DANIELKEVIN
Photographer, Model, Artist
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Learn from the worst to be at your best
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25 years old
New York City, New York
United States
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Last Login: 2/8/2010
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| Music | Love of my life, my soul mate... Your my best friend. Part of me like breathing... now half of me is left. I don't know anything at all... Who am I to say you love me? I don't know anything at all. Who am I to say you need me? Color me blue I'm lost in you... dont know why im still waiting... many moons have come and gone... Dont know why im still searching... I dont know anything at all. Who am I to say you love me? I dont know anything at all. Who am I to say you need me? Now your a song I love to sing... Never thought it would feel so free... now I know whats meant to be... and thats ok with me. ("who am I to say" by Hope)
I'm the next act, waiting in the wings... I'm an animal, trapped in your parked car... I am holidays, that you choose to ignore... You are all I need... You are all I need... I'm in the middle of your picture, lying in the leaves. I am a moth, who just wants to share your light... I'm just an insect, trying to get out of the night. I only stick with you, because there are no others. You are all I need... You are all I need... I'm in the middle of your picture, lying in the leaves. It's all wrong... ("You are all I need" by Radiohead)
Help, I have done it again... I have been here many times before... Hurt myself again today.. And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame... Be my friend, Hold me, wrap me up, unfold me, I am small, I'm needy, Warm me up... and breathe me. Ouch, I have lost myself again, lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, Yeah I think that I might break... I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe... Be my friend, hold me, wrap me up, unfold me, I am small, I'm needy... warm me up... And Breathe Me ("Breathe me" by Sia)
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right... I never stopped to think of you. I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win. You are the antidote that gets me by... something strong like a drug that gets me high.. What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am... I never meant to be so cold... never meant to be so cold. To you I'm sorry about all the lies, maybe in a different light... You could see me stand on my own again.. Cause now I can see.. You were the antidote that got me by... something strong like a drug that got me high.. What I really meant to say... Is I'm sorry for the way I am... I never meant to be so cold... never meant to be so cold. I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside of me so deep... It always seems to get to me.. I never really wanted you to go.. So many things you should have known.. I guess for me theres just no hope... I never meant to be so cold. ("cold" by Crossfade)
Inside out, upside-down twisting beside myself, Stop that now, because you and I were never meant to be... I think you better leave, it's not safe in here... I feel a weakness coming on. Alright then, Alright then, I could keep your number for a rainy day, That's where this ends, no mistakes no misbehaving... Oh, I was doing so well, can we just be friends... I feel a weakness coming on. It's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all, I don't want to feel like this, No it's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all... I don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault. Inside out, upside-down twisting beside myself, Stop that now... You're as close as it gets without touching me, Oh no don't make it harder than it already is... I feel a weakness coming on. It's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all... I don't want to feel like this, No it's not meant to like this, not what I planned at all... I don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault. Big trouble losing control, Primary resistance at a critical low, on the double gotta get a hold, point of no return one second to go... No response on any level, red alert this vessels under siege, total overload, systems down, they've got control,... there's no way out... we are surrounded... Give in, give in and relish every minute of it. Freeze, awake here forever, I feel a weakness coming on. It's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all... I don't want to feel like this, at all, No it's not meant to be like this... It's just was I don't need... Why make me feel like this,... It's definitely all your fault. ("the walk" by Imogen Heap)
And I don't know... This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real... Until you let go completely. So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving... So here I go with all my fears weighing on me. Three months and I'm still sober... Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over. And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe... At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me. So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right. No comparing, second guessing, no not this time. Three months and I'm still breathing... Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know It's never really over, no... Three months and I'm still standing here... Three months and I'm getting better yeah... Three months and I still am... Three months and it's still harder now... Three months I've been living here without you now... Three months, three months. Three months and I'm still breathing... Three months and I still remember it... Three months and I wake up. Three months and I'm still sober... Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers. ("sober" by Kelly Clarkson)
When you're away, I'm feeling empty
I lose my mind
But when you're around, I take for granted
Most of our time
Honey you say that I'm cold
And sometimes I'm out of control
Baby, you know how I am, at the end, you're always mine
I don't mean to when I hurt you
But I need you, I can show you
Just let me be when I'm crazy,
At the end you're still my only.
At the end.
Right when you're gone, I really miss you
You got my heart.
When you come back, I just won't kiss you
And it tears you apart.
Honey do make me stay,
Believe me it's better this way.
Baby I'm true and I'm real.
I'm giving you all that I feel.
Sweety, I'm trying my best,
To give you the most and no less.
Darling, I'm true and I'm real,
I'm giving you all that I feel. ("at the end" by IIO)
Want to, but I can’t help it...
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real.
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t.
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't.
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it...
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m... taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true...
Baby you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it.
And it’s all because of you...
And it’s all because…
I Never get enough,
It's the sweetest drug.
Think of it every second...
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some...
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me...
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave.
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it...
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true...
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you...
I can barely move but I like it.
And it’s all because of you...
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
It's the sweetest drug.
Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough...
It's the sweetest drug, It's the sweetest drug.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be...
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface.
Don't know what you're expecting of me...
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there...
Become so tired so much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me...
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control.
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow.
And every second I waste is more than I can take.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there...
Become so tired so much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you...
I've become so numb I can't feel you there...
Become so tired so much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be.
Nothing about you is typical,
Nothing about you is predictable,
Youve got me all twisted and confused,
(Its all new)... Up til now, I thought I knew love. Nothing to lose and its damaged cause... Patterns will fall as quick as I do, but now... Bridges are burning,
Baby Im learning, a new way of thinking now,
Love I can see, nothing will be, just like it was
Is that because? Baby youre so unusual...
Didnt anyone tell you, youre supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you do, so why havent you?
Maybe youre not even human cause...
Only an angel can be so unusual...
Sweet surprise, I could get used to...
Unusual You.
Been so many things when I was someone else,
Boxer in the ring trying to defend myself,
In the private eye to see what's going on,
(That's long gone)...
When I'm with you, I can just be myself,
You're always where you said you will be,
Shocking cause i never knew love like this could exist...
Tables are turning,
My heart is soaring, you'll never let me down,
Answer my call, here after all,
Never met anyone like you...
Baby youre so unusual,
Didnt anyone tell you, youre supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you do, so why havent you?
Maybe youre not even human cause,
Only an angel can be so unusual,
Sweet surprise, I could get used to,
Unusual You...
Can't believe that I almost didn't try,
When you called my name,
Now everything has changed...
Baby youre so unusual,
Didnt anyone tell you, youre supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you do, so why havent you?
Maybe youre not even human cause,
Only an angel can be so unusual,
Sweet surprise, I could get used to,
Unusual You. (Unusual You by Britney)
I've run out complicated theories,
so now I'm taking back my words,
I'm preparing for the breakdown.
Your t-shirt lost its smell of you,
and the bathroom's still a mess,
Remind me why we decided this was for the best...
Because I miss you love...
I know the distance is a factor,
but I stretch as often as I can,
I hope to reach your hands any day now.
Please don't blame me for trying,
to fix this one last time,
I have a hard time as it is...
Because I miss you love...
Don't act like you don't know me,
It's still me, I haven't changed,
I'll be here when you come back.
And I miss you love. (I miss you love by Maria Mena)
Drink up baby down...
Mmm are you in or out...
Leave your things behind...
'Cause it's all going off without you...
Excuse me...
Too busy...
Writing your tragedy...
These mishaps...
You bubble wrap...
When you've no idea what you're like...
So let go (let go)
Jump in,
Oh well whatcha waiting for,
It's all right,
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.
So let go (so let go)
Just get in,
Oh it's so amazing here,
It's all right,
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.
It gains the more you give...
and it rises with the fall...
So hand me that remote...
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow...
Such boundless pleasure...
We've no time for later now...
You can't await your own arrival...
You've twenty seconds to comply...
So let go (you let go)
Jump in,
Oh well whatcha waiting for,
It's all right,
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.
So let go (mm let go)
Just get in,
Oh it's so amazing here,
It's all right,
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown...
(Let Go by Imogen Heap)
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DANIELKEVIN 's Details
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| Status: | Single | | Zodiac Sign: | Libra |
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DANIELKEVIN (Photographer, Model, Artist) Posted at 4:44 PM Dec 23, 2009
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About me:
Danielkevin: Photographer, Model, and Visual Artist.
... I'm Complicated.
My Family... My beautiful mother, my brother, me, my niece and nephew.
Careful,... My "testing you" may push you away... It happens to most.
I'm never going to say sorry for my blunt honesty. I say exactly how I feel. I don't beat around any fucking bush, I don't butter up to anyone, and I don't talk as if I'm reading lines off a script. Walls or no walls, I've worked hard to keep a really clear mind on reality... and who to let in and who to keep out. Sure, I'm nice... until you even look at me wrong...
Ha... I don't copy anyone. Sorry honey, I can't impersonate you... there's no way I can make myself that ugly. Let the sticks and stones break your bones.
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Who I'd like to meet:
People that ARE NOT FAKE... OR DELUSIONAL... ex: someone who thinks and is determined to stress that they are "Famous" BUT are nowhere near being famous. Or they feel that they are better than others yet they are hypocritical and need to focus on themselves. Those types of people need to stay the fuck away from me. Other than that, we're good.
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