"I want a boy; just some skin and some rough hands, some whispered words and harsh breathing. I want to laugh at you and cry for you and miss you so much it aches and wrap myself around you. I want to feel the weight of you, to hear the sirens, to run until my breath gives out, I want to smash things and remake them with blood on my hands. I could stand in the rain until I’m saturated with you, until the water stings my eyes the way your words do. We could fingerpaint our dreams, you could play me a lullaby full of discordant harmonics. I want someone to fall asleep to." I think I got that ♥
Love you Rhys Hacked (: Love you too
Music
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26th March 07 - Thursday (supporting) My Chemical Romance
22nd September 07 - Drongoes For Europe, Resistor 77 (supporting) The Misfits
2nd November 07 - One Night Only, The Wallbirds (supporting) The Pigeon Detectives
13th November 08 - Mindless Self Indulgence (supporting) My Chemical Romance
21st February 08 - Twisted Wheel (supporting) Reverend and The Makers
15th March 08 - Black Gold, Metro Station (supporting) Panic At The Disco
10th May 08 - GIVE IT A NAME - Mexicolas, Four Year Strong, The Colour Fred, Envy On The Coast, State Radio, Strike Anywhere, You Me At Six, The Blackout, Armour For Sleep, Silverstein, AntiFlag, Glassjaw, Billy Talent, 30 Seconds To Mars (held Jared Leto's hand and got in Kerrang!) 10th July 08 - Gundogs, The Blackout (supporting) Mindless Self Indulgence(MET JIMMY URINE!)
10th January 09 -The Mighty Boosh
22nd January 09 - KERRANG TOUR (In Case Of Fire, Black Tide, Dir En Grey, Bring Me The Horizon, Mindless Self Indulgence - (MET JIMMY URINE AND STEVE RIGH?)
28th February 09 - Flobots, Anti-Flag (supporting) Rise Against
22nd March 09 - Stiff Little Fingers 14/15/16 August 09 - Summer Sundae Weekender - Baddies, Bon Iver, The Charlatans, The Cheek, Devon Sproule, Easy Star All Stars, Frank Turner, Future of the Left, Idlewild, The Joy Formidable, The Kabeedies, Maybeshewill, Missing People (Radio Collective), Mystery Jets, Oi Va Voi, Sonic Boom Six, The Zutons - (MET FRANK TURNER AND BADDIES)
19th September 09 - We Are The Ocean (supporting) The Used 10th October 09 - Eastpak Antidote Tour - The Ghost Of A Thousand, Four Year Strong, Alexisonfire, Anti-Flag(Met Dan from Four Year Stong - best gig so far)
26th October 09 -Prima Donna (supporting) Green Day 21st November 09 - Young Guns (supporting) Lostprophets (Met 3/5 of Young Guns)
19th June 10 - Green Day
Movies
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The Breakfast Club
The Lost Boys
Batman Begins
Batman: The Dark Knight
A Clockwork Orange
The Crow
Television
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The Mighty Boosh
The IT Crowd
Never Mind The Buzzcocks
Skins
Books
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V For Vendetta
Watchmen
Ecstasy
Trainspotting
The Catcher In The Rye
A Clockwork Orange
Heroes
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MCR didn't necessarily save my life, in the typical way. But they changed it more than I would have thought was possible a few years ago. They saved me from being someone I really didn't want to be. A few years back, when I started secondary school, I was still into music, and I listened to bands like MCR, Green Day and HIM. But -stupidly- I decided to become someone completely different. For once, I wanted to be somebody. So then I started hanging around with a different group of people, and thinking that I was "it". Thing is, I really wasn't. I was there for their own amusement. Whenever they wanted something, or someone, they called me to do it. I lost who I really was, and became their little minion. Eventually, I got sick of it, and left. But I still wan't myself. I now had all these insecurities - when people spoke to me, and tried to be nice, I used to wonder whether they were just laughing at me behind my back. I went home and tried to remember what used to make me smile, what made me feel confident and what I used to love. It was pretty soon after that I heard My Chemical Romance again. I remembered them, and how much I used to love them, started listening to them again, and I haven't looked back since. I realised that being somebody doesn't necessarily mean you can't be yourself. So, Thank You MCR. For changing my life and so many other people's.
There's a million and one random things I could put about me here. Like the fact that if the sun is anywhere near me, I'll see it as an excuse to wear sunglasses. Or that I love the smell of cigarettes, and yet don't smoke. Or the fact that I have a bizarre obsession with waistcoats, blazers and tartan skirts. But I guess there's no room for that
I listen to a lot of music. Some of it's old - Joy Division; The Cure; The Smiths - and I often get told that I live in the past. Some of it's new - Aerodrone; A Kiss Could Be Deadly; Alice Rock. Some of it's "hardcore" - Leathermouth; Gwen Stacey; Thursday. Some of it's "punk" - The Misfits; Rise Against; The Ramones. Most of it has changed my life - My Chemical Romance; Mindless Self Indulgence; Morrissey. But sometimes I just like the tune.
I don't just listen to music. I listen to lyrics. I like songs that make you think; words that just sound good together; clever metaphors that you have to hear several times to grasp.
I read a hell of a lot. There's never a time when I'm not halfway through reading something. Sometimes comics, sometimes books. Mostly one of each at the same time.
I write. Anything. Horror or romance. Songs or stories. Poems, or just a few lines of observation. I never said it was any good. But I write.
I draw. Either copying from photos, or other comics. Never my own stuff, always someone else's. Still working up to that point.
I sing. Apparantly it's getting better. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop practicing. Not until it's the best it can possibly be. Because, to be honest, I really don't see anything else that I can do with my life in the future.
I dress pretty bizarrely. Not like your typical 'emo/metal/goth/punk/whatever' kid. But I hardly follow the trends either. Some days it'll be black on black. Other's it'll be as bright as I can get. I wear skirts and jeans/T-shirts and vests/hoodies and blazers. I never really have a set style. It changes daily.
I drink a hell of a lot of coffee/Red Bull/Relentless/Monster/Rockstar/Etc. I honestly think I'm addicted to caffeine. Not good...
I've also recently discovered that if I'm feeling a tad down, what cheers me up is actually hanging out with people I don't really know too well. Random, but true. So if you see me in the street, just run up and say hi :)
If you add me, I will talk to you. So if you're just looking for another number on your friends list...forget it. Otherwise, go ahead (:
a dreaded sunny day
so let's go where we're wanted
and i'll meet you at the cemetry gates
Keats and Yeats are on your side
but you lose
'cause weird lover Wilde is on mine
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Who I'd like to meet:
Currently Reading:
Tess Of The D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
I love your eyes
I love your voice
I love your laugh
I love how you make me laugh
I love how your nose crinkles up when you smile
I love how epicly big that smile always is :)
I love how you make me smile
I love how you make feel like the luckiest person alive, even though you insist that you are
I love how we can have discussions for ages about music/films/video games etc
I love how I can barely get a word in edgeways, simply because you've said everything I'm thinking anyway
I love when we creep each other out by doing or saying something at exactly the same time
I love getting drunk with you
I love sobering up with you even more
I love how the first thing you do when I wake up with you is hug or kiss me
I love the small kisses you give me, on my cheek or forehead, that turn my insides to mush
I love how you actually leave me breathless
I love that what I just said isn't even an exaggeration
I love that you love me
And of course I love that I love you too
hey chloe. i know i ain't spoke to you in like, forever but i seriously haven't been online in like, forever. i'm not ignoring you all or anything. i got a new number and phone aswell, so i dont have your number anymore either.
put my horseshoe in it atm when my mum gets home,i'm gonna take that out,quickly show here its out then put it back in will go from there somehow... ox
yeah,it's easy to stop it getting knocked as well though,as long as you're careful. oh okay,can you meet me a little early because i need to go to tesco to get so q-tips to clean my nose with :/ ox
yeahh this has been the only piercing i've ever got that hasn't gone wrong within a day. least it hasn't gone yellow like my lip :| it's proving to be a bitch to clean thoughh! ox
not much above my top lip D: feels like i've been punched in the nose >< i can change the bar in a few weeks though. it's not painful to sleep on,but when i woke up,there was like crap all over the piercing which did hurt :| ox
haha yeah some girl sent it out in a bulletin at about 2 this morning and i was up for a while downloading it :'| nah i didn't,bryony took me and she got her rook done as well. apparently it's the worst facial piercing to get and i should be okay to get any others. it made me feel really faint when it got done. the retainer is huuuuge ._. ox
hmmm okay just tell me when you know. i have to pull the most attractive face to make sure it stays flipped up .________. i was talking to my mum today and she said 'there's something on your nose,go wipe it' and i was all '0_0!!!!!!' i just walked off and went '...okayy.' oh i have seen that video,i suprisingly downloaded it onto my iPod. ;D ox
she's only been properly angry with me a few times she just gets occasionally pissed off with me but that hasn't happened in a long time actually. i still haven't told my dad i got fired... ox
LOL yeah my ex-boss' wife always goes into M&S and my mum knows who she is and she knows who my mum is so i'm hoping so lets hope her annoyance dies down xD :') ox
yeah i'll be wearing it flipped down when i'm out the house and stuff but i obviously can't otherwise i think it's getting pierced with a really little black horseshoe :) mum's home....she still seems 'happy' over this whole thing ox
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