...I'm Above The Bridge...Yet..Still..I'm Under The Rain...***...She was a beautiful woman..dragging a crippled foot.I was that foot..I was bricks sewn into the hem of her dress...***..."In the center of each problem..you'll find your chance"...~Albert E.
Female
25 years old
*HUMBOLDT*, California
United States
'The String Theory'
-The theory of everything.
"The universe is a symphony...
and all the laws of physics are harmonies of a superstring."........................................................................................................."In the case of living systems,nobody would deny that an orgamism is a collection of atoms. The mistake is to suppose that it is nothing but a collection of atoms. Such a claim is as ridiculous as asserting that a Beethoven symphony is nothing but a collestion of notes,or that a Dickens novel is nothing but a collection of words..........................................................................................................................
Quotes...Theories....also...
I like to paint...Draw...Take photos....Go places I've never been..I LoOoOooOove the Redwoods so even if it's just the same trail that I've been on hundreds of times I still feel just as wonderful as the first time..and..small...yet soooo wonderful.
Bright Eyes....Modest Mouse.....Silversun Pickups...Mazzy Star.....Elliot Smith...Damion Rice...Portishead...Snow Patrol...Ani Difranco..Shiny Toy Guns..The Fray...Cat Power..Teagen and Sarah..Tuiter..I could go on and on..but I'll spare ya...And of cource the oldies but gooodies....Beatles..Janis of course...The Police...QUEEN..LOVE QUEEN....Fleetwood Mac..Cat Stevens..Journey..ect.
THE WEEPIES LYRICS
"Not Your Year"
Scattered shadows on a wall, you watch the long light fall
Some impressions stay and some will fade
Tattered shoes outside your door, clothes all on the floor
Your life feels like the morning after all year long.
Every day it starts again
You cannot say if you're happy
You keep trying to be
Try harder, maybe this is not your year.
Movies, TV screens reflect just what you expected
There's a world of shiny people somewhere else
Out there following their bliss
living easy, getting kissed
while you wonder what else you're doing wrong
Breathe through it, write a list of desires
Make a toast, make a wish, slash some tires
Paint a heart repeating, beating "don't give up, don't give up, don't give up."
Movies
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Pretty much anything Quentin Terentino..(sp?)..Virgin Siucides...White Oleander..A Walk To Remember..A Beautiful Mind....Girl Interupted....Boys Dont Cry...Waking Life...E.T...Trainspotting...S.L.C. Punk..What The Bleep Do We Know!?...Stand By Me..Four Rooms...Sweet November...Ever After..The Butterfly Effect..Natural Born Killers...Super Troopers...there's plenty more...But I cant leave out...The Jungle Book..Dumbo..Fern Gully..Bambie..Cinderella..Snow White..the Disney movies we all grew up loving.
Television
My *WeAkNeSs* is adult cartoons...Adult Swim..the old better than the new....The Simpsons...Family Guy...The Oblongs...Aqua Teen Hunger Force...South Park..Yes Yes I know ...Im one of..those.
Books
Well first off..I must list.."The Giving Tree"..."Curious George"..and "Give A Mouse A Cookie"...O.K...."A Million Little Pieces"....."The Last Time I Wore A Dress"...."A Wrinkle In Time"..."The Self Portrait Of somebody Else"..."Falling Bodies"....."Rubyfruit Jungle".."The Seat Of The Soul".."The Diary Of Anne Frank"..The Sea Of Light..MADNESS...andof course Bedtime Stories..I love them..I think there wonderful..Big books packed full of them. :):):)
Heroes
"We are exactly like a circle..or as in numbers. No begining and no end..just endless points of...'Being'."
~Sandra Jarman...my mom :):):)
***My Mother***...the most wonderful women that I know..the biggest heart I've ever seen..felt.
******We Are One Soul******
My mother is my only HERO...
...Ashley... I have a new page...I'm never on this one due to a dreadful breakup, my new page is Question The Answers if that doesnt work my full name is Ashley Jarman. Than Posted at 11:19 PM Aug 17 view more
About me: For all of you that didnt know that I've made a new myspace due to a horrible breakup...Please hit me up on me new page. It's Question The Answers ...if that doesnt work, my full name is Ashley Jarman. Thanks guys, hope I hear from you! :)
~Of Values~
I learned about life
From a child I hurt,
From a woman I loved and made sad.
I learned about life
From a feeble man's steps,
From a friend I once thought I had.
I learned about life
From a boy's smile,
From a woman's devotion to me.
I learned about life
From a brave man I knew,
From a friend who let me be free.
I learned about life
From the first light of dawn,
From the tales of a sycamore tree.
I learned about life
From an owl at night,
From the earth sharing secrets with me.
I just couldn't learn
From other men's Christs,
Or a memory of Moses in stone.
I learned about life
By paying it's price,
By trying to stand up alone!
~James Kavanaugh
***wish i may***
losing my love of adventure
losing all respect for me and myself tonight
i wonder what happens
if i get to
the end of this tunnel
and there isn't a light
i've worn down the treads
on all of my tires
i've worn through the elbows
and the knees of my clothing
and i'm staring down the gravel
driveway of desire trying not to
wake up my sleeping self loathing
do you ever have that dream
when you open your mouth
and you try to scream
but you can't make a sound
that's everyday starting now
that's everyday starting now
don't tell me it's gonna be alright
you cant sell me on your optimism tonight
don't tell me it's gonna be alright
you cant sell me on your optimism tonight
it's a stiff competition
to see who can stay up later
the stars or the street lights
and all i really want
is to be alone with the darkness
no more wish i may
no more wish i might
it takes a stiff upper lip
just to hold up my face
i gotta suck it up and savour
the taste of my own behaviour
i am spinning with longing
faster then a roulette wheel
this is not who i meant to be
this is not how i meant to feel
~~~Ani~~~
The Shins~
One hand on this wily comet,
Take a drink just to give me some weight,
Some uber-man I'd make,
I'm barely a vapor
They shone a chlorine light on,
A host of individual sins,
Let's carve my aging face off,
Fetch us a knife,
Start with my eyes,
Down so the lines,
Form a grimacing smile,
Close your eyes to corral a virtue,
Is this fooling anyone else?
Never worked so long and hard,
To cement a failure,
We can blow on our thumbs and posture,
But the lonely is such delicate things,
The wind from a wasp could blow them,
Into the sea,
With stones on their feet,
Lost to the light and the loving we need,
Still to come,
The worst part and you know it,
There is a numbness,
In your heart and it's growing,
With burnt sage and a forest of bygones,
I click my heels,
Get the devils in line,
A list of things I could lay the blame on,
Might give me a way out,
But with each turn,
It's this front and center,
Like a dart stuck square in your eye,
Every post you can hitch your faith on,
Is a pie in the sky,
Chock full of lies,
A tool we devise,
To make sinking stones fly,
And still to come,
The worst part and you know it,
There is a numbness,
In your heart and it's growing.
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...Well..I'm..23....Born and raised HUMBOLDT COUNTY girl...Honestly I think the farthest I've been out of California is an ever so small distance over the border of Oregon...Rather sad...I really wanna travel all over the world someday...
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*Journey*
Just ask the lonely
When you feel
That you can make it all alone
Remember no one is big enough
To go it all alone
Just ask the lonely
They know the hurting pain
Of losing the love
You can never regain
Just ask the lonely
The young and foolish
Who laugh at love and slowly run away
Confident and sure that fate
Will bring another love their way
But ask the lonely
How vainly a heart can yearn
For losing a love
That will never return
Just ask the lonely
Just ask the lonely
Just ask the lonely
They'll tell you a story of sadness
A story too hard to believe
They'll tell you
The lonliest one is me
Just ask the lonely
Just ask the lonely
Just ask the lonely
Ask me, I'm the lonliest one of all
Who I'd like to meet: Friends mostly...I'd like to see how..for example....the people I went to grammer/high school with's lives are going..Mostly how they differ from the way I always expected..It's really surpising..the guys I've dated that are now flaming.....I love it. HaHa look at me..psh.
I as well hope to meet people from HUMBOLDT that I've yet to run into....Small county yet it's crazy how many new people I meet everytime I go out...I've lived here my whole life..damn....23 years..in pretty much same town..and I still never take the beauty for granted..
hey woman! you know i gotta say hi once in a while. i hope life is going decent for you. im currently throwing a hissy fit over going to work at 6 ha other than that just surviving.
Thankyou so much, the bed is great! I wish you'd call me though, I saved some Vicodin for the both of your ears. Here is some japaneese girl singing and not dancing very well...but she's fucking hot!... I love you, call me!!
Hey. So i am leaving you a comment. Yes, we have lots of photos. This is true. Yer purdy and Im pretty okay looking so together we look pretty good. Do you agree? I agree! I AGREE! Eeeeeeeeeeeeee. <3!
I was cleaning out the bottom of the fridge where some dead ants where. I got down on my knees and heard a POP! It was my ankle, but about ten mins later my leg was throbbing like it was about a week and a half ago. I've been laying down and watching those movies we got all day... It's feeling much better tonight though, I have hope!
haha..i'm freaking trying to get back there! i've just sailed like all over the place and now i'm running out of money so i have to get a job for a little. i promise i'll be back sometime between now and march! :)
No, I was born in Chula Vista, CA (San Diego county) But I was raised in Tijuana, MX And I went to Arcata to attend HSU this past fall... but It didn't really turn out that good.
So I want to go back next fall semester.
I skateboard allot...go to the beach... i like to surf...and hang out with friends, stuff like that.
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