"What would life be
if we had no courage to attempt anything?" --Vincent Van Gogh
I'm a little lady with a big heart :) i'm flawed... but at least i'm honest.
i can't swim,
i can barely drive.
i have an easier time talking to kids than i do to adult (or people my age, even!)
i'm TERRIFIED of escalators :(
being silly is very sexy to me..
cigarette smoking = favorite vice/worst bad habit of mine...
no one really knows how insecure i am inside. i don't show it, because i know no one likes to be around "that girl."
i'm awkward. more awkward than the awkward turtle.
Music
"It stung like a violent wind
that our memories depend
on a faulty camera
in our minds." --Death Cab for Cutie [What Sarah Said]
Death Cab for Cutie
[In alphabetical order. . .] +44 4 Non Blondes Abigail Grush AFI A Perfect Circle A Skylit Drive The Academy Is... Aerosmith Airline Alanis Morissette Alexa Wilkinson Alkaline Trio All-Time Quarterback Amos Lee Angels & Airwaves Alice Russell Allison Kraus April March Aquabats Aqueduct Aqualung Armor For Sleep Army Of Anyone As Tall As Lions August Burns Red Aveo Badly Drawn Boy Baumer The Beach Boys The Beastie Boys The Beatles Beck Ben Folds Ben Harper Ben Kweller Ben Lee Beth Orton Bic Runga Bjork Black Sabbath Blackout Pact Blink 182 Bob Marley Born Empty Boss Martians Box Car Racer Brett Dennen Carbon Leaf Cartel Cary Brothers Cat Power Cat Stevens Chiodos Chris Tomlin Circa Survive City And Colour The Classic Crime The Clientele Coldplay Coheed and Cambria Copeland Corey Crowder The Cranberries Crossfade Culture Cuttlefish Damien Rice The Darkness Dashboard Confessional Dave's Son Dave Matthews Band David Bazan David Bowie Death Cab for Cutie [and any of Ben Gibbard's side-projects] The Decemberists Deftones Depeche Mode DoF Drive-by Truckers Early November The Eels Eisley Elliot Smith Emiliana Torrini Enjoy The Zoo Evaline The Fall Of Troy Fall Out Boy Falling For Yesterday Family Force 5 Finch Flee The Seen Foo Fighters Framing Hanley Fratelli The Fratellis The Fray Frou Frou The Future Of Forestry Gabe Dixon Band Gary Jules Geoff Moore Glassjaw Gomez Goo Goo Dolls Gorillaz The Grates Gregory and the Hawk The Guggenheim Grotto Guster Gym Class Heroes Harvey Danger Haste the Day Hawthorne Heights Hayley Taylor Her Space Holiday High Flight Society Hole Hot Chip The Human Abstract Ima Robot Imogen Heap In Pieces Ingrid Michaelson Injected Interpol Iron & Wine It Dies Today Jack Johnson Jack's Mannequin Jake Smith James Blunt Jamisonparker Jenny Lewis [& The Watson Twins] Jessamine Jesse Sykes & The Sweet Hereafter Jettie Jewel (pre-hussy) Jim Noir Jimmy Eat World John Mayer John Vanderslice Jonathan Clay Jonezetta Josephine Collective Journey Kenny Chesney KISS The Killers King Of Like Spitting Korn KT Tunstall Ladytron Lifehouse Ligion Lily Allen Little Champions The Long Winters Look What I Did Loriene Madonna Mae Maroon 5 Marvin Gay Mates Of State Matt Costa Matt Maher Maxeen Me Without You Meat Loaf Meg & Dia Menomena Michael Smith Mike Swift Mindy Smith Modest Mouse Mommy And Daddy Motley Crue Muse Mute Math My Chemical Romance My Epiphany My Morning Jacket NIN Nada Surf Nellie McKay New London Fire New Radicals Newton Faulkner Nick Drake Nirvana No Doubt Norma Jean Our Lady Peace Ours Over It Owl City Paperplain Paper Rival Paramore Patience Pea Soup Pearl Jam The Perishers Phantom Planet Phish The Photo Atlas The PiNK SPiDERS The Pixies Plain White Ts Plastic Hotels Post Office Gals The Postal Service The Pretenders Pretty Girls Make Graves The Prom The Ramones Rascal Flatts The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Red Umbrella Regina Spektor Relient K The Revolutionary Hydra Rilo Kiley Rise Against The Rocket Summer Rocky Votolato STARS Saosin Saves The Day Secret Lives Of The Freemasons Seether Self The Sex Pistols Shinedown The Shins The Showdown Simon & Garfunkel Sky Eats Airplane Slow Coming Day Sly Cats The Smashing Pumpkins The Smiths Sneaker Pimps Snow Patrol Sophia The Sounds 12 Sparklehorse Sparks Fly From A Kiss The Special Goodness Starlight Mints Stars Of Track And Field The Static Age Steve Moakler Story of the Year Straylight Run Sublime The Submarines Sugarcult Superchic[k] Switchfoot System of a Down TAIT Taking Back Sunday Taylor Swift Tears For Fears Tenacious D They Might Be Giants Third Eye Blind This Busy Monster This Providence Tim McGraw Toby Mac Todd Carey Tony Danza Tool Tori Amos Tourmaline Towhee Travis Morrison Ugly Casanova Unwritten Law The Used The Valley Arena Vampire Weekend Vanessa Carlton Velvet Revolver The Velvet Underground Vendetta Red Viva Voce Weezer What Made Milwuakee Famous The White Stripes Wilco The Working Title
(and the list goes on... and on..)
I sell merch for this band:
*AND* if you need a quick pick-me-up... check these guys out:
Movies
"Oh, it's nobody's fault but my own!
I was looking up. . .
it was the nearest thing to heaven!
You were there. . . " --Deborah Kerr as "Terry McKay" [An Affair To Remember (1957)]
An Affair to Remember Disney Movies [the -CLASSICS-] The Notebook Dead Poets Society Labyrinth Notting Hill Pieces of April Robot Monster (1953 - a MUST SEE!!) Frankenstein Donnie Darko Goonies Pay It Forward Bicentennial Man The Jane Austen Club Pride & Prejudice [4 hr. A&E version...] Fight Club Garden State Second-Hand Lion The Other Sister Goodfellas The Lion King Pulp Fiction Princess Bride Girl With A Pearl Earring Love Actually Beauty and The Beast Runaway Bride Crash The Skeleton Key Closer Big Daddy Happy Gilmore Killing Me Softly . . .etc. [**note** If I even tried listing all of my fav. movies, my fingers would fall off...so I won't even bother...] I like a little bit of everything. Disney movies are a favorite. Always.
Television
"Breathe. Let go.
And remind yourself that
this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure." --Oprah Winfrey [September 2002]
Oprah the local news Miami Ink Metalocalypse Mad Mad House Flight of the Conchords Scrubs the HISTORY CHANNEL The Office Family Guy Aqua Teen Hunger Force Beyond Belief 20/20 A&E Presents...(esp. the "Pride and Prejudice" series!) What Not to Wear late-night/early morning music videos on VH1 some anime.. Sailor Moon's a classic. (I don't watch much TV, obviously. mostly late-night shows. or DVDs.)
Books
"The finest qualities of our nature,
like the bloom on fruits,
can be preserved only by the most delicate handling.
Yet we do not treat ourselves nor one another thus tenderly." --Henry David Thoreau [Walden]
WALDEN Fahrenheit 451 Brave New World The Giver The Field Frankenstein anything JANE AUSTEN (Pride & Prejudice, Sense & Sensibility, Emma, and Mansfield Park are some of the many. . .) the Harry Potter series The Portrait of Dorian Grey Mitch Albom's works [Tuesdays with Morrie, The Five People You Meet in Heaven, etc.] Rebecca The Secret Life of Bees Speak Tale of Two Cities The Great Gatsby Footprints In The Sand (a series of poems by the poet Javan) Meet Me Half way (another series of poems by Javan) anything by Shel Silverstein (WHERE THE SIDEWALK ENDS!!) etc. ...I love to read. Sometimes.
Heroes
"I don't go by
the rule book,
I lead from the heart,
not from the head." --Princess Diana
Princess Diana Mother Theresa Henry David Thoreau Oprah Mom, Dad, Nikki & Eann Angie Bosio Frank Warren Michelle Hill Beth Winslow the campers at Empower Me Day Camp my co-workers at Empower Me Day Camp Kara Christian Brittany Smith my REAL FRIENDS [the DEBBIES]. acquaintances, not so much. . . Ms. Bobbi Mr. Bud and Miss Helen Tom Ward Alan Kaplan Cameron Clapp Michaelangelo [the turtle, not the artist. . .] Anyone willing to go above and beyond the norm. to better the world in which we live in.
Chad Bush. I MISS YOU :( [a lot.]
Je vous verrai bientôt. [TRANSLATION: See you soon.]
"Vous êtes étonnant."
"I know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories. We find comfort in knowing that our lives have been enriched by having shared their love." -Leo F. Buscaglia
R.I.P Lawrence King [01/13/93-02/12/08]:
"Larry was not a second-class citizen. I am not a second-class citizen. It is OK if you're gay. I don't care what people say. I don't care what people think. And I know there are entire groups of people who face discrimination every single day and we're a long way from treating each other equally. All of it is unacceptable. All of it." -Ellen DeGeneres
"There's no time limit,
stop whenever you want.
You can change or stay the same,
there are no rules to this thing.
We can make the best or the worst of it.
(I hope you make the best of it.)
And I hope you see things that startle you.
I hope you feel things you never felt before.
I hope you meet people with a different point of view.
I hope you live a life you're proud of.
If you find that you're not,
I hope you have the strength to start all over again." -Benjamin Button
"The greatest revolution of our generation is the discovery that human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives" [-William James]
"I am so clever that sometimes
I don't understand a single word of what I am saying."
-Oscar Wilde
EVERYTHING I KNOW CAME FROM THIS BOOK *click*click*:
Le Petit Prince
PS - There's more to life than Myspace - if I don't always respond, it's nothing personal. . . seriously.
Secrets I've related to (+ random secrets I fell in love with):
My favorite movie of all time...:
Who I'd like to meet:
Who else would I like to meet??
My heroes. [JESUS, especially. I have so many unanswered questions...] Someone who has the time and motivation to hang out... someone who has the patience to listen.. someone who has the mental capacity to UNDERSTAND me. Um.. also: Frank Warren. Regina Spektor. Criss Angel. Curtis Stone.
and a real Mama's Boy :)
Haha ur cute.if you wouldn't of asked I prolly would've rememberd lol but now I'm completely dumbfounded. So soowwwy! Happy new yrs giiirly! I miss yo face in my life lol.
thanx girlie, its a boy! =] i wanted a girl but o well. lol. funny thing is dat i was lookin thru my friends and i was thinkin of writin 2 u. weeeeiiird lol. but yea lik 4 yrs ago lol. wow!. long time. how u been hon??
yeah! i told will about it when you got your feather... a big sunflower with a search cross for the center :D im scheduled to work friday7a-7p but im going to try to see if someone will switch with me cause im working thanksgiving 7p-7a...making that a 24-hour shift sooo lol... ill see if i can pull some strings cause im not sure im allowed to do that.. ♥
haha ya it was at shitpotles but there were so many people and i was so far away it just would have been super akward to start yelling haha. hows life?
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