-Anberlin
-Atreyu
-Blink-182
-Bon Jovi
-Breaking Benjamin
-Demon Hunter
-Disciple
-Evanescence
-Fireflight
-Flyleaf
-Foo Fighters
-Green Day
-Hawthorne Heights
-The Killers
-Killswitch Engage
-Linkin Park
-My Chemical Romance
-Rise Against
-Seether
-Skillet
-Smile Empty Soul
-Sum 41
-System of a Down
-Underoath
-Yellowcard
-10 Years
-30 Seconds to Mars
Books
::Books::
~Legend of Drizzt Do'Urden~
-Homeland [I]
-Exile [II]
-Sojourn [III]
-The Crystal Shard [IV]
-Streams of Silver [V]
-The Halfling's Gem [VI]
-The Legacy [VII]
-Starless Night [VIII]
-Siege of Darkness [IX]
-Passage to Dawn [X]
-The Silent Blade [XI]
-The Spine of the World [XII]
-Sea of Swords [XIII]
Music preference: Rock, Christian rock, metal, and alternative.
Hobbies: Eating, sleeping, swimming, playing video games, reading, writing, hanging out, drawing, clowning around, getting buffer, cleaning, learning new vocabulary, playing piano, drinking water, unveiling new music, and contemplating.
† Incisive Intuition †
I frequently ponder this blatant query that everyone has had at least once in their lifetime. Death. Where will we all go when we die? To a genuine believer, there is Hell and Heaven. Perhaps that superficial understanding is true – based on the turnout of one’s life determines where they shall be directed in the escapade of an afterlife. Honestly, I’m incredulous about believing in these niceties. Logistically, it just seems so deranged, farfetched, and cumbersome. The sermons and the verses and everything pertaining to the teachings incorporated into the bible, I just don’t get. I would be elated to believe in the teachings, but I need factual evidence in order not deem it all as a fallacious conspiracy. I’m not asking for everyone to avert from Christianity and convert to Atheism, but I’m asking that you think upon these terms. Sure, Heaven would be nice, and we all “endeavor” to evade Hell, but is it all a lie? Did some random pauper or vagabond just write the bible for a taste of notoriety? No disrespect, but from my paradigms, it’s all very ambiguous, and I’m certainly ambivalent as to whether or not I should believe in it or not. Do the nonbelievers go to Hell? I’d be a believer if I knew Heaven and Hell actually did exist, and that the terms of entry were true, albeit I’d believe on improvisational terms. However, would that categorize me as a sinner? I don’t know, but for now, I don’t believe. Why? I believe only in convincing logic.
Heaven and Hell is a very poignant, yet daunting topic.
♥ 22409 ♥
I officially started going out with Jasmine Smith on the twenty-fourth of February, and in hindsight, it’s one of the best decisions I could’ve ever made. She’s awesome! Jasmine is her own individual who is individualized by her own individuality. She’s certainly not a conformer, and I love that about her. That rebel mentality is definitely something that I need in a girl. Anyways…
I’ve had a myriad of crushes on various girls throughout my life, some being in and out of school, but, I never got anywhere with those crushes; it never graduated to the next step. Luckily, for me primarily, Jasmine was allured to me around the advent of January, and we ensued from then on. Ironically enough, we’ve been going to the same school for like seven years now, and we just now got to know each other this year. I blame myself for that, but it’s behind us now. Whatever. At least we’re happy now. She made me feel so comfortable and lax about my own insecurities, ergo, asking her out wasn’t that much of a feat as it was in the past when I could never overcome that boundary in having a successful relationship with other girls. For that, I’m grateful, but I’m more grateful for having someone that befits me so well. She might not be the perfect girl for me, but every couple in the world is never a perfect match. There are always flaws and setbacks, but it is up to those committed to work through and with the detriments of the other. I’m willing to stick with what I’ve got, and what I’ve got is something I will never easily relinquish. We’ve had hindrances to our happiness, and we’ve disputed over meager things, but in essence, that only drew us closer and closer in the aftermath because we learned more and more about each other, and we inexorably grew stronger and stronger as a singular entity – a couple.
And here we are being a lovable and happy couple. We’ve even been deemed as the cutest couple at the school, and that accolade could only have been given to us from how we are around one another. It comes to show that we’re simply awesome together, and I plan to keep it that way for a long time, if not perpetually. I want to continue to feel the way that I feel currently because never before have I been happier. Never before have I looked at this world in this bright spectrum of light, except for maybe when I was all but an infantile child. Right now, love is exactly what I need, because my new chapter of adulthood has already begun and it won't be easy; it'll be arduous. Jasmine fortifies this need, and more, and for that, I love this woman. So please, don't mess with her. I really don’t want a reason to hurt you, because I'm a lover, not a fighter. Sorta... xD
Hey! You found a black layout! & That was a really sweet letter to Jasmine. It made me tear up a bit. :]
Buuuut, my purpose for writing you was to tell you well .. (please accept the sentimental and compassionate side of me for a moment) I wanted to wish you luck on graduating. (I believe it's tomorrow?) You have a tremendous amount of potential (unlike anything I've ever seen) and I can't wait to see where that goes outside the iron bars of Agassi. & After centuries of being there you most certainly deserve it. Congratulations Brandon. :D
i just read the jasmine section 2.0....
oh joseph !! it's adorable and loving. i dont think there is much more i could ask for. i believe it to be honest and from your heart, and that's the best thing ever.
i know it's true without it being on myspace, but this solidifies and proves to others a small section of our amor.
you make my glass half full and i love and appreciate you for that =).
Man bros to keep it real work is hella coo.... they got me workin long hours but i cant complain cause at least im gettin paid for it.... im jus blessed to have a job right now the way the econmy is.... but how is everybody doin???
oh i forgot about penta :). tomorrow tell me what you did at that place okay. and i definitely dont want to work but i guess i should since im 18..welcome to the real world thing. let's get jobs at juicy couture XD.
hi, i just got your comment from 5 days ago.
i loved it.....though it only said hi again =D.
but that's not the point papito pineapple head. sorry it was a p thing..or is it a pee thing ? not like urinating, but like vee instead of v.
nevermind..so im going to try to get a surprise for you !! if i remember to not forget it =/. yes silly me, i forget all..
well i should be getting ready to workout..and do homework. i love you muffin !!
toodles.
hi, i just got your comment from 5 days ago.
i loved it.....though it only said hi again =D.
but that's not the point papito pineapple head. sorry it was a p thing..or is it a pee thing ? not like urinating, but like vee instead of v.
nevermind..so im going to try to get a surprise for you !! if i remember to not forget it =/. yes silly me, i forget all..
well i should be getting ready to workout..and do homework. i love you muffin !!
toodles.
