I AM INTERESTED DICOVERING WHO I AM & WHAT OUR ROLE IS IN THIS GIFT OF LIFE! SOMETIMES I KNOW EXACTLY WHO I AM & I'M PROUD...SOMETIMES I FEEL A SAVIOR THAT EVERYONE LOVES SIMPLY FOR ALL THE SACRIFICE & LOVE I GIVE! OTHERTIMES I FEEL LIKE AN EVIL WAR CAPTAIN IN BATTLE EVERYDAY JUST TO KEEP LOVE ALIVE AND SURVIVE...
MY LIFE IS REALLY PRETTY BLACK & WHITE!
WE CAN LEARN SO MUCH FROM THE MAN IN THE MIRROR...
...AND WE LEARN FROM THOSE WHO CARE ENOUGH TO TEACH US WHAT THEY SEE...
I LOVE MY DOG ASHKII
Life Paths Birth Totem, Animal Totems & Earth Medicine, Native American astrology. My Birth Totem is Dear and Butterfly. Dear travels long distances quickly for survival and growth as I do physically, mentally and spiritually. Butterfly is my correlation to our ancestry to understand where we come from and who we are and sometimes where we want to be...
Life lived well. Freewill. Integrity. Passion. Intrepidness. Understanding. Communication. Silence interrupted by a cool breeze and bird songs. Mother Earth is my friend. I am Her deer friend. I am learning to understand Her and enable Others to share in Her visions of Herself at Her best. Natural unmolested beauty. We may join together to help Her and always protect Her.
Music
SKATANIC REDNECKS while drivin down dirt roads in hotrods...
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Indigenous. Robert Johnson, the SKATANIC REDNECKS and its influence of Country Death Metal Power Slop Punk as evolved from Big John Cash, Waylon, HANK I, II
Movies
500 Nations
Jeremiah Johnson, A Brave New World, What the Bleep do We Know? Stripes, Road Warrior, Koyaanisqatsi (
Television
I prefer the entertainment I get from exploring nature...
University Of Southern California
Los Angeles, CA
Graduated: 1996
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Bachelor's Degree
Major: Finance and Real Estate
Minor: Entrepreneur and Film
Greek:
Sigma Chi
"LOVE AWARENESS LIBERATION..."
a written work in progress by Me
We Share Our Weakness and Strength.
Alone and Lost; One with Everything.
Can We Be One With the Universe?
Spiritual Peaceful Borderless Humanity.
Love is Chaos is Perfection.
Your Changing Love and Pain Open My Mind to New Love and Growth.
How Can We Continue to Be Our True Authentic Self?
Constant Transformation yet still Live in Harmony with Everything.
Hate Anger Emptiness Awareness Wisdom.
Death Decay Growth Rebirth Bliss Love.
How May We Completely Remove the Veil of Illusion?
I Bequeath Harmonious Freedom of Consciousness to You.
In Darkness Reflect on How We May Shine Brilliantly.
Share In Prosperous Love for Everyone and Everything.
How Can We Eternally Achieve and Maintain Prosperity and Love?
Thank You for Our Love Making Everything We Have a Gift to Be Shared.
We are One Together yet My Soul is Growing Stronger Alone.
Thank the Universe for an Abundance of Darkness, Prosperity and Love.
How can We Thank the Universe for Our Pain, War, Death and Suffering?
Thank You for My Awareness of My Evolving Weaknesses and Strengths.
Thank You for Showing Me Love's Volatility.
It Enables Me to Actively Focus on My Genuine Desires.
How Can We Continue to Learn about Love without Becoming Jaded?
Thank You for My Autonomous Path toward Peace, Prosperity and Ecstasy.
I Love Everything about You…
And here's something really funny...I am MERMAN!
I wanted to be Iron Man! I never get to be Iron Man, I always had to be Aquaman or Robin or Wonderwoman, but now I am MERMAN!!!
LIFE CAN BE A CONSTANT BATTLE with which I LOVE TO PROSPEROUSLY PREVIAL!
I AM THINKING...MY LIFE IS A CARTOON!
VISIT http://www.myspace.com/skatanicrednecks
Watch "VAMPIRE" live by the SPATANIC REDNECKS
VAMPIRE 'LIVE'
"Thoughts Inspired By Rain", written by me in the rain
I was just laying in my bed reading “Rebirth of the Blackfeet Nation, 1912-1954” to the sound chants in my head and the rain dance around my bed……I jumped up to pay tribute to the one sneaky little leak that hid himself from me during my hot summer roof patching day or two……The little monster rain water droplets were trying to infiltrate my Grandmother Lily’s piano one drop at a time……My guitar is in tune but I am not and may never be……the white noise of occasional cars sloshing up and down mulholland harmonize with faint sirens and I wonder who may be experiencing life altering situations as I listen on peacefully……wishing I could find my French tea press to make my Yerba Matte even stronger…..weakly a bird chirps to another whistling and another rings in with a faint song……the downtown skyline is whiting out for the next few hours and I turn the thermostat up a bit……I continue to swallow and clear my throat to test the tickle I feel deep wishing it would go away so I feel comfortable going to play in the rain…….Ashkii loves me and when we run in the rain……I swallow again……I think I am comfortable here with my ancestors and all the spirits we’ve summoned within and from outside around me while I’ve lived in this home on this hill…..I look forward to someday going away to truly hang out with them for eternity after I travel this world many times and very free..…..I remain thankful for each moment passing through even in this city with all its mental and physical catastrophe……I’ve often wished my parents were musicians and hippies……And celebrated with me that part of me always wanting to be free…..My favorite fantasy is to be a prodigy……Just able to naturally play all musical instruments to keep my diversified interest……I enjoy creating laughter between lullabies because it’s the closest I could ever be to being a brilliant concert pianist who cracks the perfect joke that brings a subtle roar of laughter rolling through concert hall seats which briefly interrupts the intensity of the trilogy of communication flows between his hands and the piano and his mind while his joke humbly reminds us he is human……humanity…….I may have a new job to help change our world by enabling it to give some of it back to some of the people who had so much taken away and my work may ultimately lead many to learn how to enjoy their sovereignty…….Our paths and roadways would be better if more of us could clearly see opportunity through the windshield and reduce overuse of rear view mirrors……The brilliant downtown skyline is back more extraordinary than ever with luminous dark clouds framing its ambiance …….always finding more fine ways for metamorphosis of our mind........Yoga is my message……giving message is hand yoga…….If I move out of this town, it’ll probably be to go find Her and/or to truly live in unobstructed nature…….before I leave for good a plane and Jackson Hole ranch home would be a nice way to stay in LA knowing that my back tracks are covered with snow……My front door is my secret door and the fun is when I go out alone no one knows my whereabouts but me.……another little secret is that I am actually really cool, but know one knows as I keep it hidden from everyone for this lifetime……Loving and helping our self is not selfish but rather can enable us to be capable of giving more love and support to our family and friends and others……Wouldn’t it be fun to make a short film depicting how we want our funeral to be and all of our long lost friends and family would come together dancing to a magical cello to show there respects and we could have a wrap party to celebrate our moments of life……I’m going bring together a variety of indigenous costume pieces and family air looms to become a culmination of what I represent and who I am both physically and spiritually along with what I want to be for Halloween cause I wish I could do it every day……this is partially inspired by the most genuinely authentic looking modern day costume I’ve ever seen of a princess squaw one Halloween……A lion tamer is like a psychologist and the animal just needs to be free of the man…… You Could be a Zen Warrior…….Mudslides like war have been and will always continue to be unfortunately……God and the Creator meant this to be just as fire and death balance overgrowth for rebirth and new life……It would suck to live in the mud!
Love & Wisdom Seeker, Protector of Mother Earth, Respecter of Sun and Moon!
Understanding evolves from others expressive profound awareness, teachers words expressed with contrast through melodic spirits released from deep within each of us.
Ashkii and I love to run though the hills usually below the Sun, sometimes under the Moon, and often in the darkness above Sun and Moon. I have always found tranquil happiness when I look to the Great Mysterious Sun with appreciation for its generative power. Sun is a humble reminder of our true size and scope, harmony with the cosmos and why we should cherish every moment. I respect the balance between Sun’s vitality and Moon’s virility.
When I feel disconnected and empty after work, Sun fills my void and reaffirms my interactions with others and nature. When I seek dependability, endurance and reliability, Sun’s rays remind me to reflect and recognize these are gifts we can share. The Sun’s divine shape shines on our circle of life to remind us that we are all intertwined and dependent on one another.
Sun’s continuity between life and death can teach us how the east, west, north, south, above and below are one.
RoCKo is capable of bringing out a Scary Monstrous Ogre from any Generally Peaceful Warrior!
Who I'd like to meet: THE JESUS WITHIN EACH OF US!
Those who understand the importance of Love and Gratitude for the Gifts of Life! Indigenous People. Honest Folk, especially those who share in my appreciation of a little laughter between lullabies and those creators of expressive sounds that shed tears to my eyes.
I'd like to meet PARIS again...and this time ask her if she'd like to go out with me...or go camping together?
I'd like to meet CHEWY again...and this time ask him if he is the SAQUATCH everyone claims to see running through the woods?
To Your Heart, Spirit and Mind; A Reminder From Our Ancestors...I want to Share with You Beacuse I'd Like to Meet the Cherokee Elder from this story:
"One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, fear, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."
"The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins? "The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
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Hey we are going to be in L.a. here soon playing at the whisky a gogo itll be july 18th so come to this show. the bands are Edens Bliss, Metal Inc., Dissimulated, Murk Sluogh, Blue Embrace, The 3rd Degree. This is our first show in L.a. so come support us and check us out. see you there!
My new song is up!!!!! It is written by Guy Walker! I flew down to Orlando and recorded it in his studio last week- He is AMAZINGLY talented and I feel very fortunate to be able to work with him =) Hope you like it!!!! Hugs, Zoe Noell
Kind weekend wishes to you dear Darren! May your weekend be as full & beautiful as the spectacular FULL moon we have over it. Eternally yours, The Coffin Lady
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