I am a puzzle I've yet to solve full of diametrically opposed ideas. Get to know me and you'll understand better.
I play devil's advocate with an open mind and try to see the whole picture to both extremes and often times crave two contradictory things.
"I am a loner who without the company of others would suffer greatly."
This is a quote from my autobiographical poem available in my blog on this site.
I yearn for happiness while embracing the gothic and morbid.
I am a nature lover that wants to return to the forest abandoning civilization and especially society but loves technology and in particular the cyber world of the internet.
I tout creativity and individuality while spewing tired cliches like gospel.
I rediscovered the reality I was hiding from myself as a result of mind altering, reality warping conditions I subjected myself to experiencing.
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