I love to learn, and school is probably one of my favorite places to be. I don't believe in religion, and I like it that way. I'm sorry if your beliefs conflict with mine, don't try changing my mind. My favorite colors are green, blue, and everything in between. My favorite flower is the Gerbera daisy. I love spiders, trees, turtles, and everything else nature has to offer. I'm too honest sometimes. This is a terrible ending.
Luis Edgardo Rodriguez. This is my adorable Venezuelan boyfriend. We make eachother happy. I've never had a better guy in my life. He's absolutely incredible, and I am SO in love with him. <3
Kristina Marie. The absolute best friend I have ever had, and could ever ask for. Life without her is bland. She is adorable, and fun, and just an all around amazing person. I couldn't be more thankful to have her as a best friend. I love her to death. And we are going to be friends forever, I promise.
Miranda Leigh. She is my best friend, and roommate. I never want her to leave my life. She's beautiful, caring, fun, and just fantastic in every way possible. I love her so much.
Sean Stoto. He is awesome. He's a beautiful person, and a wonderful friend to have. I want to keep him around. I love him to pieces. I miss him.
Logan. He's rad. He makes me lol. And he's just an all around great person, and I wish we still had a great friendship like we used to. I miss him.
Ali Mosbah. I had a weird crush on him from 8th grade all the way through high school, and now he's a really good friend. I lurve him, and I miss our talks about nothing late at night, and catbread, and youtube videos. He brings my lulz.
Desiree Meyers. She's like a sister to me. We have rough times, but she still means a lot to me. I love her. And I miss her more than she knows. We'll be reunited one day, and it will be amazing. I can't wait.
The Meyers Family. They're really the only family I ever felt like I was a part of, and I love them.
Joshua Michael Gray. He used to mean the world to me. He was one of my best friends at one point. That's all passed now, but I do enjoy our conversations that we have every now and then. He'll always have a place somewhere in my life.
A lot... Like how she hasn't been even TRYING to get better for 6 years, and that her drugs are more improtant that we are, and that she needs to get her shiz straight... And all she had to say was "I'm sorry." And I was saying how she should just sign over her custody so I can just forget about her... I felt so bad after I said it but it was all worth it. :]
Aw. I'm totally down. Because I totally agree. I'm the shit. :P Lolz, just kidding. I love adventures. :) Oh yay! I'm excited. WE SHOULD GO TO THE BEACH AGAIN! Ok, that wouldn't be very adventureous, but it'd be fun!
I dressed like a boy today. I'm wearing shorts I bought from the guy's section. I'm wearing hoodie I bought from the guy's section. I'm wearing my ripped slip-ons with socks you were with flats. Except the shirt I'm wearing under the sweater; it's my orange v-neck. But I feel like a boy and I like it - you know, except for all the makeup and stuff.
I called my mom last night, twice. She didn't answer. I called her not too long ago, because it was a little bit after 7 AM. She told me my uncle was landing if a few hours, and I freaked out about the date and started crying because I'd forgotten her birthday. She felt bad that I was crying, and said it was fine - but it wasn't to me. I know she'd gone to Josh's funeral so it wasn't that great of a birthday but I said it would have been better if I'd called to wish you a happy birthday. I felt shitty, so it makes me want to come home. I miss everyone so much.
Have you gotten my letter yet? I sent it long before I sent Miranda's package. You haven't mentioned anything, so I'm curious.
aesthetic.mind
static.fiction@hotmail.com
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what have you been up to i havent seen you in a while
Toosh and tush both work.
I was convinced that said chubchubchubchub.
Thanks for the tip, friend! I miss you, toooo.
A lot... Like how she hasn't been even TRYING to get better for 6 years, and that her drugs are more improtant that we are, and that she needs to get her shiz straight... And all she had to say was "I'm sorry." And I was saying how she should just sign over her custody so I can just forget about her... I felt so bad after I said it but it was all worth it. :]
I talked to our mom... and I made her cry. :/
wat
Aw. I'm totally down.
Because I totally agree.
I'm the shit. :P
Lolz, just kidding.
I love adventures. :)
Oh yay! I'm excited.
WE SHOULD GO TO THE BEACH AGAIN! Ok, that wouldn't be very adventureous, but it'd be fun!
p.s. I miss you, too:)
Yeha man I am good working and shit a lot but I am moving into a house with Lucas and his cousin josh baker so yeah things are good
and the photos were good man youre pretty dude like seriously and yeah if I am ever in K-zoo you'll be the only one to know
hey man how are you omfg I miss you I found this phone in my room when I moved out and it had pictures of you and I was like sweet I miss that girl
Thanks =]
your a graphic designer?
thats pretty dope.
Thats what im planning on being lol.
thank you
i'm good, i finally got a steady job and am single for once, but i don't care much about boys right now anyway.
i'm moving too, onto the west side, near the zoo. it's going to be amazing.
oh hell no. i just spent a hot minute typing out this comment on your page, then it didn't work.
anyway. i haven't seen you since like... 2007 in josh's basement, but i have been wondering where you've been at. yeah. YEAH.
its says July crazy.
thats good!
and im GREAT!
I have a crush on a guy that only kind of reminds me of your ex... Uh, the one from Indiana.
bubbles. or as my mom calls her, princess.
SHIT YEAH! BABIES EVERYWHERE!
Well your dreams prove I make a hot guy. :D
I dressed like a boy today. I'm wearing shorts I bought from the guy's section. I'm wearing hoodie I bought from the guy's section. I'm wearing my ripped slip-ons with socks you were with flats. Except the shirt I'm wearing under the sweater; it's my orange v-neck. But I feel like a boy and I like it - you know, except for all the makeup and stuff.
Hi, how are you and Luis?
I called my mom last night, twice. She didn't answer. I called her not too long ago, because it was a little bit after 7 AM. She told me my uncle was landing if a few hours, and I freaked out about the date and started crying because I'd forgotten her birthday. She felt bad that I was crying, and said it was fine - but it wasn't to me. I know she'd gone to Josh's funeral so it wasn't that great of a birthday but I said it would have been better if I'd called to wish you a happy birthday. I felt shitty, so it makes me want to come home. I miss everyone so much.
Have you gotten my letter yet? I sent it long before I sent Miranda's package. You haven't mentioned anything, so I'm curious.
I missssssss you babeh.
heeeaaayyyy.