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Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation, the old has gone, the new has come. 2 Cor 5:17

I'm just the girl you point out when you see, hug the second time, and the one you'll talk about for the rest of your life After 24 years and my share of up's and down's I feel like things might be looking up for me. I've been married since 2/5/06 - and long story short- before you can care about someone else you gotta learn to care about yourself. On August 26th, 2007 I gave my heart to the Lord and He released me from the bondage my drug addiction had me in. Since I started walking with Him my WHOLE life has changed for the better and in AMAZING ways. The last four years of my life were overwhelmingly complicated. I thought life kept throwing these crazy curveballs and I'm like "WHAT?! Pick on someone else!" *lol* Looking back, I realize that God chose for me to go through those experiences to shape me into who I am now- a spiritual, grateful, and strong woman. Now Im just trying to to let go of all the negativity in my life (I have a pack-rat issue). I try to remain as positive as much as I can but it seems almost impossible sometimes. I am a super full-time law student. My goal in life is to be the most bad ass criminal defense attorney. I work as a beertender at the Rack'em Up Billards in Rancho. I try to go to church every Sunday and Wednesday (at least). With work and school its gotten a little harder but its in these times in which I gotta remember about our Lord and not forget that it is through Him that I have my life back. The rest of my evenings, and all my mornings are reserved for Narcotics Anonymous meetings, my new associations, and for people who don't use drugs. I love NA- it has taught me a new way to live and I've met some kick a** friends! I am thankful every waking moment to have been blessed with the most adoring, understanding, and supportive family. I love to spend time with my dad and my sisters. They are my heroes. My sisters are my best friends and NO ONE could EVER, EVER, EVER break the bond we have. As long as I have God and them in my life, I know I can overcome and achieve anything I desire. My dad is truly the MOST amazing man in the world. He has been my backbone and I dont know where I would be today if it weren't for him. My sister Karina is younger than me, but I look up to her and has become more than a role model for me. My sister Verina is a beautiful person with the heart of an angel and my baby girl Nessy- is the light of my life- and both, the strength and maturity, she demonstrates at such a young age are truly admirable. With the help of Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and God I am working my way back to becoming the happy, ambitious, life-loving, and neurotic person I once was. In a nutshell I am one of the most fun, loving, caring, considerate and free-spirited persons you'll ever meet. Ask anyone (who's not a hater lol). I TRUST freely I LOVE unconditionally I THINK openly I BREAK DOWN quickly ANGER inspires me STRESS motivates me SPONTANEOUS MOMENTS move me LOVE drives me CLICK HERE TO CHECK ME OUT ON MAXIM'S HOMETOWN HOTTIES!

.. Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed, It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at your sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will accept the written you. Life just isn't those things Life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening. About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. It's about what judgments you pass and why. And who your judgments are spread to. It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention. It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it. But most of all, it's about using your Life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that it could have never occurred alone. You, and only you, choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's all about. .. This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done. .. When I say ... "I am a Christian, " I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say ..."I am a Christian, " I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble, And need CHRIST to be my guide. When I say ... "I am a Christian, " I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak, And need HIS strength to carry on. When I say ... "I am a Christian, " I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed, And need God to clean my mess. When I say ... "I am a Christian, " I'm not claiming to be perfect. My flaws are far too visible, But God believes I am worth it. When I say ... "I am a Christian, " I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches, So I call upon His name. When I say ... "I am a Christian, " I'm not holier than thou. I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace somehow. ..