Chasm

About me:

im your prototypical run of the mill guy who thinks hes both complex and simple at the same time. my mysteries are really not all that mysterious. my compliments towards strangers are just veiled sarcastic observations, but every once in a while a genuine one will slip through my radar. i love those who love me.

im both optimistic and pessimistic about life, depends on how i feel at the moment and the cards im dealt. i have issues with trust, i trust too much. im slow to anger, but i hold grudges fairly simply. at the same time, i can forgive you in a heartbeat…as long as i care about you that is. generally mild-tempered, but when im excited, i can be a bit sardonic and difficult to get along with. i have no aim in life, except with the guiding idea of wanting to make an impact on peoples lives through music. how im going to do that is beyond me right now.

i have problems controlling my emotions and this can often land me in hot water with the female population. im no whore, but i find myself playing with peoples emotions far too easily when i dont care for them. on a similar note, i am no ladies man but ive never found it particularly hard to garner the attention of the person im after. the problem comes in maintaining said attention. i fail epically. ironically i can be absolutely dedicated to a girl if i feel like my efforts are reciprocated.

my life is a series of regrets, each one holds a special place in my heart. i often wonder if i should just quit life and just vege for eternity. whenever inspiration strikes, ill take time off to ponder the esoteric and ridiculous. im an avid musician…whenever i remember. i think i have some sort of mild ocd, but im too lazy to check it out. everytime i get sick i convince myself that im somehow dying, yet i refuse to go to the doctor...

If you hear any wild tales about me, THEY ARE ALL TRUE!!!