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Well lets see.. I know these can be quite generic, but this is my first attempt at an about me so eh, oh and yeah my name is Alex, but you can call me either Calvin or Rico[My Initials are CAR lawl], its whatever fits your fancy. I'm told im quite the interesting person, but its to your own personal sight and judgment. I'm super random, and when I do talk I usually got people laughing. :} I don't have a best friend, and I never will, I just see everyone as an equal to avoid any stupid arguments. Music tends to flow with my emotions, It can easily pump me up and feel happy from a very very lame day. I look at music to be more that just sound, like the majority of bands that have no skill and make noise appear. but Ive noticed a lot of people use music in the same matters I do, and that's because music is ch1ll. My outlook on life and many other ideas on things are very out there than most people. Ive been thru a lot, I just don't show it but im welcome to talk about it to anyone. I recently have had an interest to the sky, so on the weekends, ill get up on my roof and just lay there and look at the moon and stars, I find it very soothing. I'm told to be quite a good talker and problem solver, and that causes me to be flooded with help and etc. from friends and other people, I don't mind it, in fact I enjoy it, I like to make people happy. The only downer on this is that I choose to let myself fall down for the price of others happiness, but im use to it and I know ill live. Ive never had me a girlfriend, and there's no real reason to it, but if I met the girl, Id want it to be meaningful, and actually count up to something, Id like to take my time with whats being given, rather that have a speed up relationship nowadays that's knowingly are aware that their relationship is of nothing. I also know whenever it is that I find this girl, ill make her happy. My weakness is Love and Care.. As of now, nothing seems to phase me at all, and im not scared of anything, but I wont know that until im put in every possible situation. I'm realistically fearless, there nothing out there that has actually put pressure or fear on me. I'm a Christian, not the best, but I try as many others to stay at the right of things. I feel that im meant on this world for something of importance, as in I feel like ill do something that will change everyone's sight. I know ill do something that will impact the world, im just not sure where or what this is yet. I guess I can call myself an Anarchist based off of many things and also a Conspirist. I highly dislike this country of the US, now there isn't a good country at all, this world has been engulfed with corruption. I dislike how people say were out fighting a war, but in truth were not at all, were the bad guys if anything. Id fight against this country before fighting for it. I enjoy talking about the wonderful government that we have, and many personal opinions on 2012,911,law,religion,zeitgeist and pretty much anything out there that isn't boring :p I don't smoke or drink,I see it to be quite pointless, id like to be aware of my actions and what I was doing. I don't really mind it, but its not my thing, I mean there's no real reason to do any of it, but I can understand for the people that do, pretty much once its been done, why not do it again right? aha.. Who knows, I could be lying just like the majority of people out there, but I don't lie, and there's no real reason to because in the end it always gets you back in some form of way. I wish things were better.. for you, and for me.. I try to hard. I'm well aware of my habit, I tend to put my hand near my mouth/face, and its been like that since Ive worn hoodies aha.. I'm pretty chill, and I'm usually bored, so get to know me, and we can be good friends. :]

Enjoi My Char :p