Carmen

“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on and individual level. It's got to happen inside first. You can take away a man's political freedom and you won't hurt him- unless you take away his freedom to feel. That can destroy him. That kind of freedom can't be granted. Nobody can win it for you.”
– Jim Morrison





About Me

To really know me as a person is to put in the time & effort it takes to earn my trust, where I will then bare my soul & open up my heart completely & lay its contents in the palm of your hand.


My Interests

* Reading
* Listening to Music
* Watching Movies
* Exercising
* Admiring Artwork
* Fixing Cars
* Flying Helicopters
* Amusement Parks
* Stand-up Comedy
* Nature/Hiking
* Philosophy
* Forensic Science/Forensic Psychology/Serial Killers
* Lightning/Thunder Storms
* Learning to Play the Guitar
* Taking Bubble Baths
* Motorcycles/Motocross
* Pinball


"I am a contradictory mess but I see it as my prerogative to change my mood like the weather."
- Shirley Manson





“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”
- Jim Morrison

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