i kno angela!! but i have feelings for him and i have a feeling i have to go after.....I may crash and burn but it would be worth it because i went after something and didnt sit back and regret not takin a risk....But on the other hand i may be able to bring him around and get him to see things in a different light...My Job is to help....N i feel this is something i have to do and want to do in my life....I will be strong and wont get dragged down...Love ya 2!
you are so welcome... would you be interested in some help to break levi? i think im going to be looking for a new place to be involved with horses... things are starting to go south with jill... dont think im going to get to keep my telly girl.. its going to kill me but i think its time to move on with or without her... what happened to willing and the chubby mare?? i will deff have to stop in again and see you... i hope all is going well for you...
i didnt put it on, on purpose.. theres a new thing on myspace where you can put your pictures in random mode.. so it just did it.. Im doing nothing.. feeling like a loser and like life will never change. even as much as i try to change it...
hey ma :) Sorry i didnt call you back tonite.. Ronnie and I took the kids out to dinner and then went back to the house and got them ready for bed.. Just got home, i have to work tomorrow from 1-9 I'll give you a call when i get out Love you and Miss you <3
Thank u hun he's a sweety!! So hows things with u ?? Where are u working now?? I told skeeta this weekend how i owe John money he said well would u rather owe me money or him?? As if i'd let him pay,but it was nice of him to offer lol.
As the days go by that i dont see you, Remember i'm always thinking of you. I sometimes sit and wonder what would be different in my life if i would have just listened to my mom and what you had to say.. I love you mom with all my heart and no one will ever take that away.. When things get rough, youre always there to tell me to keep my head up. I have realized that i cant keep wishing i was 12 with no worries or cares. But that i am an adult. A young woman. With responsibilities. I dont want to run away from reality but its what im used to. I dont want to stay away from my family, but i usually do. Maybe someday i'll grow up and see it from everyone elses point of view.. But whatever i do, right or wrong.. I LOVE YOU because your my only MOM!! and know that i always miss you!!!
Hey girl How are u ? Thanks for the comment on the picture, isnt he cute ? lol and that isnt even the best pictures he sent me but cant figure out how to get them to myspace !! So hope you are doing well hun. ttys
Hey mom! i called the other day but no one answered.. just wanted to check in and see how you guys are doing? i filled out some job applications, but still need more.. Dustin and I are going to a concert in oxford tomorrow.. Something like 25 bands are gonna play.. It should be alot of fun. Hope all is well. Give my brother a big hug and kiss for me. :) i love you
sorry it took me so long lol. yeah get a hold of me sometime ill swing up and say hi. and yes DODGE stamped on his GRILL as he would say would look sweeeet hit me up. ttyl
hey! i watched Young and the restless online tonite and figured id give you a scoop.. Victor and ashley got married and she fainted because she thought she saw sabrina which really was mary jane.. Summer is still in the hospital but and phyliss is off the hook.. Mary jane hasn't got caught yet and is still stayin at the shed at victors.. Sharon was accused of stealing when they found victors wallet in her room.. and CANE IS LEAVING!! what the hell is up with that? Well i'll keep you posted.. Hope you have a good day at work tomorrow and i'll see you monday. I love you and miss you :)
yes we should make lots of bumbper stickers! yes i'm ok.. Dustin is stuck in bangor until tomorrow :( But his mom and gordon are very nice and are keeping me in line.. I'm going to start a program on monday for recovery addicts its for four hours a day. Hope fully can find a job and work around it.. My meds are ok there.. Ive been this long without them so i'll be alrite.. I can get you an address so you can send some stuff.. PLEASE? I'm going to need my clothes and spring said she would drop off my shoes.. flipflops and stuff that is at her house. Is alexx still in there? I already talked to sarah online so she knows i'm not there.. If at all possible you could send me a little bit of money for girly things and such that would be cool.. I'm very sorry about the window :( miss you and love you.. Give bubba a big hug and kiss and tell him i'm going to get better.
So today is the 9th.. Did you happen to go to court this morning? I dont have a number or else i'd call up there and find out what happened.. HE BETTER BE ROTTING IN A PRISON CELL! he will get what he deserves on the 30th.. Everyone will know just what kind of scum he really is.. And there is no way his parents can get him out of it. Hope he's not harrassing the house. If he is I'm sorry there is nothing i can do or i'll go to jail now too. Love you and hope you are having a good day. Please get back to me about my stuff.. Dustin is leaving for lewiston today so maybe you could just meet him in bangor and he can bring it with him.
If you could only be so kind as to send them that would be great. I can get you an address.. I am making this decision for me. I am an adult and this is what i am going to do. It would be nice to have some money as well.. And you can reassure my grandmother i will be there for court. I did what i did to him for a reason and i knew i would go to jail. If he comes to find me now he cant. You dont need to understand i dont expect you to. I will return when i have a license and a job and a car. Then i will know what responsibility is and you will have no reason to fight with me. I am not lazy just depressed. I love you both.
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I dont know how to make a facebook.. lol
Uploaded some new pics :)
He's a major hottie..
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TOMORROW!!!
IM MISERABLE!!! and im not living for four more years with another dickhead!!
Sep 12 2009 5:37 PM
Sorry i didnt call you back tonite..
Ronnie and I took the kids out to dinner
and then went back to the house and got them ready for bed..
Just got home, i have to work tomorrow from 1-9
I'll give you a call when i get out
Love you and Miss you <3
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Aug 23 2009 7:54 PM
Remember i'm always thinking of you.
I sometimes sit and wonder what would be different in my life
if i would have just listened to my mom
and what you had to say.. I love you mom with all my heart
and no one will ever take that away..
When things get rough, youre always there to tell me to keep my head up.
I have realized that i cant keep wishing i was 12 with no worries or cares.
But that i am an adult. A young woman. With responsibilities.
I dont want to run away from reality but its what im used to.
I dont want to stay away from my family, but i usually do.
Maybe someday i'll grow up and see it from everyone elses point of view..
But whatever i do, right or wrong..
I LOVE YOU because your my only MOM!!
and know that i always miss you!!!
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