"...lord please have sympathy, and forgive my cool young history.....these are the tales of the cool, guaranteed to go and make you fail from your school, and seek unholy grails like a fool, and hang with the players of the pool, fast talkin on the hustle, no heaven up above you, no hell underneath he, and no one will receive thee, so, shed no tear, when we're not here, and keep your faith, as we chase, the cool..."
i mean theres nothing left to say but me & were like bros before i fucked up 1 time & fucked up twice i know i should get my ass beat by u but i feel like shit i just want to not hang for a while i know u need that so everything can cool down if it ever will nothing less or more will happen but life will run the same way shity and just plan fuckin work i mean yes today was the worsts day of my life as they say bad luck comes in 3's and it did my car 1 fucked up my watch at work 2 loses a friend that i should of done more for then just sit there like a ass or dick and let u watch that happen i swear to u that nothing other than that of the movies or the holding of the hang nothing more happen im a prick for nothing leaving but i know now how fuck up it is when it happens to me maybe then ill know what u feel more but life will go on but i wish u wouldnt waste ur time with me and just let this shit just stop and let me and u be nothing for a while chill im sorry for everything i just dont want no fighting or fuckin up me yeah im not a fighter i just a guy i been in a fight in yeah i got fuck up so yeah i know how that works but for now on i dont want nothing for me and u to go wrong ever again if ill give u the gun and the bullet to take me out for this hell hold be happy live on hope u find the one and only ill still love bro but i know u must do whats right so do what u have to do and if this means nothing then im sorry and do what u want.