Hey, come and check out the profile for the new EP, "Transitions". There are 5 songs, a good mix of some good old tracks, and some brand new ones I just finished. You can stream them on the front page, and I hope if you like them you'll pick up the EP for yourself. Hope you like, and stay tuned for updates as my band an I work on our full length debut!
i know....like. i honestly feel the exact same way as you and that's odd for me because usually no one understands as well as you obviously do. and it's just painful for me to like hear, because i felt liike i was on cloud 9 when i saw for myself how happy and renewed he looked....god, i just hope everything is okay. i just....i wish i could be there. and it kills me even worse knowing i'll probably never get to.
i know trust me. like, all the tears and people fucking making fun of me (THEY STILL ARE I GOT A MEAN TRUTH TODAY) like...just the loneliness. everything. he'll probably never know how much i put into this and it breaks my heart and makes me lose all hope. in everything.
but yea. just when i thought he was happy again and i felt safe to breathe...this comes up.
i think they did, i'm not sure :/
whatever makes him happy, that's all.
and i feel the exact same way. i used to be so confident because all last year he knew me name and face but now i'm terrified that the next time he'll forget me and that'd just crush everything i've waited and tried so long to build up. i spent my LIFE SAVINGS BONDS to go and see him. like no one really knows how much i put into this. so many tears and shit. i've fallen back into the routine of crying myself to sleep everynight and i never wanted that, no, not again. but it's happening because my fear has come back full force and it's not leaving. andit probably won'tuntil i see him again and who knows when that will be. because i've never wanted something so bad as i've wanted this. and OF COURSE it'd be something that i'll probably never have :( it crushes my heart, it really does. but i hope we both at least get something. because the people that really care should. and it pisses me off and hurts me so much that people accuse me of being a groupie because they have no idea how much i put into this and how i put my heart out there every damn day. ugh people are just so ignorant sometimes haha. sorry for that little rant!
haha oh i know what u mean! my favorite is deff pierre...it has been since the beggining but i honestly love them all so much. theyre always the nicest guys!!! aw i miss them! oh yay the show in bromont was beyond amazing i got SO excited when i saw them!!!! but now im always on my computer searching for new videos n infs about em. uuughhhh cant wait to see them again!
Oh, we'll definitely see each other sometime. if u ever come back to canada to see them well let me know ;) dont we jsut fucking love those guys. haha soundng quite ridiculous but whos ur favorite? so u were in bromont last week? wasnt it amaaaaaaazinnnnnggg i always hate the week following their shows, it kills me haha
i know how you feel, i never get to see him and the minute i begin to build something, it falls apart because of the incredibly huge time gaps, so he probably forgets me in that time. and it's ribcage crushing to me. i know what it's like to lose faith, trust me. i lose it everyday but somehow every morning it's restored, even if it's just to lose it again. people that deserve to be close to him, should be able to and i really really hope you do get that because you've been where i am and i do know how badly you want it. i know my hopes are so farfetched but if anything at all, i just want to be his friend because i know wanting something more intimate is way out of reach, probably. but hopefully life works fairly and people like me you and robyn get to be something more than just a fan to him. we DO deserve it, just tell yourself that, becaues if you feel you deserve it, then you know you'll eventually get there. and yes, i heard he broke up with audree and that she wasn't there for him when his sister was ill, so it's for the better that she's gone but it did make situations worse. who could leave someone when they are going through that? ugh. it sickens me. bu ti'm glad he seems so refreshed and rejuvinated. i think in his time off he did a little soul searching and it was best for him.
heyyy lucky girl! i'm totally jealous that you got to see them in canada, id've given anything to go :( but i've been pretty good, definitely a lot better now that he seems wayyyyy wayyy happier :) how are you?
hiii!! oh well then thank you:) are u from quebec? or u came a long way to see the guys? I hope u had a good show anyhow! but honestly i think theres only a very few people that got to meet them after the show:S... we're all obviously gonna have plenty more chances to meet them again in near future tho.. hopefully haha xox
