Haven't been around much really. Been spending plenty of time preparing our Aion legion and trying to get things situated. Other than that i've been sick alot lately. Mainly stomach issues.
Yea, well the guy moved here but unfortunately things didn't work out as planned. Now he wants to move back with his mom and dad. I guess he'll never grow up to live his own life. He's 27 years old and doesn't get anything done in his life by himself. Now he runs back to daddy cause he does like everything for him.
But oh well, not my problem if he wants to continue living like that.
But they cut me short on money because of him. Now i have 400 a month less than i usually do. Already told him that i want to have that money back from him. Don't care how he gets it but i wanna have it cause i got bills to pay.
Things around here are pretty frustrating lately. As soon as i step out of one pile of shit i step right into the next one. I guess i'm a magnet for those kind of situations.
Then i met someone who i think is really nice but he isn't into guys. So now i'm not sure what to do. I've talked to some friends about the whole situation and they all told me that it's my decision what to do but that i should think wisely. Cause if i take the step then there's no turning back. Maybe later on i would keep asking myself what might have happened if i would've waited to see if things work out with him. On the other hand i keep telling myself that it probably wouldn't work out anyways and that i'd just get hurt again like every other time before as well.
Dunno if all of what i wrote really made sense but it's 11:17 PM and i'm darn tired.
Do you have MSN maybe? Would make it alot easier to keep in touch since we're both not on here a whole lot as it seems.
Well i had another appointment this week to get the results of the blood tests and there were some problems. So the doctor talked to me and said that he wants to make some more blood tests cause there seems to be some kind of issue with my kidneys. Even though he thinks it's because of my asthma inhalers but he wants to make sure it's nothing serious.
If that wouldn't have turned out the way it did now i would've started T this week. Now i have to wait another 5 or 6 weeks. Cause i have one appointment next week for a test that will take about 2 hours and the week after i have the appointment for a test that will probably take about 3 hours. I don't know what in the world they're going to do but if it gets me closer to finally starting T i don't care.
Also, i started a new job this week and it's going pretty good. It's in the marketing section of a little company. Taking care of the homepage and stuff like that. Nothing much to do really but hey, i love getting paid for playing WoW at work cause i don't have anything else to do. xD
Well, gotta stop this now cause it's 1:30 AM and i have to get up at 6:30.
It's just pissing me off that it seems like the time i have to wait to start T gets longer instead of shorter cause plenty of people try to find reasons why i have to wait longer and longer. I would really love to know why the heck they're doing that bullshit. Seriously.
Other than that i'm having a pretty stressful and depressing time in general lately. Have to go pick up a friend of mine tomorrow who's going to move in with me. Then we'll have to look for a new apartment next month and hopefully it won't take too long to find one.
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Nah not really. Lots of things went a different direction as planned. I'll write about it when i find the time to do so. Cause it's really pissing me off too.
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Damn lol it't 3 am and i have to get up in 5 hours. xD Was talking to a friend just now and we kept going and going and going forever. xD So yea, i guess i should go get some sleep now cause i have to get up soon. xD Even though i hate sleeping for whatever reason.
Haha yea. I'm not that big into PvPing but if i do i start snapping at my computer screen and what not. xD When i'm on skype or team speak with other people they usually laugh their butts off because of me getting all pissed and stuff but if they are in PvP they do exactly the same. xD Yea the playlist, i had to add a new one because imeem shortened the songs down to 30 seconds which sucks! T_T
Oh, still playing WoW? xD I haven't played WoW in ages. I have a beta key to the new game called Aion that'll be released in September. Really looking forward to it cause it's awesome. :) Other than that, not much going on on my end. Finally found a job which is pretty fun cause i can pretty much do whatever i feel like doing. xD I added you on my private profile, just so you know. :)
Hey there, thanks for adding me on the new account :)
Hope you're doing good. I'm alright so far i guess.
I do have another account that is more private and i use it to post updates and other stuff not the whole world needs to know. If you want to me to add you on there, let me know and i will. :)
Uh yea Moon Child totally rocks. I don't know the law situation about the names over here though. Cause currently i have my first and a middle name. I don't know if you're only able to choose as many names as you already have or if they don't mind if you choose one more than that. But i guess i'll find out as soon as i get the papers to fill out.
Takashi, i like that. I had that name in mind a while ago but then again i didn't really feel comfortable with it so i took it off the list. Well if everything is working fine it's going to be 3 names plus my family name but i'm not sure yet. So what i acutally would like to get is Satoshi Hiroki Toma and my family name but if that's not gonna work it's going to be only Satoshi Toma. And nah she wasn't learning how to draw blood my veins just suck. I have those kind of asshole veins. xD They're there and you can feel them but as soon as you put the needle in they disappear. Just like that want to say "no i don't think so". xD
Yea i went by Rayne quite a while cause i know some guys who are called that but the nickname would be Ray and that reminds me of Raymond and i don't wanna be a Raymond. After thinking it through i think i found one now. I wanted to have something japanese but not something hardcorde like Matsumoto or something like that. So i think it'll be Satoshi. The nicknames sound fine to, either Sato or Toshi even though i prefer Sato. :D My middle name was already decided quite some time ago. It'll be Toma. So it's going to be Satoshi Toma and my family name. :D I went to see the endocrinologist for the first time today. My arm hurts like hell cause they had to take blood and couldn't find a vein (dunno if it's spelled right). Now i got bruses all over the place. T_T But yea the doctor was nice, she told me what could happen and stuff and all i need now is the letter from my therapist then i'm good to go. *jumps around* If everything works out fine i'll be able to start T in August. Can't wait!
Thanks i'll do that when i go to mu next appointment in july. I seriously don't want to wait any longer. Still haven't really decided on a name though. First i thought it would be easy but after i thought of the possibilities i'm all lost. Any advice on that? xD
Well the good thing is that my health insurance is paying for the visits. But it's still frustrating cause i only have a meeting every 2 month. Now my next appointment is in July which will be month 6. So i hope something will happen after that.
Yea i tried to do that. I just hope that the appointment with the endocrinologist will be positive and then the next appointment with my therapist. I really really REALLY wanna get on T finally. It's getting more and more frustrating the longer you have to wait. T_T
Haven't been up to much lately. Waiting for May 11th to finally come. That's when i have my second appointment with my therapist. I need to talk to him if there's nothing he can do to speed up the whole procedure cause it's getting more and more frustrating as well as depressing. What about you?
Yea i experiment alot as well. Sometimes if i don't know what to cook then i just check what i got and mix stuff. Usually something pretty tasty comes out. xD
Whee now i feel honored that i'm your favorite sushi sharer. =D
Haha sure i share some sushi. Made it myself for the first time yesterday. Today i made homemade lasagna. <3 I love to cook but sucks to just cook for yourself all the time. -__-
Not up to a whole lot. Had my therapist appointment yesterday which was pretty cool since it was the first real one. Other than that i'm making sushi right now but i have to wait until the rice cooled down a bit. xD What about you? What you been up to?
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Other than that i'm having a pretty stressful and depressing time in general lately. Have to go pick up a friend of mine tomorrow who's going to move in with me. Then we'll have to look for a new apartment next month and hopefully it won't take too long to find one.
I hope you're having a better week than me. :)
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Jul 10 2009 1:08 AM
Was talking to a friend just now and we kept going and going and going forever. xD
So yea, i guess i should go get some sleep now cause i have to get up soon. xD
Even though i hate sleeping for whatever reason.
Talk later.
Jul 9 2009 2:58 PM
When i'm on skype or team speak with other people they usually laugh their butts off because of me getting all pissed and stuff but if they are in PvP they do exactly the same. xD
Yea the playlist, i had to add a new one because imeem shortened the songs down to 30 seconds which sucks! T_T
Jul 9 2009 2:17 AM
I haven't played WoW in ages. I have a beta key to the new game called Aion that'll be released in September. Really looking forward to it cause it's awesome. :)
Other than that, not much going on on my end. Finally found a job which is pretty fun cause i can pretty much do whatever i feel like doing. xD
I added you on my private profile, just so you know. :)
Jul 9 2009 12:13 AM
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I don't know the law situation about the names over here though. Cause currently i have my first and a middle name. I don't know if you're only able to choose as many names as you already have or if they don't mind if you choose one more than that. But i guess i'll find out as soon as i get the papers to fill out.
Jul 7 2009 11:03 PM
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Jun 15 2009 7:43 PM
And nah she wasn't learning how to draw blood my veins just suck. I have those kind of asshole veins. xD
They're there and you can feel them but as soon as you put the needle in they disappear. Just like that want to say "no i don't think so". xD
Jun 15 2009 4:02 PM
After thinking it through i think i found one now. I wanted to have something japanese but not something hardcorde like Matsumoto or something like that. So i think it'll be Satoshi. The nicknames sound fine to, either Sato or Toshi even though i prefer Sato. :D
My middle name was already decided quite some time ago. It'll be Toma. So it's going to be Satoshi Toma and my family name. :D
I went to see the endocrinologist for the first time today. My arm hurts like hell cause they had to take blood and couldn't find a vein (dunno if it's spelled right). Now i got bruses all over the place. T_T
But yea the doctor was nice, she told me what could happen and stuff and all i need now is the letter from my therapist then i'm good to go. *jumps around*
If everything works out fine i'll be able to start T in August. Can't wait!
Jun 4 2009 12:30 AM
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Don't know if the dude was trying to piss me off to see how far he could go and if i'd freak but yea he was seriously pissing me off.
Apr 30 2009 11:46 AM
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Mar 21 2009 4:14 AM
Whee now i feel honored that i'm your favorite sushi sharer. =D
Mar 19 2009 12:46 AM
Mar 17 2009 7:17 PM
What about you? What you been up to?