Sewing a dress, Red wine, Reading, Playing the piano and the guitar, Gardening, Cooking (Oh yeah I am a food blogger!! lol) , Knitting, Walking, Yoga, Swimming, Travelling, Driving a car, Listening to music.
From 2004 to 2006 were the darkest years ever in my life. Everybody seemed to hate me. I just didn't realize that it was a mere reflection of how terribly I hate this world.
After several years living in abroad, I became so "bitchy" and arrogant that I believed that I was the center of the world. I just couldn't figure out how to adjust myself to Japan again. People seemed not to appreciate the way I am. And I gradually began to "seal off" myself, the way I am. Actually, I lost almost all confidences and even started to deny how I lived my life.
I rarely spoke to anyone during these years. I moved to conutryside where only nature accompanied my days. It was so gloomy days, I have to admit, however at the same time it was one of most meaningful period I've ever had in my life. The most precious lesson I've learned was that I am just a powerless, imperfect human being. Surprisingly, it took almost 3 years to truly realize such a simple fact. And from the very moment, I started to embrace this imperfect myself.
Books, Nature, Music, Travelling and other stuffs helped me a lot to go through these dark transitional period. On top of them, sewing a dress was a key factor which helped me to survive for tomorrow.
These clothings may look dull to you. But they mean something to me in unexplainable way.
Who I'd like to meet: In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. (Albert Camus)
I would like to meet all of you who finally found an eternal summer within yourself.
thanks for the comment about my photos. I enjoy it when my friends let me know what they think. I read all your bloggs. I don't have much to say but I wanted to let you know I like you designs. thanks for being my friend. Get in touch anytime.....
and welcome to our ohana (family).
mahalo (thank you) for allowing me the opportunity
to become a friend and experience your passions and obsessions.
perhaps i'll have a chance to meet with your friends as well.
oh, excuse my repetitiveness, if i've already sent this message out before.
whether you've started blogging or not, i've subscribed to your blogs page,
and invited you to ours.....i encourage you to blog a bit,
it is fun, fulfilling and i love to visit and comment.....please visit ours.
live love laugh,
follow your bliss!!!
keep on keepin on,
helpin you helpin me,
use money & love people,
blessed to be a blessing,
the way through is the way out,
at your service inC,
spenze
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