i love to dance. put me under the lights and watch me twirl and spin over and over again ~ stargirlyxxx
Blurbs
About me:
I'm a ~ Trans|Gendered Female ~
(TG/Transexual/TS/however you want to label it.)
| see blog post 'Does Gender matter?' |
Born on the Ides of March
The (Bad) Wolf has so many references in my life it only seemed natural. My Animal Spirit Guide is a Wolf *heh* I've even taken my name, Jacquelynn, as an ironic reference to how I see Jackals * as 'Bad Wolves'.
+ There's a historical/mythological current of the wolf lurking outside our normal world, waiting to pounce at fatal weakness, consuming and destroying totally.
+ The supreme consumer? A force of destruction? Or a sign of rebirth at the ebbing of life?
My Guardian Spirt on this,
journey through death and life is Ares the Black Dragon (whose visage is tattoo'd on my chest)
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I am a Specialized Business Travel Consultant, and Software Technology Integration Specialist
A certified paint color specialist with over thirteen (13) years in both Architectural and Digital Graphic Art / Layout design study, i design digital art in my spare time for commission. * You can view samples of my art work in my photos or blog * |Software used: Gimp v2.6.6 |
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I currently have three tattoos and six piercings. The more I get the more I want. the pain, the PAIN is so real, so intense, it's exquisite!! .. sometimes I wonder if it's better than sex ??
However, I do have certain places on my body reserved for certain tatt's and piercings.
[ Tattoos ]
+ Tribal Dragon - in center of chest (see pics)
+ Decepticon Insignia - left arm/shoulder (see pics)
+ Devil 'G' - right hip (see pics)
[ Piercings ]
- Left ear, lobe (14g ring), cartilage (14g barbell)
- Right ear, lobe (14g barbell)
- Left and Right nipple (14g rings)
- Lip/right side/bottom (14g ring)
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My ramblings .... and words to live by:
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Even When clouded by rage and anger, joy, sorrow
and misery, along with everything else, such as drugs and alcohol, be aware , be strong and be free...
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America is a Corporation not a Nation.
It is a Business based on wealth and greed
instead of a Country based on Integrity and Honor. Welcome! to the Evil Empire
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Never do things half-assed. LOVE no different.
Never repress the passion within,
that is what fuels the fire that can NOT be quenched.. Life!
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Death is Life's mistress, Love and Passion are the whips and chains that keep her in thrall.
Life's a bitch and she must be spanked.
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Everyone has to pay the piper sooner or later,
the deal is, ..I'm the piper...
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~ Looking Glass ~
Through the looking glass you came,
on flutterby wings,
my love of death to life
as i look into your eyes
to see the teeth of the Wolf,
my love * my life,
welcome light, to the dark side.
Shadows fall from light, as the fluttreby cries
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~ Wonderland never was ~
To dream the perfect dream
became a reality,
over night -
down the rabbit hole
not looking back
only looking forward
with a blink, time
passed us by,
together i thought was
forever, so we said,
but forever is a long
time coming,
from love to hate
emotions raged from
every side,
i thought the love
was strong, how wrong
i was,
the tears too much
so she said,
my tears no longer matter,
wonderland became a nightmare
for one or another, the rift
to great to mend,
back down the rabbit hole
can't look back,
as the past cannot be
corrected but the future
is unsure,
wonderland never was
but a dream within
a dream.
From the glance of the corner
of your eye, I'm seen ~ a shadow
Not heard, seen with out thought,
Out of sight out of mind,
Actions done to cloak
thoughts and feelings unspoken
Tears fall of love lost
love that leaves loss
love forced to loose
set aside as if meaning none it had,
To continue.. ?
The strength of will to focus on
forward moving despite the challenges
faced on the psychological
battle field of emotion and
Of the heart,
Dreams haunting of what could have been
now all but slipped away
ache both from heart and souls,
Shattered fragments bit by bit -
floating in limbo – lover ~ friend
From the glance of the Corner
of your eye, I'm seen
A nostalgic shadow ~ fragmented memory ~