Who I'd like to meet:
I wanna fly away and just keep dreaming that GOOD dream. So why is my life so complicated? Why does it seem like I'm so frustrated with just about everything currently? Did I do something wrong? lol
See, I'm a pretty...how shall I say it? well, I'm an OFF person I can say; just unique in my own way. People I run into..that I used to talk to ask why I haven't contacted them. This is my answer to you all: I KEEP TO MYSELF AND I CAN'T TOLERATE ANY TYPE OF DRAMA! IAM too old for it and it's like everyone I know (people I haven't 'deleted' from my life) are STILL stuck in high school, they seem to be entertained by childish things or they've become so irrelevant towards me.
Nontheless, I still got love for yall but I just don't wanna deal with you on any level unfortunately. It's not that I feel like I'm better, I just can't tolerate petty shit anymore lol So, If I don't talk to you at all or even try to contact you, such as texting or callin, just know our relationship has run its course..k?
P.S. Anyone who thinks they know who I really AM, you have no idea. In life there is a time where an individual goes through a transformation and decides to do things their way; a way they believe is best for them. The decisions they make or the things they do as they desire displays the tru image of the individuals identity; a new being I can say. But what makes this change extra difficult is that the person the individual once was, is no longer existent because they never really knew who they were to begin with, as well as the people who knew the 'old' them. So that's what I want you all to know who once thought they knew me. I leave the past in the past and keep it moving. The past is something I don't dwell in fortunately lol
It's a sad thing when people are soooo set in the past and can't move on to the future. And what's really funny is that you all thought that I was stuck on past events that had me down for a while...well guess what? I'm not. Peace and blessings [=
**Currently, I'm saving money to move FAR FAR FARRR away from the C.C. and pretty soon I'll be having my own place. I just don't put my stuff out there because I'm a very private person. However, this is just a heads up for my friends and extended fam lol**
My baby..always and forever: KiD CuDi
SCOTT RAMON SEGURO MESCUDI aka KiD CuDi; is a messenger from God who gives himself to 'us', just so we can learn from his past mistakes. He is the representa of all that is GOOD in this world; the voice of a whole new generation. He aint just KiD CuDi, but wants fans to know Scott as well.I can go on and on about him, why i luv im so much, or how much we really have in common, but I won't. Greatness is within him; the proof is in the pudding and as a fan I'm content wit it, cuz he's just like me..A WEIRDO-->as he'd say. In the words of my Cudder, I never gave a fuck...I never gave a fuck abt what niggas thought abt me. I mean I did, but like fuck it..kno i'm sayin.? I just know the day we meet..it'll be a life changing experience; one day i'll never forget [=
...and its the way you make me feel
If I beg and if I cry,
Would it change the sky tonight?
Would it give me some light?
Should I wait for you to call?
Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by...
When I think about it
I know that I was never there or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear. ..
Ahh, love [=
I'd like to have a relationship similar to this one day.
or like this...
Its been a while since I've felt like this...
Where you been baby
Waited for you all day
Waited for you to use the key
That opens my place
My heart starts trembling
As I hear your footsteps pace
Lock opens, doorknob turns
There appeared your face
Going outta my head I think I’m loosing all my mind
Drive me crazy burning candles making love all night
Feels so strange it feels so crazy to be in your world. In your arms lost for words you’ve got me!
What a gurl needs; PRACTICALLY EVERTHING.!