Esoterrorist
Esoterrorist Every dawn break I reincarnate, only to destroy by dusk.

Male
27 years old
Sarasota, FLORIDA
United States



Last Login: 9/16/2007
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GeneralPlaying guitar, violin, keyboards, reading,writing, hanging out with friends, insomnia, wine, and my motorcycle
MusicRachmaninoff,radiohead,80's music,modest mouse,jets to brazil, built to spill, mozart, a bit of the ludwig van, pink floyd, sabath, stones, byam klavor w00t!, classical, cure, jethro tull, jeff buckley, ours, the smiths, nin, recoil, industrial, dk's, blue grass,portishead,boards of canada,muse,tom waits,depeche mode, my local bands, ani difranco, tori amos, nin, apc, tool,bright eyes,the faint, godspeed you black emperor, silver mt. zion, half way to concord, metric, postal service, idiot pilont, death cab, rubicon (wait and see),
MoviesEternal Sunshine!, Docter Strange Love, Amelie, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, The Adventures of Baron Munchhuesen, Lost in Translation, 28 Days, Shaun of The Dead, ((((Six-String Samurai)))), Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Charlie and The Chocolate Factory (new and old), A Clock Work Orange, The Royal Tenenbaums, Life Aquatic, What Dreams MAy Come, a bunch of movies
TelevisionNot my drug of choice, but if you must know Adult Swim!
BooksAnything by Kurt Vonegut, Philip K. Dick, Tom Robins, Good Omens, Cats Cradle, Stranger in a Strange Land, V.A.L.I.S, The Sirens of Titan, Skinny Legs and All, Rimbaud
HeroesKilgore Trout, Eddie Izzard
Groups: floridagothsarasota, bradenton, veniceFLCL!LOWER THE US DRINKING AGEPlague On John BasedowThis here scene is a sinking ship, and im going down with it!!!ALSO Out Youth

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     Esoterrorist's Details
Status:In a Relationship
Here for:Friends
Orientation:Straight
Hometown:Sarasota
Body type:5' 9" / Average
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Taoist
Zodiac Sign:Scorpio
Smoke / Drink:Yes / Yes
Children:Someday
Education:In college
Occupation:Birth Defect
Income:$30,000 to $45,000

   Esoterrorist's Schools
Manatee Community College
Bradenton,Florida
Graduated: N/A
Degree: Associate's Degree
Greek:   Alpha Psi Omega

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About me:
Ever try reinventing your soul, only to find that what you actually changed was your psyche...not so much as an epiphany, rather a diminutive break in the subject; a choral of the senses, bypassing heart-rate and the tripping of synapses. A genuine oops put simply. I have come to a number of paths, my pace down trodden yet Angelic. Stifling mostly with red coral and tooth root ripping away at my frail ankles...I have discovered...Visceral Refrain. I Shall Dive deeper, only to save myself and discover what so many writers either dreamt of or drank to achieve...My eyes no longer perceive common objects nor subjects, just tendrils pulling to the truth; sockets lying bare I can no longer distinguish blues and grays but the feeling...Dreams Die with the sun's rising...but I reinvent the world in their memory.
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Who I'd like to meet:
This guy here,
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and his mother

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viva el gato!

viva el gato!



Nov 17 2009 11:17 PM

happy birthday jon <3
I won't die by your hand

I won't die by your hand



Nov 17 2009 10:20 PM

Today I need to talk to your mom..was told shes not doing well...give me some inspiration J....happy birthday lil bro
☆BlacK Betty☆

Meesh Moon



Nov 17 2009 12:38 PM

she sings: happy birthday ~
☆BlacK Betty☆

Meesh Moon



Nov 13 2009 9:24 PM

Forest Elf Pictures, Images and Photos
kat elizabeth

kat elizabeth



Nov 4 2009 7:17 PM

I still have the runestone you gave me when I was 14.  I want to hug you right now.
Spydie

Tyler Wilson



Nov 1 2009 12:09 AM

I miss you badly, brother.  I have felt you much lately and know you are doing well.
The Mad Goblin Princess

The Mad Goblin Princess



Sep 23 2009 7:50 AM

I'm sorry for all the times I took you for granted. And I miss you.
The Mad Goblin Princess

The Mad Goblin Princess



Sep 18 2009 4:15 AM

he has what's coming, and i'll finish burning that thing soon. and i can't cry. and i miss you.
I won't die by your hand

I won't die by your hand



Sep 16 2009 7:15 AM

When will this day bring conclusion? now that they found your murderer it' shouldn't  be much longer
I won't die by your hand

I won't die by your hand



Jul 30 2009 3:55 PM

I don't do this often enough I still growing  and shrinking
*H3LLSPEAK*

Hell Speak



May 5 2009 5:15 AM

your face jumped into my thoughts tonight.....and for a split second, i almost forgot.
but, just as fast, that unforgettable dropping feeling came back to my chest, and i couldn't take my eyes off of the ground.

i miss you very much.
Mama /// Wolf

Mama /// Wolf



Apr 7 2009 8:13 AM

I'm having a really hard time without you right now, I really miss you so much. Its been a really hard few years without you..I love you so much.
I won't die by your hand

I won't die by your hand



Mar 13 2009 7:27 PM

Me and the beardsleys sibs were talking about you the other night.. I got way too drunk,everything you did wuz like a spell for us to learn from in multiple ways thank you
girl in the sea

girl in the sea



Mar 9 2009 3:49 AM

i still miss you. i know you would empathize with my sentiments if you were still earthbound. but of course you would do it with a sarcastic comment and a knowing nod and smile. i need your perspective to sum up the situation....i have a feeling you'd do it succinctly. love you.
nunzia (NOON zee ah)

nunzia (NOON zee ah)



Feb 28 2009 6:19 PM

still miss you
Dzidzia

Dzidzia



Feb 21 2009 10:44 AM

Thank you for visiting me in my dreams so many times :)I know you were there. My dreams were so real. I really felt that I had another chance to see you and really spend time with you and it was so incredible. You were here again. My dreams were so real. It was so wonderful John. I bet you and Mr. Rachmaninov are playing beautiful music together right now! I'm still trying to learn it down here. I miss you so much mister. I still don't get it. I still think you are here. I miss you so much, my goodness. So, here's my dream--I thought it looked like you from far away, and I kept looking and looking, and then you turned around and it was you, and I freaked out. Then, you looked at me and smiled your wonderful smile, and I started to cry. You looked at me like I was an idiot, like, 'Why the fuck are you crying?' And I said 'I thought you were gone... I thought you had died!' and you said, 'Why would you think that? you're crazy!' And we just hugged for a moment, and I realized that you are okay and that you are not gone at all.
And then, I woke up and realized that you really are okay :)I love you mister <3
I won't die by your hand

I won't die by your hand



Jan 23 2009 11:44 AM

Soon the world will know the power of your talent i swear
The Mad Goblin Princess

The Mad Goblin Princess



Nov 29 2008 10:28 AM

amen jamiel. yeah john john whas with that? "not beleivin in the afterlife" thing? well, i know what you meant. and you heard my happy bday. and shit brother. you are still with me.... more than most in this world.
i'm about to leave and you know you have this spot.
wah wah wah. you silly shit, still pulling pranks.
i miss you.
I won't die by your hand

I won't die by your hand



Nov 17 2008 9:04 PM

this song gets to me often lil bro


I won't die by your hand

I won't die by your hand



Nov 17 2008 9:24 AM

It's that day again.....it's weird typing know that you're with me all times of the day ...whats funny is you told me and brin that you didn't believe in a after life per say last year ...okay i'll say it happy Birthday john till we're reunited
jeser

jeser



Nov 15 2008 5:35 AM

happy B day man =) love you an working on getting in touch with ya mom still, lol =)
Rama

Bryan Beardsley



Nov 13 2008 11:37 PM

happy birthday. i love you.
Spontaneous Habit

Spontaneous Habit



Nov 2 2008 3:36 PM

miss u just thought of the days @ fly and jeser living next door.. you are an amazing soul and that smile..
jeser

jeser



Oct 24 2008 1:54 AM

i wonder if they will somehow find a way to discount your vote too, well no on 8 blah blah blah. =) missing you this October. love from all in my home to you an yours.
dont know how to get in touch with your parents, but if ya can get the message to em to look me up, lol love ya man
The Mad Goblin Princess

The Mad Goblin Princess



Oct 21 2008 3:24 AM

just thinking of you.
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