I love music, all kinds - my parents were musicians and I was turned on to everything. love to play Everquest on my PC althought it's been a few years since I've played it at all. When I diday, I played over 100 hours a week. I have just gotten a new computer & once I hook it up I will reopen my old accounts &start playing againe. As a matter of fact, I love most video games & own almost every game system that was ever made. I especially love the Resident Evil franchise & most of the Final Fantasy games!
I love to read just about anything & everything and watch movies, but I don't care for too much on TV - except maybe Stephen Colbert. I love to hang out, which I hope to be doing much more of in the near future, & drink which I'm in the process of slowing down on and eventually, quitting.
I like to make my own clothes & do my own tattoos. I love to do my own nails & make unique designs for interior decorations. I love to make handmade Wiccan items, staffs, wands & I do spells for people. You name it, I've probably done it... and I either love it, or hate it! lol.
I make & design punk clothes & accessories, including; bondage pants, sweaters, purses, butt-flaps, flag, hand-embroidered one-of-a-kind patches, notebooks, pretty much anything!
Music
PUNK, PUNK AND MORE PUNK. mostly old school, though. I like most other stuff, too, from Bluegrass and Blues to SOME pop and classical. There's just too much to name! Right now I listen to a LOT of spiritual music like new age music (which I HATE to call it, but the Wiccan music I listen to is always listed as such), chants from my religion (Wicca), native drumming & so forth.
Movies
My movie favorites and movie collections are constantly changing. It depends on what I want at the moment. I get a "craving" and then stick with it for a LONG time before moving on or moving back to, something else. Right now I've been watching a lot of horror again, especially films from the Orient. Japanese horror is always my absolute favorite no matter what else I happen to be into at the moment. I also love documentaries if they're well done and most movies based on true stories. I am slowing down tremendously in anything electronic like games, movies & TV so I can really push myself forward in my Psychic & Wiccan training.
Television
I didn't used to be into TV at all. Now, however, I am disabled and home a lot. I still don't go nuts watchin too much TV, and when I do, I most often end up watchin movies anyway, lol. I do like Adult Swim a lot, South Park, the Colbert Report, Judge Judy (I know, I know), Death Note, Inuyasha and things about the paranormal. I also love history, true crime stuff like the stuff on A&E or court TV & most movies or shows based on true stories. I haven't been watching much lately so I can concentrate on my Metaphysical training & studies.
Books
Books, books &more books. I could name enough books to write a book. For example Drachenfels, the Dragonbone Chair, Lady Robin, the Davinci Code.
I am an insatiable reader. I read anything and evertything that comes my way. I read books from the garbage, books people give me, books I find that people accidentally left behind, ANYTHING! Lately I mostly read books for my relegion since I have so much to learn & Jared (one of my best friends) has turned me on to the Merlin series.
I guess if I had to pick a favorite, it would have to be an entire genre like horror or non-fiction...
Heroes
My husband is my hero. He literally saved my life when we first met & then subsequently saved it twice since then. I love him with my whole mind, heart & soul. Another hero of mine is my son Shawn. He has had to grow up to soon & take care of his brother & sister. Then there's my son David. We were so close that it must have crushed him when he had to go live with my parents, yet he has turned out to be a remarkable person! My daughter Oriana, she became smart & pretty & not much can get her down. My sister Jacquie. She's getting to live the life my parents didn't allow me to have, & she's not letting it get to her head. She's artistic, creative, beautiful & smart, & she practically raised my children with Shawn's help... My brother (step-brother) without whom which I probably wouldn't have survived our abusive upbringing & finally any Wiccan who went before me who gave their lives or lived their lives for the craft, wrote books, passed on the knowlege & so allowed for the wonderful life I'm starting to have now!
DeadBoysAngel Khalan Amnell Snayl Carin's Details
Status:
In a Relationship
Here for:
Networking, Friends
Orientation:
Bi
Hometown:
New Haven, CT
Body type:
5' 3" / Some extra baggage
Ethnicity:
White / Caucasian
Zodiac Sign:
Sagittarius
Smoke / Drink:
No / Yes
Children:
Proud parent
Education:
Some college
Occupation:
disabled punk chick
Income:
Less than $30,000
DeadBoysAngel Khalan Amnell Snayl Carin's Schools
Gateway Community College
New Haven,CT
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Major: Criminology
Minor: Psychology
Clubs: Chorus
Bunnell High School
Stratford,CT
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: special Marine Biology program, Drama, French, Spanish
About me:
I was born in CT to a teen mom. My dad died because my mother didn't allow him a blood transfusion (she was a Jehovah's Witness - & still is one - & he was only 17 when he died) My grandparents raised me while my Mom worked or played in her bands & went on vacations & stuff.
She remarried when I was only 1 month away from being 10, but I was told only 1 week before she did so. I had met my new step-father only a couple of times over the few months before they married (him & his son), but they didn't even act like they were dating (you see, they were both Jehovah's Witnesses, & since he wasn't divorced quite yet, they were not allowed to be involved with each other). This ended up being one of the reasons I couldn't take the religion seriously, it technically does not allow for such hypocritical behaivor...
I was to a new town with my new brother & my very abusive, alcoholic step-father (my second reason for rejecting the religion...JW's are not told to beat or mistreat their children, but as in any religion, some people are just what they are & my religious 'Elders' did nothing to help me...). My Mother even paid the courts to allow my Step-Father to adopt me (this was my worst nightmare which my Mother new, I had protested loudly, but she cared more for him apparently). I gave up fighting over it eventually, because I saw that only more horrific treatment was in store for me if I didn't agree, I guess it's wrong to not want to lose the only connection I had with my dead father - his last name.
Life as I knew it & loved it changed forever. But I loved my new brother (he's 2 years younger) & a strong bond developed between us (it had to I guess, I don't think we could've survived without it). I've been told through therapy that this bond was created because we were both 'abused, throw-away kids', it seemed my Mother only took me with her into this new marriage because it 'wouldn't be right' to leave me with my grandparents while she raised another child with her new husband (Jim).
I was kicked out when I was very young. I live with my grandparents for a little while, but I started 'misbehaving'. Although I was not asked to leave, I had 'fornicated', lost my virginity (I actually DIDN'T sleep with the boy on the night I was accused of it. I slept with him AFTER, the next day, since I felt like my life - as far as any life I might have with any part of my family - was over. JW's are not allowed to let an adulteress live with them, unless it was my immediate family & I was underage - which I was.... My grandparents & aunt are not considered immediate family in the eyes of the religion. Even though my parents pretended in front of the police one day (& my grandparents) that I was wanted back home, in private they told me it was better for everyone if I just left).
I lived as a squatter on the streets of NYC for a very long time. I had 3 kids &2 marriages (wonderful guys, but bad choices). I am young still & moved to Cornwall, NY to be with my fiancee, DeadBoy K'Krow Fy'r Ryd'r (Jeff). Now K'Krow & I are living half the time in Cornwall & half the time Dover Plains in NY. We live there with our best friends; Damian & his partner, Jared.
Who I'd like to meet: I am the chick in the photo. I am looking to meet others who are punks or who are like-minded (I am Wiccan) or anyone really - who might wanna be an online friend, even if offline friendship is out (in the Cornwall or Dover Plains areas).
I am trying to rebuild my friends list. I have been offline for so long that I have lost most of my online friends. I am newly disabled & so I will be online a lot more. 'Being' with my online friends is now a lot easier than hanging out offline & in person. I am greatful that I have been able, recently, to be able to do so...
We would like to meet people who eventualy may be able to hang a little. We're older now & thought maybe we could meet people &/or couples who want to meet for dinner & a movie, a punk show, a ritual, a quiet night in our pool or gardern & so on...
I would like to meet people who could help me to maybe open an on or offline business - I am good at spellwork, crafts, wiccan items, handmade clothing & more!
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