MySpace - †The Vampire Carissa† - 20 - Female - New Orleans, Columbus, Ohio

"People are not infinite, but it never stopped you, nor I."
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"Two years he walks the earth. No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild."
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The young man came to the old man seeking counsel.
I broke something, old man.
How badly is it broken?
It's in a million little pieces.
I'm afraid I can't help you.
Why?
There's nothing you can do.
Why?
It can't be fixed.
Why?
It's broken beyond repair. It's in a million little pieces.
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Can you feel this?
We were here.
We are here.
We will always be here.
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"Long afloat on shipless oceans, I did all my best to smile. Til your singing eyes and fingers, drew me loving to your isle. And you sang "Sail to me, sail to me, let me enfold you." Here I am. Here I am, waiting to hold you. Did I dream you dreamed about me? Were you hare when I was fox? Now my foolish boat is leaning broken lovelorn on your rocks. For you sing "Touch me not, touch me not, come back tomorrow". Oh my heart, Oh my heart, shies from the sorrow. I am puzzled as a newborn child. I'm as troubled as the tide. Should I stand amid the breakers? Or Should I lie with death my bride? Hear me sing, "swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you. Here I am, here I am waiting to hold you."
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"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you. That's where I'll be waiting."
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"We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory, stretching from every battlefield and patriot grave to every living heart and hearthstone all over this broad land, will yet swell the chorus of the Union, when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature."
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"So we reach into the chaos, and we pluck some small glittering thing, and we cling to it, and we tell ourselves it has meaning, and that the world is good, and we are not evil, and we will all go home in the end."
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"Brave Clarice. You will let me know when those lambs stop screaming, won't you?"
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"If you want to be reborn, you must first die."
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"My love for you is deathless, it seems to bind me to you with mighty cables that nothing but Omnipotence could break. Forgive my many faults, and the many pains I have caused you. How thoughtless and foolish I have oftentimes been! How gladly would I wash out with my tears every little spot upon your happiness. If the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved, I shall always be near you; in the garish day and in the darkest night -- amidst your happiest scenes and gloomiest hours - always, always."
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Once upon a time there was Candy and Dan. Things were very hot that year. All the wax was melting in the trees. He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her. Oh Danny boy. Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair. Everything was gold. One night the bed caught fire. He was handsome and a very good criminal. We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars. It was the afternoon of extravagant delight. How much do I love this whirring in my ears? Since there is only one thing to love and it cannot be you. Danny the daredevil. Candy went missing. The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks. "I want to try it your way this time". You came into my life really fast and I liked it. We squelched in the mud of our joy. I was wet-thighed with surrender. Then there was a gap in things, and the whole earth tilted. This is the business, this is what we’re after. With you inside me comes the hatch of death and perhaps i’ll never sleep again. The monster in the pool. We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans. Everywhere I looked and "sometimes I hate you." Friday-"I didn’t mean that." Mother of the blueness, angel of the storm. Remember me in my opaqueness. You pointed at the sky, "that one's called sirius or dog star, but only here on Earth." Fly away sun. A vase of flowers by the bed. My bare blue knees at dawn. These ruffled sheets, and you are gone, and I am going too. I broke your head on the back of the bed, but the baby, he died in the morning. I gave him a name. His name was Thomas. Poor little god. His heart pounds like a voodoo drum.
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"We can do nothing for him," said the tin woodsman, sadly; "for he is much to heavy to life, we must leave him here to sleep on forever, and perhaps he will dream that he has found courage at last."
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"To be this happy is to be miserable, to feel this much satisfaction is to burn."
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"Ones worth is exponentially increased with ones incremental disappearance"
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"My sins are unpardonable. I stare at the question. My sins are unpardonable. I stare at the question. My sins are unpardonable. I leave it blank."
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"The same way a compact disk isn't responsible for what's recorded on it, that's how we are. You're about as free to act as a programmed computer. You're about as one-of-a-kind as a dollar bill."
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"Talk of mysteries! Think of our life in nature, daily to be shown matter, to come in contact with it,-rocks, trees, wind on our cheeks! the solid earth! the actual world! the common sense! Contact! Contact! Who are we? Where are we?"
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"Art never comes from happiness."
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"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."
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"He thrusts his fists against the posts and still insists he sees the ghosts."
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"The truth is you can be orphaned again and again and again. The truth is you will be. And the secret is, this will hurt less and less each time until you can't feel a thing."
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