Emory Dean

About me:

I am but a man. And i such i am everything and nothing. For a man alone can change nothing, but the ideas a man can hold can change the world. I have been described as a walking contradiction, a walking acid trip, a looser, a winner, crazy, insane, down to earth, the most amazing person in the world, a lech, a perv, evil, an angel, a demon, lovely and ugly, confident and shy, and a million other insults and complements. I know the secret of life and that is that the secret is different for each of us. For me its simple, to live the best life a can. Some say we live to die. I very much disagree with this. I say we live to live. And when my path has reached its end i will look back with no regrets and say "Wow! that was one fucking ride!" I've much life to live and i will live every min of it. I will collect friends and memory's on the way for to me this is the point of life. I was once asked way i put so much into my friends. the answer is simple. I live by my friends. That is not to say that i am not happy on my own. However, friends help to create the opportunity for more memory's. For me life is a party, and whats the point of a party if you are the only one invited. Though i put so much into my friends i'm still very happy with myself. I've learned to love myself. Not in a narcissistic kind of way but i've learned that one must love ones self as a necessary measure for sanity. I learn a long time ago that friends come and go. No matter how close they are. Be it from a fight, distance, death, or any number of things that can take our loved ones out of our life's, we will always have our self. No matter how hard we try we cant walk away from ones self. We are stuck with our self's till the end and depending on what really happens when we die, perhaps we are stuck with our self's for eternity. There for if you don't like, or love yourself you better start changing the things you don't like. Ive met some of the most amazing people in my life and seen some of the most amazing things. I find myself in awe of its all and am thankful for every breath i draw. As i sit here i realizes i can go one forever but ill stop at this and simply say thank you for reading this far. Im am an open book and answer almost every message sent. so if you want to now something just drop me a line.