Nicolle Colada

ya maybe we could just meet at my house lmao.
i would help u save money..but i cant even myself nevermind u :P

Happy Valentines Day.

haha thx babe.
better not be better then mine :P
haha i love you too

Just the reassurance. Knowing that you've got my back in case I fall.

You helping me means FAR more than you think. I needed that thank you. I understand you're busy as well, I am too. It's just that with all of this mental shit going on, as well as being in pain and fatigued all of the time, my grades are slipping. I might even have to give up hockey for a while.

I'm so used to being calm, focused, and on top of things, and my world is completely upside down right now. But yes that is a good idea. Stay focused. Perhaps I can call you next weekend or something and you can perhaps cut the knot. You've always been able to save me from myself. I'm trying hard as well, it's just that I'm just not strong enough right now.

Perhaps thats why the relationship isn't happening. The writing does help and I will continue. Have been thinking about perhaps working on doing vocals for a friend's band or something. Just gotta find something I can focus on that'll perhaps keep my mind straight. Might even do a bit of mixed martial arts, but I'll see if my body is up to it. I'll keep you posted.

And the odd bit is that its one of the few puzzle pieces that seems to fit. It helps me get this bile out. I've written two other things, but they aren't finished or organized.

one look on your page and they're like
WOAAHH NICOLLE!
YOU'RE DEFINITELY DOING OUR MYSPACE

Working on the wellness already. Just going to take some time before there are any improvements. Until then, I'll just be cruising on my metaphorical roller coaster.
Did I ever mention I hate roller coasters? D:

Ahha sweet. But I'm not going to have my laptop for about two weeks.
Maybe you could do it? ><;

Yeah, so out of it right now that I even brought it up I guess. Me so sowwy. Been one hell of a rollercoaster ride though, starting to get annoying with all the changes. And for my 18th you should get me the walker. My back hurts a lot haha.

im pretty sure everyone in our group has there own taste in music. belive me my music isnt well liked amoung my friends :P. it causes many arguements haha. and i like some of ur music.
i like ALOT of music :P

how does loving colours make you weird? xD