my name is Brigita ((Bridget)). In my world, the trees are dying and the birds are falling. In my world, all the guys want sex and money, and the girls give them that. I don't like staying at the place i call "home" actually i'd rather call it jail. I'm Lithuanian and French. I'm good at sports but I'm usually lazy. I am in ROTC. jealous? I intend to make everything awkward. I'm HILARIOUS! at least thats what people tell me. XP I'm so random and i hate being hated when the person hasn't stepped into my shoes. Believe me, if you step into my shoes, you would fall as soon as you stood up. Some people take my breath away without knowing it and then they bail. Some people hate me for something as stupid as not going out with them. But hun, i have my reasons. Yea, I write stories and draw. I'm not the dating type. I'm, well, hard to get. Your words don't mean anything to me, your actions prove me wrong.. or right. I'm fucked up because i'm writing my life with a pen and i can't seem to erase the words i say. YIKES! Funny people amaze me. Serious people bore me. Wild pepole excite me. Little people adore me. I love the different attitudes people have, But the lables have to stop! I know they aren't going to but, hey at least i'm helping it slow down. I dress like a punk, skater, prep, emo. Does it mean i'm any of those, hell no. XP i swear at the screen and i love to play video games! I blow the candles on October 8th. I'm in highschool. XP I skateboard but i'm not quite good. oh... and i love speaking in a british accent! It's rather amusing to see peoples expressions. well, cheerio.
yeaaaah, i wasa textin him yestturday. &i was like i dont want yu to get mad at me. hes like too late. i was ohh okay wellll im gonna let yu go, &im sooo sorrrrry. then he didnt text back after that. so yeaaaaaah thats what happened.
i dont know thats what im tryin to figure out. they were a cute coupllle. uhhhm because he thought i gave his # out, but i didnt. i would ask him firssssst, &i told him that. because IM NOT LIKE THATTT. i would asssk him firssst.
THEY WERE SAYIN STUFF LIKE "HEY WHY DON'T U GO OUT WITH HER?" "SHE LIKES U YUH KNOW" N JUST OTHER STUFF I CAN'T REMEMBER. I WANTED TO JUST TAKE THEIR HEADS AND SMASH THEM INTO A MIRROR UNTIL THERE WERE NO PIECES LEFT IN THE FRAME, AND THEY WERE ALL LODGED INTO THEIR FACE.
GRIFFIN WAZ THE MAIN ONE. I WANTED TO KILL HIM. HE CAN'T SHUT UP ABOUT ANYTHING HE WAZ THE BIGGEST PAIN IN THE A$$. ALBERICO WAZ ONE, AND I FORGOT WHO ELSE. I KNOW U DON'T CARE, BUT I DIDN'T WANT STIGMAS AROUND OUR NECKS.
IF I PULLED U ASIDE, SOME RETARD WOULD TRY LISTENING TO WAT WE WERE SAYING, AND IF THEY DIDN'T DO THAT, THEY WOULD TALK AMONGST THEMSELVES ABOUT US, AND I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THAT TO U OR ME. FACE IT, NO PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP IZ SAFE IN DRILL AS FAR AS BEING TALKED ABOUT AND GOSSIPED. WHEN U LIKED ME, I MUST'VE HAD 3-4 PEOPLE TALK ABOUT IT THAT I HEARD.
