aw thanks :] ha!- actually, i was going through my old drawings yesterday and saw that drawing! it's sooo old! i should send it to you! i really have no use for it- it sits in broken and tattered binder- yellowing! :p
Haha, so I decided that I'd go through my myspace inbox and delete some messages. Lots of them from you made me laugh.. lots of them from you made me cry.
I like this one from you:
March 8, 2006 9:31PM hahaha, i read the bulleten thingy, and it was strange, lol. how many people acutally respond to those things?...not me, lol. any ways, what IF somebody did....and marked one of these., lmao. [x] fuck me? [x] kiss me? [x] lick me? [x] suck me? [x] let me kiss you? [x] let me lick you? [x] let me suck you? [x] take a shower with me? [x] let me sleep in your bed? [x] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
2-weeks till FL!!!! I bet that would freak ya out, lol. I sure would be. The new peice in jazz band looks pretty difficult lol. Cya later
Haha.. that wouldn't freak me out anymore ;)
But yea, I'm feeling kinda sick and dizzy as of right now.. I really hope I don't get sick at work.. that'd suuuck. My dad just left to go camping.. he'll be back tomorrow. Fun fun.
I miss you so much right now, especially after reading some of the messages you've left me. Can't wait to see you! <3
I love you more than anything in this world. I'm sorry I bring up these bad memories between us.. I don't mean to tear us apart like this. We've been together 1 Year and it's been one of the best years of my life. I wouldn't soend it with any other person.
I'm sorry I ruin your night with my talk of the past and I'll try not to talk about it again. I know it's hard to hear about for both of us. I guess I'm still worried I'll be hurt again.. I'm always afraid of that, and that won't go away overnight, in a week, or a year. It'll take time for me to get over this and I want you to be there for me when I am getting over it.
We've been through too much to throw this away. We've gone so far with each other; you've changed my life and you've changed me. I love the girl I've improved into thanks to you.
I know things will be tough, but I know we'll make it. If you're up for the ride, I am too.
I love you so much Cody Alan Maines and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.. and no one else but you. <333333333
I love you more than anything, and I wish I knew how to help you.. but I don't know what to do sometimes. I want to be there for you and it's so hard when I'm here, not with you.
Please forgive me for not being the most supportive person right now.
I love you so much Cody, and I don't want to lose you.
My Dearest Cody, I love you more than anything in this universe.
I'm sorry we fight so often. It's tearing me apart. I don't want to cry anymore..
Well, I know I will.. I just don't want to cry about us so much.
I know we'll get through this.. we've been through tougher things, tougher times. We just need to stick together. That's what will get us through.. nothing is stronger than true love. <33333
I believe that once we get through this, we'll be even stronger as a team, as best friends, as lovers. We just need to have faith in one another to get through this. Stay beside me when I cry, become angry, and when I laugh, and I will with you.
I love you so much.. I love you more than air. <3 Karissa
I never though I'd miss someone so much in my entire life. But, I miss you more than anything.
I love you more and more each day, and I can't ever see myself living without you in my life. There's nothing that makes me happier than holding your hand and snuggling while watching a movie. And *nadalana* is amazing too. I've never felt so connected to anyone in my life. You are a part of me. You finish my sentences, you say things I'm thinking. You complete me. No one else has ever been able to do that.
I don't want to leave tomorrow... leaving home means leaving you. I can't stand leaving you; it breaks my heart. But I know I have to leave.
I love you so much. I can't wait to see you tomorrow so I can hold you so tightly.
I'm SOOOOOOO proud of you babe. I know sometimes you get frustrated with life and your family and school and your car.. but I know you always find a way to lift yourself up again. I'm so glad you're taking Defensive Tactics.. it has changed your life. You should write your teacher a note of appreciation or something. He has changed your life as well, with his inspiring words. We are going to have one of the best lives.. richer than any celebrity or millionare. They won't share the joys of living like a child or being loved like we will. We're not only going to survive.. we will live and prosper.
I love you so much, and I always will. No matter what happens, you will always be the first person I trust with anything and everything. <33333333333333 You are the most amazing person in my life.
I will marry you and spend the rest of my life with you Cody Alan Maines.
Babe, I don't know if I'll be able to write this without crying.
I love you so much. I really, honestly, truely do. I don't exactly know why I'm writing this; I've told you numerous times. I guess I just want to tell you again.
I admit, I have had my doubts about things, especially feelings. I've been confused about things. At one point I was confused about us. I was seriously thinking about taking a break, so I could find myself, so I could have some "freedom." But then I realized, the only way I could and can find myself is with you... you complete me. You're the only person who can complete me. And I don't need freedom... I need you.
Sometime, I would like to talk about stuff sometime. Just to, ya know, talk. I just want to talk. And hold you, and be held.
I love you more than life itself, Cody Maines. And nothing can change that. I may have my doubts sometimes, and I may become distant and confused, but I know that I will always love you.
And yes, I did cry when I wrote this. That's how much I love you, miss you, and depend on you.
