"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today." - James Dean
Music
~ 50 cent ~ A Perfect Circle ~ AC/DC ~ Adema ~ Aerosmith ~ Alanis Morissette ~ Alice Cooper ~ Alice in Chains ~ The All-American Rejects ~ Allman Brothers Band ~ Andrew W.K. ~ Anthrax ~ The Anti-Nowhere League ~ Audioslave ~ The Beatles ~ Beck ~ The Birthday Massacre ~ Black Sabbath ~ (old)Blink 182 ~ Bob Dylan ~ Bob Marley ~ BoneThugz n Harmony ~ Buddy Guy ~ Cannibal Corpse ~ Clipse ~ Coal Chamber ~ Cock Sparrer ~ Cold ~ Coldplay ~ Cradle of Filth ~ Creedence Clearwater Revival ~ The Cure ~ Dave Matthews Band ~ David Bowie ~ Days of the New ~ Deftones ~ Dimmu Borgir ~ DMX ~ The Doors ~ Dope ~ Dr. Dre ~ Duran Duran ~ The Eagles ~ Earth Wind and Fire ~ Eric Clapton ~ The Exploited ~ Faster Pussycat ~ Finger Eleven ~ Fingertight ~ Foo Fighters ~ Garbage ~ Godhead ~ Godsmack ~ Gorillaz ~ Grand Funk Railroad ~ The Grateful Dead ~ Guns N Roses ~ In Flames ~ Incubus ~ Jack Johnson ~ Jack Off Jill ~ Jackson 5 ~ Jane's Addiction ~ Janis Joplin ~ Jay-Z ~ Jimi Hendrix ~ Joan Jett ~ Joe Walsh ~ John Lennon ~ Juelz Santana ~ Kanye West ~ Kill Hannah ~ Killswitch Engage ~ KoRn ~ Lamb of God ~ Led Zeppelin ~ Lenny Kravitz ~ Lil Jon & The Eastside Boyz ~ Lil Wyte ~ Ludacris ~ Lynyrd Skynyrd ~ MSI ~ Marilyn Manson ~ The Mars Volta ~ Marvin Gaye ~ Metallica ~ The Misfits ~ Modest Mouse ~ Motley Crue ~ Mudvayne ~ Murderdolls ~ Mushroomhead ~ My Chemical Romance ~ Nine Inch Nails ~ Nirvana ~ No Doubt ~ Notorious B.I.G. ~ Oasis ~ Orgy ~ Otep ~ Outkast ~ Ozzy Osbourne ~ Pantera ~ Paul McCartney & Wings ~ Pearl Jam ~ Perfect Nothing ~ Phish ~ Pink Floyd ~ Poison ~ Puddle of Mudd ~ Queen ~ Rage Against the Machine ~ The Ramones ~ The Red Hot Chili Peppers ~ Rob Zombie ~ The Rolling Stones ~ Scarface ~ Seether ~ Sex Pistols ~ Shinedown ~ Slayer ~ Snoop Dogg ~ Smashing Pumpkins ~ Soundgarden ~ Steppenwolf ~ The Steve Miller Band ~ Stone Temple Pilots ~ The Strokes ~ Sublime ~ System of a Down ~ T.I. ~ (old)Taking Back Sunday ~ Ted Nugent ~ Three 6 Mafia ~ Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers ~ Tool ~ The Used ~ Van Halen ~ White Zombie ~ The Who ~ Young Jeezy ~ ZZ Top ~ and many, many more...
Movies
Almost Famous, American History X, Anchorman, A Beautiful Mind, Beetlegeuse, Billy Madison, Blow, The Boondock Saints, Braveheart, The Breakfast Club, Can't Buy Me Love, A Clockwork Orange, Dazed and Confused, The Devils Rejects, Dogma, Donnie Darko, Dumb & Dumber, Edward Scissorhands, Fear &
Loathing in Las Vegas, Football Factory, Forest Gump, Gladiator, Half Baked, Hannibal, Happy Gilmore, Heathers, I Am Sam, Interview with A Vampire, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Last Samurai, The Lost Boys, Love Actually, Natural Born Killers, Nightmare before Christmas, The Notebook, Office Space, The Patriot, Pirates of the Caribbean (The Black Pearl and Dead Man's Chest), Pulp Fiction, Red Dragon, Requiem for A Dream, Resevoir Dogs, The Rules of Attraction, Saw, Say Anything, Scarface, Seven, Silence of the Lambs, Sin City, SLC Punk, Strangeland, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (the Original), Thirteen Ghosts, Wayne's World, 10 Things I Hate About You, 40 Year Old Virgin, and a shitload more that I don't feel like adding.
Television
Grey's Anatomy, That 70's Show, CSI, Desperate Housewives, Supernatural, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy and thats really about it..
Books
Anything Hunter S. Thompson, Stephen King, or Anne Rice. Go Ask Alice, Jay's Journal, The Perks of Being A Wallflower, Breathing Underwater, Lovely Bones, Stop Laughing at Me, A Child Called It, Silence of the Lambs....a buttfuck load more...
Heroes
My Family and Friends ~ Janis Joplin ~ Jimmy Page & Robert Plant ~ Trent Reznor ~ Johnny Depp ~ Jimi Hendrix ~ Maynard James Keenan ~ Jim Morrison ~ Bob Marley ~ John Lennon ~ Marilyn Manson ~ Freddy Mercury ~ Rob Zombie ~ Syd Barret, Roger Waters, & David Gilmore ~ Billy Corgan ~ Axl Rose & Slash ~ Anthony Kiedis & Flea ~ Hunter S. Thompson ~ Mick Jagger & Keith Richards ~ are my gods.
“When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace"
I'm Courtney. Life is awesome. Smiling truly is my favorite. I sing and dance to my own rhythm. I like spinning through fields and playing on playgrounds. Everyone gets hugs when I'm around but usually get a punch in the arm too. I sneeze when I'm hungry. I'm super goofy, like random silly weird but you can't help but laugh. Intense horror movies filled with unnecessary gore crack me up. I don't start shit I end it. I'm one of the most optimistic people you'll ever meet. I'll give you the shirt off my back if you need it. I live by quit bitchin, you're still breathin. I'm the kind of person who would laugh while I was spiraling towards hell. I draw, paint, and mold all sorts of psychedelic art. My work is unexplainable and unpredictable like myself. I've got a bottle-shaped body like Mrs. Butterworth's and I love it. I'm a fun-loving, genuinely nice girl. Ive been told I have a pitbull personality where I'm cute and cuddly yet willing to fight if need be. Saying that i'm a people-person is an understatement. I'm not afraid to try anything and I love a good thrill. I try to help out others on a daily basis and truly believe in trying to make the world a better place. Every decision I make is because its the right thing to do. I'm extremely confident and know that I'm capable of anything that comes my way. I'm not afraid to say whats true but I'm not rude. I know just what to say to make anyone laugh and I'm the girl you can always come to when you need to be cheered up. I consider everyones feelings and try to look at every situation from all angles to make the best decision possible. I've been told that my love for life, the world, and people shines through in my smile. i'm my own color spectrum :)
Love isn't always an adequate explanation for the way I feel about you. If I ever am able to explain it better then I will. Until then, I'll just try to show you everyday! ......yours always
The greatest thing I've ever learned is just to love you and be loved in return! I miss you like I've never thought possible. You remind me of oxygen, the farther you are from me, the darker it gets. Just find me before my lights go out. Missing your warm touch, but waiting patiently.... Your own, James
Cpt. Awesome I write to you from deep within the heart of my room and You are Awesome and we can go flying anytime you are down... You are the best at getting some strippers go insane...!!!