"....blessed are the wombs that are barren. Blessed are the branches that bear no fruit. Blessed are the rivers run dry. For we have come to the end of the world"
Converge - Last Light
I need you to be the strength of widows and sole survivors
I need you to be as fearless as new mothers and new fathers
I need you to be the hope of hearts who lost true love
I need you to be the might of their first kiss
I need a purpose and I need a reason
I need to know that there is trophy and meaning
To all that we lose and all we fight for
To all our loves and our wars
Keep breathing
Keep living
Keep searching
Keep pushing on
Keep bleeding
Keep healing
Keep fading
Keep shining on
This is for the hearts still beating
Divider - At Twilight
...And even if we only have a short time left, I know I'll be spending it the only way I know how, in the company of the people who mean the most to me..and even if we don't make it, even if we're all forgotten, even if any of it never meant a thing on the eve of the last day any of us will ever see. I'll be standing on rise overlooking the burning metropolis with friends in hand knowing I lived in the moment, I lived the best I could. I've accepted there might not be something after this...
Who I'd like to meet:
Thich Quang Duc
"I was to see that sight again, but once was enough. Flames were coming from a human being; his body was slowly withering and shriveling up, his head blackening and charring. In the air was the smell of burning human flesh; human beings burn surprisingly quickly. Behind me I could hear the sobbing of the Vietnamese who were now gathering. I was too shocked to cry, too confused to take notes or askquestions, too bewildered to even think... As he burned he never moved a muscle, never uttered a sound, his outward composure in sharp contrast to the wailing people around him."
Godspeed You! Black Emperor
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"World Police And Friendly Fire"
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Details
Status:Single
Hometown:Charlotte
Orientation:Straight
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Buddhist
Zodiac Sign:Cancer
Smoke:No
Education:High school
Companies
The Penguin
Charlotte, North Carolina US
Bolt In Death Machine
July 2008-
Photographic Elegance
Charlotte, North Carolina US
MeZ
Charlotte, North Carolina US
Line Cook
November 2008 - Present
Interests
General
Life Death Happiness The Sky Trees
Knowledge
Art
Music
Passion
Anarchism
Compassion
Labor
Pain
Sacrifice
Destruction as a form of creation
Music
Currently:
Godspeed You! Black Emperor
Mono
Tom Waits
Sweek
Giant
Rosetta
Russian Circles
Movies
Waking Life
Requiem For A Dream
Jacob's Ladder
Irreversible
Happiness
Kids
The Fountain
The Boondock Saints
The Thin Red Line
Why We Fight
American History X
Breaking The Spell
The Miami Model
Brick
City Of God
Baraka
Koyaanisqatsi
Television
"Give me comatose joy like re-run t.v..."
ARE YOU SAD?
DO YOU SLEEP IN YOUR ROOM AT NIGHT?
DO YOU NEED PILLS FOR YOUR MOODS?
OR SOMEONE TO HOLD YOU?
BECAUSE WE KNOW HOW IT FEELS
WHEN THE SOUNDS OF THEIR LAUGHTER
AND THE TV'S COLD GLOW
FOLLOWS YOU HOME
TO THE ROOM WHERE YOU SLEEP ALL ALONE
Books
Days Of War, Nights Of Love
House Of Leaves
Ishmael
White Noise
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
Slaughterhouse Five
One Hundred Years Of Solitude
Fast Food Nation
Kiss Me, Judas
Evasion
A Clockwork Orange
1984
Beyond Civilization
Reefer Madness
Survivor
Intensity
The Shining
Pet Semetary
Bag Of Bones
florida is hott but there are fuckin gators and that fact alone should make you wanna go besides the beach.....and old pasty ppl in tiny tiny bathing trousers....hahaha
not bad myself, my band signed a record deal so we're recording and junk this summer...how are you my friend? can't wait for the dollar to collapse so the big wigs can come sweep us out of our depression with the Amero! ha
Comments
Dec 21 2009 7:11 PM
i hope you enjoy our music.
brandon
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Oct 8 2009 4:09 PM
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mines jess102408..aim me<3
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