WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY???
like in the song;
rain drops on roses,
butterflies landing on a flower,
being in love
lime popsicles,
flip flops,
porch swings,
fireflies at night,
"zumba",
a kite high in the sky...and me holding the string!,
wet grass bewteen my toes,
rainbows, the smell after it rains,
walking through fallen Autumn leaves,
chocolate brownies,
holding some ones hand,
green lime snow cones ,
watching ants crawl up a tree,
the baby that waves at you from the buggie at the store,
e-mail from a freind,
the wind in my hair,
riding a bike,
hearing i love you.
some one to hold you as you fall asleep, eyes to look up in as you wake up
movies that make you cry,
finding something you really wanted on sale,
the feeling of something soft touching your skin.
dragon flies hovering over a stream,
blue hydrangeas,
dancing,
bright orange gerbra daisy's,
roller skateing,
a song my santana and nickle back!
things that are green
THINGS THAT MAKE ME CRY!!!!!!
loneliness,
Mothers that hit!!!
Boyfriends that yell!!!
***VIOLENCE!!!!!***
People that throw trash out the car window!
George Bush!!!
Homeless people,
Hungry children,
TEENAGERS THAT SMOKE!
Young boys going to war,
Cutting down trees,
The sound of an ambulance,
Suffering in Darfur!
The war in Iraq!
stupid, mean, uncareing, angry , hating people
that's what makes me sad and cry
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My favorite place in the whole wide world is Martha's Vineyards; I'd love to be on the beach right now in some Hollister sweats flying a kite bare foot with the wind in my hair and my dogs running along side me.
It's my dream to go to visit Manchu Picchu, The Lost City of the Incas. Some day...
Music
music, life would not be the same with out it, my peace and refuge.
alot of oldies, mellow stuff like James Taylor, Flet Wood, Cat Stevens, Simon and Garfunkel....70's-80's rocken_n-roll like the eagles never had a bad song, , ...E.L.O!!Eddie Money,The bee gee's-(yes)
some motown, ,Josh Groban/now or later(romatic)love stary stary night!,Celine Dion/falling in to you!,Robin Thicke/me and you against the world(sexie), ,3 doors down, -someday/saving me, WHY DON'T YOU AND I!
Dan Fogelberg
Seals and crofts,
America,
Joni Mitchell,
Steel Dan,
Genesis,
Jethro Tull,
Led Zepelin,
The Moody Blues,
Credenice Clearwater,
Steppen Wolf
Movies
Television
Books
Heroes
Gaylyn Wattman, Mia Farrow, oprah,Temple Grandin and GANDHI
About me:
Does any one really know who they are?
Does it take a life time to find your self?
Just to find out that the person that is starring back
At you in the mirror you don’t recognize, but you like even when know one else seems too.
What is age anyways but a #.
I’m not a perfect kind of girl, my hair doesn’t always stay in place, but when you think about it, how amazing life is, how different people are, unique people, make the world go round, make life interesting, may be I am glad to be imperfect. At least I’m not boring!
They say today is the first day of the rest of your life,
This summer I bought a bike,
Listen to music loudly,
Slept in late, and dreamed lots.
Learn to fantasize. Wrote sexy stories. learned to flirt.
Walked bare foot in the grass, and went swimming.
Wore short shorts, flip flop's and got a tan!
I tried to catch fireflies at night (or at least watched my grandson’s catch them as I ran after),
And saw lots of butterflies by day.
I did Dance like no ones was looking, even when some laughed.
I learned to say I love you and kiss, I wrote some poems, some even rhymed.
I ate healthy but not like a Barbie, i discovered that my worry of not being like cotton candy or Barbie any more was silly and that a Barbie was not hard plastic or hollow but filled with cotton candy, and that may be the secret of being soft and sweet like cotton candy can be returned with something as simple as a hug and not youthfulness.
I sang some new songs, and learned zumba
Made some new friends, and lost some.
But most importantly I learned to take time out for me to just have fun, and find my self.
Even if I had to do it alone. unfortunately I still spend most of my time alone, but have made strives in my Aspie ways to solve that.
I am sorry to see summer go,
But look forward to the falling leaves and wonderful colors,
I love autumn,
I love to snuggle my self in a sweater feeling cozy even if that some one hasn’t been fond to cuddle with, but what a perfect season to start.
A perfect time to ride my bike before it gets too cold, and feel the wind in my hair.
My mind is racing and wondering about taking walks, kicking up fallen leaves, taking long walks well in to the night, hand in hand, kissing under the moon.
I’m really glad to see fall come.
I fantasize about fall.
Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass
But it’s about learning to dance in the rain. And I’m ready to dance.
Well now we are going in to winter and I did dance this fall, and what a dance it was and sadly the dance was over all to quickie, leaving me to want to dance more….and with winter i had wonderful dreams of kisses under the mistletoe and watching the Christmas tree lights sparkle with some one special hoping that new years eve would be spent dancing until mid night in a black slinky dress but winter was cold and lonely and now i'm just looking for spring. As many of things in nature the spring brought me more than rain I did find true love and summer has been VERY HOT so far!!!
Wishing you a beautiful day my friend! Just letting you know that I am going on vacation shortly and that I will be back in about four weeks time. Looking forward to catching up with you when I return. Take care. Best wishes, Tracy XO
Experience the beauty of OUR planet and hear the amazing music of the Icelandic band "Sigur Ros". Don't try to figure out the lyrics because it is only their own. Love & Beauty 2 U!
If you are quick to take offence, then you'll be under the control of those who you find offensive. If you are easily angered, then your actions will be dictated by those who anger you. If you are obsessed by what other people think, then you will be imprisoned by their thoughts. If you yearn for easy answers and quick solutions, you'll fall prey to people who offer you nothing but promises. If you find the truth too difficult to bear, you'll be enslaved to those who tell you what you want to hear. When you have the courage to think for yourself, the strength to accept what is, the commitment and discipline to make a difference, then you are free. You are truly free to live with purpose, joy and fulfillment. Let your life be defined, not by reactions to what others do, say, or think but rather your own unique vision. Raise your eyes above the pettiness and follow the path of greatness that is within you.
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My favorite place in the whole wide world is Martha's Vineyards; I'd love to be on the beach right now in some Hollister sweats flying a kite bare foot with the wind in my hair and my dogs running along side me.
It's my dream to go to visit Manchu Picchu, The Lost City of the Incas. Some day...
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