What nourishes me, destroys me" @--->------I Stood Beyond The World...Whispering Secret Syllables in the Eyeless Dark, Dancing Wildly...Round and Round on the Rotting Ground.
Female
20 years old
drifting through, Arizona
United States
.. well it may sound absurd i want to be a wreck for you
smash out my honor on your floor fill up your bathtub with my moods
well it may sound a little frightening i want to swallow all of your skin chew your soft tissue into ash beat your ego black and blue
i will be your doll
i will be your hole
i will crush your bones
i will abrade your soul
i will be your toy
i will be your thing
i will tear you down with the twist i bring
i will be your doll
i will be your toll at the gates of hell that is what i'm for
i will be your flesh
i will be your end then on to the next
i will start again
i will be your doll
i will be your girl
i will remove your heart
i will burn your world
i will be your object tease and tear
i will be your slut
i will be your bitch
i will be your never ending, unbefriending self-expending, moral-bending thorn
Need you
Dream you
Find you
Taste you
Fuck you
Use you
Scar you
Break you
To build my own religion
No gods, no laws
To celebrate pain
Forsaken and ashamed
To watch them all
Crawl beneath us
On this bed of nails and regret
My organs are rotting
My enemies are plotting
I am made of pages
Paragraphs and inspirations
Paper girl, burn the world
I pass the flame to you
^ the way to my heart
Music
Ludwig Van, Combichrist, Deathstars, ALICE IN CHAINS, MAZZY STAR, Infected Mushroom, In this Moment, nox arcana, Misfits, Emilie Autumn, Gorgoroth, Xasthur,PJ Harvey, Deadstar Assembly, Razed in Black, Bush, Kings of Leon, Stone Temple Pilots, Marilyn Manson, MAD SEASON, The Mars Volta, Christian Death, London After Midnight, Pantera!!,ICP, Twizted, Boondox, Cradle of Filth, Damageplan, -H-I-M-, AFI, Ozzy, Type O Negative, Wednesday13, Miss Kitten, Acid Bath, Velvet Acid Christ, NIN, Sex Pistols, The Birthday Massacre,System of a Down, Nirvana, The Beatles, Smashing Pumpkins, Hole, Courtney Love, Dimmu Borgir, Bleeding Through, Dope, Dirty Sanchez, Dead Sexy, Nightwish!!, Slipknot, Jack off Jill, Otep!!, Arch Enemy, Childern of Bodom, Mindless Self Indulgence, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Peaches, The Cure, Sexydeath,Genitorturers, sooo much more...
Movies
ANYTHING HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
IMAGINARY__________________
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 70%
Orderliness || 10%
Accommodation |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic || 10%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Wealth |||||||||||||| 56%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63%
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trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture
You will be struck with an axe. You will be murdered by some sleezy member of the opposite gender after a night of passion. Maybe you should stop dateing psychos.
You Shall Be My Roots
by Zampano (a.k.a. Mark Z. Danielewski)
You shall be my roots
and I will be your shade,
though the sun burns my leaves.
You shall quench my thirst
and I will feed you fruit,
though time takes my seed.
And when I am lost
and can tell nothing of this earth
you will comfort me.
And my voice you will always hear.
And my hand you will always have.
And when there is nothing left,
not even in death,
I will remember you.
***********Moonlight and nature, Destruction, self-destruction, creation, storms, passion, good conversations with good company, dead things, meaningful hugs, nighttime, good poetry, reading, writing, art, WHISKEY! ^-^ , knives, loud music, Adventures, dreams and the supernatural***********
Who I'd like to meet: Some one who can understand my twisted mind. Burning hearts at the top of your skull
Over the hills and far away,
she prays he will return one day.
As sure as the rivers reach the seas,
back in his arms he swears she'll be.
Tonight! 11/6 CD Release show w/ Bella Morte & Ego Likeness!
One of the new discs is the debut album by Fuchsia's side project Dreamgaze. Bella Lune will be performing 2 new songs, including a track from the Dreamgaze album! Our notorious dancers will be in nothing but ivy leaves to match the album cover. The other new release is the Shinto Records gothic compilation "Lunar Sea" where you can hear the Bella Lune song Transmissions. Come celebrate this exciting night with us!! Bella Lune goes on at 9 pm.
Doors at 7:30 pm
$12 for 21+ $18 for 18+
Club Mardi Gras 8040 E. McDowell Scottsdale, AZ 85257
Ludwig Van, Combichrist, Deathstars, ALICE IN CHAINS, MAZZY STAR, Infected Mushroom, In this Moment, nox arcana, Misfits, Emilie Autumn, Gorgoroth, Xasthur,PJ Harvey, Deadstar Assembly, Razed in Black, Bush, Kings of Leon, Stone Temple Pilots, Marilyn Manson, MAD SEASON, The Mars Volta, Christian Death, London After Midnight, Pantera!!,ICP, Twizted, Boondox, Cradle of Filth, Damageplan, -H-I-M-, AFI, Ozzy, Type O Negative, Wednesday13, Miss Kitten, Acid Bath, Velvet Acid Christ, NIN, Sex Pistols, The Birthday Massacre,System of a Down, Nirvana, The Beatles, Smashing Pumpkins, Hole, Courtney Love, Dimmu Borgir, Bleeding Through, Dope, Dirty Sanchez, Dead Sexy, Nightwish!!, Slipknot, Jack off Jill, Otep!!, Arch Enemy, Childern of Bodom, Mindless Self Indulgence, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Peaches, The Cure, Sexydeath,Genitorturers, sooo much more... 
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