About me:
Vera [noun] --
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| A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever |
My name is Vera. I have a few other nicknames I have acquired either through ill-gotten happenstances or industrious comedic instances. Sometimes it's Gitsie, sometimes it's Claudia, sometimes it's Stevi. You could ask me how or why but it probably wouldn't be worth your, or mine for that matter, time.
I was homeschooled for most of my high school career. Through which I have attained a satisfactory sense of self, dreamy yet decent ideals and aspirations as well as a good, healthy dose of Peter Pan syndrome and social awkwardness.
I feel silly at times because I fear I come off as pretentious because I'm kinda nerdy when I talk sometimes. Please understand, I do not consider myself higher than anyone else. I don't think I'm special. Honestly, it's mostly because I have spent a lot of my time reading and discussing books with equally geeky and eccentric people for most of my life thus far. This is probably why my skin is screaming a deficit of vitamin D. xP
Tea and coffee consumption as well as Tarot readings are a few of my favorite past times. I have been studying Tarot for about six years now.
I'm Pagan. I have been so since I guess I was thirteen.
I would consider myself to be a savant of sorts. I could read off to you anything from Milton's use of sympathy for the devil to Austen's use of satirical irony. But uh...exercising mathematical skills, driving a car or walking down or up a set of stairs with any sort of finesse? Not so much...Heh.
I'm a stickler for organizing my books in order of those I have not read, then those which are my favorites, and so on. But there is a whole ecosystem of water bottles and dirt-stained papers littering my car floor.
My parents are happily divorced (which is fine and dandy) and I have two awesome, bratty brothers. The older one is Timmy and the younger one is Nicky. Though, recently Nicky is well past my piddling height and I kinda feel like I have two big brothers now instead of just one.
Uh, yeah, that's about it for my ramblings.
LooneyLunaRC (11:01:38 PM): And I know you know you're gawgeous.
LooneyLunaRC (11:02:03 PM): So gorgeous if I didn't love you, I'd go Evil Queen on you.
Oh That Spinster (11:02:12 PM): omgoddess
Oh That Spinster (11:02:18 PM): well that is QUITE a compliment
Alex: Aw, you're so cute when you have a psychological disorder.
You've been lied to by everyone. Your friends, your family, your teachers and professors, your country and your government. And when anybody tells you that you can't, you hold up that friendly little finger and say fuck you. I WILL!! And none but none of you can stop me! Do not let fear get in the way. Do not be afraid. I will tell you Ive seen the other side. There's nothing to fear. So get angry. That will help you find some of those pressing answers you seek. Just be happy while you do it. I love you...
-My big brother. Who's one of the coolest people I know.
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...And I shall take my secret with me to the grave
without resent...
almost without regret.
The cuckoo, you see...
The cuckoo is a beautiful bird!
-Susan Kay, 'Phantom'
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I'm sorry...I'm sorry for every thing that has happened to you... ...and for everything that is going to happen to you.
Please...
Don't be afraid, Sherri. Someday all things will be fair and there will be
wonderful surprises.
I truly do believe this...
-James O'Barr, 'The Crow'
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It doesn't matter what people tell you.
It's doesn't matter what they might say.
Sometimes you have to leave home.
Sometimes, running away means you're headed in the exact right direction.
..-Alice Hoffman, 'Practical Magic'
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So farewell hope, and with hope farewell fear,
Farewell remorse: all good to me is lost;
Evil be thou my good..
-John Milton, 'Paradise Lost'
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abash'd the Devil stood,
And felt how awful goodness is, and saw
Virtue in her shape how lovely; saw and pin'd
His loss
-John Milton, 'Paradise Lost'
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I don't think that you have a clue what it's like to communicate with these kids. We are losing them to apathy... to this prescribed nonsense. They are slipping away.
-Donnie Darko
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I promise, that one day, everything is going to be better for you.
-Donnie Darko
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So, what do I tell the other kids when they ask about you?
-Tell them that everything is gonna be just fine.
-Donnie Darko
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That I would be good if I got and stayed sick.
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds...
-Alanis Morissette
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I hear you're counting sheep again, Mary Jane.
What's the point of trying to dream anymore?
I hear you're losing weight again, Mary Jane.
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for?
-Alanis Morissette
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I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
So unloved for someone so fine
I can feel so boring for someone so interesting
So ignorant for someone of sound mind.
-Alanis Morissette
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Hunger hurts and I want him
So bad, oh it kills
'Cuz I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I gotta fold 'cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts but starving works
When it costs too much to love
-Fiona Apple
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Oct 10 2009 6:52 AM
so what's up? my answering machine cut you off mid-informing but i heard something about going to clinton... my only question is the date because i believe you said next thursday which is a complication for me unfortunately - so let me know when you are certain of the day because i can likely pull it off another day
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May 29 2009 12:48 AM
And I'll probably always keep my myspace because I honestly prefer the blog on here to the silly "notes" on facebook.
May 14 2009 3:15 PM
Keep striving. It's those that give up that never get published.
Thanks for befriending me and Paint It Black! Hope you like it. Wish you good reading and many delights.
all best,
Janet F.
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iloveyouuuu! <3333333
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