(the space is above is normally where a capacious analysis of myself is placed. I put a light-blue colored box there instead. I like it better. It says so much more.)
hahaha i know what you mean i do that sometimes too and just hope they don't notice at the time because they could be angry but later they'll laugh!
and yeah that is weird about time being continuous. i mean it's a known fact, but when you rip it apart, it's strange to think about. and yeah we should cherish every time. no time is a waste. everything we experience adds to who we are, who we were, and who we may become.
hahaha that's good, i'm glad i made some sense! and yes, i ramble alllll the time. sometimes i gotta say: ash! shut up already! hah
had to finish in another comment sorry...it wasn't sending all of it.
...not like life should stop for an amazing happening, but sometimes you're like whoa i need a minute. that just happened! and now i have to continue going on with my everyday normal ordinary life like it didn't happen. i mean you don't ignore it. but others don't know about it. and sometimes it's like it never really happened. haha this isn't making any sense is it? i have it all in my head perfectly but i try to type it and it doesn't sound right at all.
and about the color thing! yes i completely know what you mean. like how do we know what it really is that we're seeing? who decided to name things certain things? why can they do that? haha ahhh
hahaha DO IT DO IT DO IT!!!!! i will back you up! hahah
and oh my gosh, i agree. airplanes are so freaky! just flying in general. like why should we as humans have that power! i could make a list of the things in this world that baffle me.
and ahhhh that's so true. we have to live our own lives because that's what's accepted. i love saying hi to strangers. and i always smile at people. i hate when they give me weird looks. i'm like what! i'm just being friendly. using the mouth that god gave me! and yes it's so cool to think the thousands and probably millions like you said that we've seen throughout our lifetime already. but it's crazy that we haven't REALLY come in contact with even a quarter of them and never will. it's also really cool to think that like if you've been in the background of someone's picture before. it could have been a huge time in their life and you were in that picture that captured the moment for them. that they may look back on years down the road. and you're still in it. and it's crazy when you meet someone and spend time with them or just share an amazing life-changing experience with them because you were somehow connected by the time or place or another person and then you never speak to or see them again. it's like how do you end that conversation knowing you'll never see each other again? have a nice life? it was great to meet you? good luck? it's so odd to me.
and like times when you have an amazing life-altering experience, whether it be something you've been waiting for or something totally unexpected, like a perfect date or saving someone's life or witnessing a miracle...and then bam! you have to go to bed and wake up the next day. you just keep living life. nothing stops. you have these intense experiences and then you continue your everyday normal ordinary life.
hhahha omg dude me toooo! i'm driving and i'm think how INSANE it is how close i actually am to them. like less than ten feet away when their car is right beside mine. yet we're separated my two doors. and if i wanted i could just reach out and touch them. and when i see people listening to music i wonder what they're listening too. and it might be creepy but when i see people texting i wonder who it is that they're texting and what their life is like. what kind of people they are. i think waaaay too much but i love it and i can't stop. i've always been this way. ahah and people think i'm crazy. and sometimes i question everyyyything. it's weird. like computers freak me the FFFFF out. just this whole technology thing. even like how am i typing to you right now? how do i know what i wanna say and how am i saying it! hahah.
and why have we crossed each other's paths? and other people's? and who else will i meet along this journey called life? and why are some people not in my life anymore? and why are some people still here? and i have a plenty more but i don't wanna scare you away haha.
and oh my, yes, that's exacccctly how i think. i was freaking out there just wondering about people and whatnot. and how i'll never see any of them ever again and blah blah ya know... so weird.
yeah we did a loooot. busy busy busy! but hmmm. the holocaust memorial i really really enjoyed. even though that only took about twenty minutes. i've always loved learning about the holocaust though so that's why. and i also adored boston common. it's just so beautiful and peaceful there. it's this great big park. you can go day or night and just walk around or sit and read a book. and there are so many different people around you. i love it! and yes i took quite a few. i have most of them in my "shine" album.
NOOOOO that's terrible! oh my gosh. you must be so disappointed? ahhh.
oh wow, there's too much to list haha. we went to the isabella stewart gardner museum, the museum of fine arts, the new england aquarium, paul revere's house, bunker hill, the boston public library, public gardens, boston common, city hall, newbury street, little italy and chinatown, along freedom trail, the uss constitution, another ship, street markets, quincy market, faneuil hall, paul revere's grave, mother goose's grave, old north church, trinity church, another church haha, the holocaust memorial, and i probably missed a few. we did a ton and saw a ton. in only four days!
boston was just amazing! all my life i've hated that state from afar. just being from new york and all. but i finally go there and fall in love with it! all the history! the everything. it's gorgeous. and so just different. i really had a good time. just my mum and i went :)
and haha that seems interesting to me! still at hat club? and coachin the lil ones?!
hmm not too bad! i got my wisdom teeth out a few weeks ago. went to boston last week! that was really fun. and just working and hanging out. and visiting with friends before they move..
