♥ † You Are My Heaven In Life And Death
♥ † You Are My Heaven In Life And Death † Hey it's alright, my life has never been a bed of roses. This way's Better for me. †

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GeneralPhotobucket >_> † I am a Tauras a stubborn bull prone to laziness, but if you can somehow manage pass that I really am humorous, in a mostly sarcastic little way :).. I can pretend to be arrogant but trust me i'm not, I'm just sad and scared inside, xD when i say thnigs like I am teh Uber xD it just means i'm a fluffy bunny pet me >.o or something yeah i'm weird xD i know... I'm a decent person, deep ,deep, deep inside. I just don't know it O_o... How I know what I don't know, I don't know, I'm confusing and confused, I am lost, but heading in some direction. although i'm lazy when out of the house, after not being out in a long time i can walk around XD like crazy.... I like look out the window on car and bus rides ^_^ and just watch things pass by, I like sunsets as you can see... Really really summing up my personality Stage 1: Shy Quiet, Stage 2: Shy Quiet Stage 3: Occasional conversation when i think of something to say/ask Occasional Sarcastic Remark... Stage 4: >_> Random ranting/rambling me beat you up D:< - easy to get to through text but not in rl XD Stage 5: (who knows wtf this is it's just fun to add more stages)You'll probly never make it past stage two in rl. I love games ^_^ >_> Harvest Moon Kawaii~~DESUUUUUU I'll always love games. i'm a sucker for beautiful graphics, or beautiful things in general... eh hehee
I enjoy scenic beauty... and natural beauty... I love kittehs!
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MusicThis is for us manda ? I like it alot more then akward last words D:< meanie. Don't act like we've said our last words, I have a phone, you're the one who doesn't answer. IMA MO AISHITE IRU!!!!?? ------------------------------------------------------
MoviesLORD OF THE RINGS <3 !† Horror... fantasy and comedy.... drama no thanks, action lame lame :/ porn i'll pass ^.^;† hentai.... maybe :)
BooksI Love to read fantasy,horror, or romance. not really an auction or meacha or sci-fi person, unless the fantasy in the sci-fi is really entralling... Photobucket Just like cellophane, you try to cling so tight to me, but your attempt's in vain. You've less sincerity than the plastic. Paper in the rain. The print appears so bright to me. The words remain. I hold it to the light, I see right through. So eager to say "hello", but you don't know me. You just know what you see. Pay the price to see the show but you don't own me. Before you knew would you have felt the same? Just when I'm inspired, you drain the drive right outta me, and even when I'm tired, you push me to perform for your amusement. Just like raging fire, you burn what's left inside of me and to fulfill your desire, I'd give you light till I burned out.
HeroesThe One Black Sheep, Within the All-white flock, Sounds just like me. Although the dream is beautiful, Someday the Dream Will End, the melancholic promise of sunsets... The Beautifuly painted clouds, are lies, mere reflections of an unatainable bliss, to those but the luckiest, people. Paint The mirriors Black, Paint the walls Black, flick white on all of it, and pretend only the starry night sky exists, how beautiful....

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Status:In a Relationship
Here for:Friends
Orientation:Straight
Hometown:Hnl,hi
Body type:5' 4" / Average
Ethnicity:Asian
Zodiac Sign:Taurus
Children:I don't want kids
Education:High school
Occupation:o_o Otaku



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MANDA XD UR GRAMA PHONE NO WORKY? :x ehm Hi i'm alittle ray of fkin sunshine >.o __________________________________ I saw a star rise high in the Evening sky, It hung like a jewel, Softly shining. I saw a star fade in the Evening sky, The dark was too deep and so light died, Softly pining. For what might have been, For what never was. For a life, long lived For a love half given , My Fatal Attraction to cuteness <3. Where once was light Now darkness falls Where once was love Love is no more Don't say - goodbye Don't say - I didn't try... These tears we cry Are falling rain For all the lies You told us The hurt, the blame And we will weep To be so alone We are lost We can never go home So in the end I will be what I will be No loyal friend Was ever there for me So woe is me It all falls apart you see I cracked my head and broke my heart Everything just comes down It falls around me.
Who I'd like to meet:
I'd like to meet 'the one' xD †~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~† to the end of one 'forever' †~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~†
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~† So if you're lonely You know I'm here waiting for you I'm just a crosshair I'm just a shot away from you And if you leave here You leave me broken, shattered, I lie I'm just a crosshair I'm just a shot, then we can die ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~† ---------------------------------------- We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message

   


   


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Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Aug 11 2009 3:51 AM

..
This is that one I was talking about that time >_>
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Aug 11 2009 3:46 AM

I see You
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Aug 6 2009 1:24 AM

So that's it then?

I love you, darling. But that's how you play?



I don't know what's going to happen a year from now, let alone a month.

But I do know one thing...





I'll go home and cry tonight over one of the few things I held as close to my heart as it could get.

Inside my heart.



My best friend and the friendship I used to receive from her.



I sang a song to you through the floor

To reach you upstairs

Thought I heard you call out for more

I know that's crazy

I'm pretty sure that I'm lost again

I won't get through to you

I won't get through

I think I won't get through...
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Aug 3 2009 10:58 PM

WHAT THE HELL IS ALL THAT?
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Jun 30 2009 10:05 PM

Oh where, oh where has my Cheryl gone?

She's s'posed to call me every weekend yet alas...

She does no such thing...

Leaving me to wallow in worry... putting me into an early labor >_>

I decided I know what our song is... It took awhile.

But it does make sense when you pay close attention to the lyrics.

I think it should be "Vindicated" by Dashboard...

You and I are emo freaks, remember...? It only fits that such an emo song be our song... :DDDD

And I think you find it less creepy than Poe's "Angry Johnny".

I should come visit you... at sometime random and not tell you... in a month or a month or 3 after Kayleigh gets here....

And we can have a tea party and dress up like the girlies from "Kannazuki no Miko"... :DDDD

You so know you wanna... XDDDD
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Jun 3 2009 11:06 PM

I SAW YOUR BOYFRIEND >_>

OMFG

YOU PUT HIM AS YOUR NUMBER ONE?!?!?

I'M WAY FUCKING PRETTIER THAN HE IS >_<

I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR LIKE 5YEARS TOO. WAAAAAAAAY LONGER THAN HE HAS. D:<

JUST OMG

FUCKING OMG OMFG

I WAS THERE WHEN YOU WERE ON FFXI AND WARCRAFT AND AGE OF WHATEVER AND LOTRO AND AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MANY MORE AND YOU SECOND ME TO HIM?!?!?!?!

YOU >_> I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT YOU RIGHT NOW <_<
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



May 20 2009 11:04 PM

Oh dear, you have no idea what you just got yourself into.

And I miss you so bad but what are you going to do if you guys break up...

Oh Cheryl, you're like my sister... And now I'm scared of what you're going to do.

Where can you go from here? Have you even been thinking about the future anymore?

;_;
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



May 11 2009 11:41 PM

I have no idea what I last said to you... Might have been about stalking you... O_o;;

So are you still planning on coming out here to visit for the holidays?

And how is everything going so far with umm.... Jerr- ry????? I think that's his name lol Sorry darling

And your family?

I miss you like a fat kid misses cake while their sleeping. ;_;
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Apr 27 2009 11:57 PM

Since you're both Earth signs, you probably enjoy sports like mountain-climbing and hiking. Gardening is probably another source of pleasure for you, as is pottery.


I totally just noticed this... we are actually pretty inactive when we're hanging out, aren't we?

Lest there be a Starbuck's involved... or food....

Then we'd battle dragons :D
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Mar 7 2009 9:15 PM

Friendship Compatibility of Virgo with Taurus
You and Taurus have a natural affinity for each other. The Bull's loyal and loving nature gives you a great deal of comfort, Meanwhile, your friend appreciates your willingness to pitch in and help whenever they need an extra pair of hands. True, you sometimes think that Taurus is too complacent, while your pal thinks that you're overly neurotic. Still, if you learn to stop pushing the Bull into territories they don't want to explore, Taurus won't sigh quite so much when you check your messages fifteen times in an hour. Since you're both Earth signs, you probably enjoy sports like mountain-climbing and hiking. Gardening is probably another source of pleasure for you, as is pottery.


Here you go.
Our complacency :D
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Mar 3 2009 6:33 AM

BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Nothing... I ain't sayin nothin.
>_>
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Feb 26 2009 10:07 PM

Lies, people...
Those really ARE rolls of fat >_>
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Feb 26 2009 10:02 PM

Darling, which one is your future husband? They both look like girls.


Ending with letting go

Ending with letting go

Ending with letting go

Let's pretend, happy end

Let's pretend, happy end

Let's pretend, happy end
Rob

Rob



Feb 9 2009 11:54 PM

hey there!! long time no hear :) congrats on your job lol... I moved to mousuri. the marine corp stationed me here lol.
its boring!! how have you been?
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Jan 22 2009 5:52 PM

OMG yes it is. I'm beginning to reeeeally hate that site now.


AHAHAHHA... Your grandma's gonna kill you.
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Dec 3 2008 2:47 AM

Darling...

I'm sorry... Been busy

Lost yet ANOTHER phone.


New addy... My grandma's...



How are you?

Joss will be 1 in a month. We're excited...

I'll call you when I get a chance.
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Aug 4 2008 11:17 AM

Maybeh

Gots a problem with that..

I read that sketchbook, darling

You made me laugh and cry...

You know me so well...... :D
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Jul 22 2008 7:48 AM

Alriiiight Darling...

If that's how you feel...



But I found a song to post just for you my dear...







Just remember I'll always follow you...

To the ends of the earth and back again... Dragging my darlings with me...

I won't allow you to escape me...

My black angel, you'll forever be mine or cease to be

I'll haunt your forever
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Jul 11 2008 8:41 PM

Cheryl took pics of herself.


I am ever SO proud of you, my darling poet.


Vicki says you should wear make up.


And there goes our song... Can you guess?

It changed again...

Now it's Awkward Last Words by AFS.


IT makes so much sense in the long run when I think of you...

....Cept for the dying part....





That's not us. Life is for the living, dearie. And you and I will keep living this lie...
over
and over
and over
love
Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal

Coin-Operated Girl on a Pedestal



Jul 11 2008 5:18 PM

I have to change that, my dear. I planned on updating it today.


Puttin' up that pic of you and fufu.


Or waiting till I see you and taking new ones.
:D
Andee

Andee



Jan 22 2008 9:13 AM

/poke /poke /poke

UR GHEY LOLOLOLOLOL....

So bored =/
¥{Caleb↔Carnage}¥

Caleb Jones



Dec 7 2007 7:35 PM

lol. FFXI is better, and dnc is soooo fuckin fun
¥{Caleb↔Carnage}¥

Caleb Jones



Nov 22 2007 7:53 AM

wat mmo? and wat about blu pup cor and now sch dnc?? so many new jobs to try!!! miss you on ffxi
¥{Caleb↔Carnage}¥

Caleb Jones



Nov 21 2007 8:38 AM

Feisei. miyra? that was u riite. coomin bak forthe expansion riite? and u never said bye to me wgen u quit u meanie
Marcus

Marcus



Nov 17 2007 8:34 PM

hello!
<3 WC3
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