Recent events in my life have forced me to realize many things. I have learned a lot about myself, karma, pain, friendship, love, faith, betrayal, honesty, and loyalty. Despite anything negative in my life that's happened, I am staying optimistic and trusting whatever gods design may be for me, and despite how many times I've hit rock bottom, I am complacent of where I've ended up in life.
My true goal now is to say hello to success and stop being blind to time and procrastination, and to say goodbye to an aimless party oriented life that should have ended long ago. I owe it to myself to keep my hands together, never stop praying, never stop hoping, never stop striving for a better life. I appreciate the people that I can trust and depend on, I appreciate what I have worked to gain so far, and I cherish my ability to never be satisfied.
Most importantly I aim to continue to grow up, and start taking life more seriously. I want to become a professional in everything I do. I fight daily to elevate, gain priceless knowledge, and rely on no one else.
At this point, aside from writing, I live with my wonderful girlfriend, and I work at home for an outsourcing company doing Web/Graphic Design and I love it. I am also working to get mine and my co-owner Jason's web solutions company
audio-logic.net off the ground. My near future plans include transferring to CUNY Brooklyn in the Fall and moving to
New York with my beautiful girlfriend (Leaving June 30th!) and starting the rest of our lives together, and finally creating a beautiful family in the distant future.
The only
choice I have is to rise above any bullshit that has been inflicted upon me, and the messes that I may have created also. I am putting my foot down and throwing away being dejected about things that wont be significant in the future and starting to deal with this spontaneous pain in my chest called life. The best way that I deal with this pain is spilling my soul onto paper. When I write I feel I truly reflect the harsh realities of living that I fear on a day to day basis, and writing indefinately makes me feel
stronger. I appreciate the fact that anyone listening can interpret the lyrics, and sounds however they want and apply them to their own thoughts and personal life struggles. I truly believe that music is the universal language.
Peace, Love, Knowledge, Positivity, Success, and Prosperity.
