The picture is far too big to look at kid; your eyes won't open wide enough.. + you are constantly surrounded by that swirling stream of what is + what was. Well, we've all made our predictions, but the truth still isn't out. So if you want to see the future, go stare into a cloud.. + keep trying to find your way out of that maze of memories. It all sort of looks familiar, until you get up close + then it's different, clearly. But each time you turn a corner, you're right back where you were.. + your only hope is that forgetting might make a door appear. Well, is it your fear of being buried that makes you so afraid to speak? An avalanche of opinions like the one that fell that I'm now underneath. It was my voice that moved the first rock, + I would do it all again. So, I mean; it's cool if you keep quiet, but I like singing. So I'll be holding my note, + stomping + strumming + feeling so very lucky.. + there is nothing I know, except this lifetime's one moment + wishing will just leave me empty.. So you can try + live in darkness, but you will never shake the light. It will greet you every morning, + make you more aware with its absence at night; when you're wrapped up in your blankets, baby.. that comfortable cocoon. But I've seen the day of your awakening, boy; + it's coming soon. So go ahead and lose yourself in liquor.. + you can praise the clouded mind, but it isn't what you're thinking; no, it's the course of history; your position in line. You're just a piece of the puzzle, so I think you'd better find your place.. + don't go blaming your knowledge on some fruit you ate. 'Cause there's been a great deal of discussion; yes, about the properties of man. Animal or Angel? You were carved from bone; but your heart, it's just sand.. + the wind is gonna scatter it + cover everything with love. So if it makes you happy, then keep kneeling Mama, but I am standing up. Because this veil it has been Lifted, yes.. My eyes are wet with clarity. I have been a witness to such wonders. Oh, I've searched for them all across this country, but I think I'll be returning now to the town where I was born.. + I understand you must keep moving friend, but I am heading home. I'm gonna follow the road, + let the scenery sweeping by easily enter my body. Now I'll send you all this message in code, under ground, over mountains, through forests, + deserts and cities. All across the electric wire, it's a baited line. The hook is in deep boys, there is no more time. So you can struggle in the water + be too stubborn to die, or you could just let go and be lifted to the skyyyy.
?Bright Eyes?
October 22, 2007
October 30, 2008
the best sites:
azuzephre.net
movie6.net
anime6.org
animepaper.net
eyesuckink.com
wikipedia.org
suicidegirls.com
illwillpress.com
drugs.com
livejournal.com
photobucket.com
dieselsweeties.com
desfunk.ca/amychan
my bitches:
Jessie
Samolyk
Cristina
Coronado
Jamie
Samolyk
Gabrielle
Beesley
Corinne
Russell
???
Music
.Blink 182 .BRIGHT EYES
.The Cure
.Daft Punk
.Death Cab for Cutie
.DJ Satomi
.Femme Fatality
.Freezepop .The Faint
.Hellogoodbye
.Johnny Cash
.Ladytron .Le Tigre
.Lil Wayne
.Linkin Park
.Lost Prophets
.Mindless Self Indulgence
.Nine Inch Nails
.Nirvana
.Placebo
.The Postal Service
.Smashing Pumpkins
.Smile.dk .Sublime
.Three Six Mafia
.The Unicorns
.Vitalic
Movies
Party Monster
Spun
Lord of War
Desperado
Once Upon a Time in Mexico
A Night @ the Roxbury
The Forbidden Kingdom
The Good Son
Girl, Interrupted
The Astronaut's Wife
The Legend of Sleepy Hollow
Domino
Dead Silence
Goodfellas
Sin City
Mallrats
Chasing Amy
Ghost World
Half Baked
How High
Dazed + Confused
Mercury Rising
Dawn of the Dead
South Park Bigger Longer and Uncut
Rocky Horror Picture Show
Blow
Walk the Line
Alice In Wonderland
Army of Darkness
Lord of the Rings
Cruel Intentions
Requiem for a Dream
Unbreakable
Scream
Garden State
Harold + Kumar go to White Castle
Reservoir Dogs
The Labyrinth
Evil Dead
Gone in Sixty Seconds
Bridge to Terabithia
Romeo+Juliet
Harry Potter series [1,2,3,4,5,+6]
Saw series [1,2,3,4,+5]
American Pie series [1,2,wedding,band,mile,+beta]
Thirteen
Zoolander
Juno
May
The Virgin Suicides
The Hole
Television
South Park
Will+Grace
House
Boondocks
Sex+theCity
Family Guy
The Simpsons
Books
Greek Mythology
Valley of the Dolls
Harry Potter Series
Disco Bloodbath
Flowers in the Attic
AzuManga Daioh
Marilyn Manson Autobiography
Interview with the Vampire
Death be not Proud
Wicked
Othello
A Million Little Pieces
Broken Hearts Club
A Child Called 'It'
Alice in Wonderland
The Outsiders
The Shining
The Wanderer
Zodiac
Hairstles of the Damned
Lord of the Flies
The Lovely Bones
Cannibal Killers
White Oleander
Girl, Interrupted
Black Eyed Suzie
The Catcher in the Rye
Summer Sisters
Snicket series
Rainbow Boys
Go Ask Alice
Gingerbread
Dracula
Cut
Heroes
♥Salvador Dali♥
POKEMON♥FOREVER
?Conor Oberst, of Bright Eyes?
James Uringer 'Little Jimmy Urine', of Mindless Self Indulgence
I'm Heidi.
I love my family, + my homies who are also like family to me. I'm a sticker junkie. Ice is good food. I smoke Newports, + quite a substantial amount of mooncabbage. I have 2 twin nephews, a mommy who isn't exactly with the program [ever, hahaha], two sisters, + a little cousin who I'd do anything for. I read far too much for it to be a healthy habit. I know LOTS of irrelevant shit, and I'm a grammar nazi. I think energy drinks are the bee's knees; bottom line! I toot like a train XD. I love when it rains, especially the wind before the downpour. I walk.. A LOT! I wear many bracelets + necklaces. Candy makes me happy, but my cavity angry with a vengeance. At my house, it is I who does the cooking + cleaning. I have eleven piercings, and I want more! I have a great boyfriend who treats me better than I deserve. I'm a movie buff, or at least I'd like to think so. I really appreciate silence sometimes. I have a strange sleep-pattern, if I have one at all. I love my sketchbook, and my art is important to me. Going camping every year with the Samolyk's will forever be memories I'll never forget or regret. I'm going back to school this year; I fucked off last year + stopped going, but this time I won't fall into that downward spiral of habitual truancy. I watch infomercials. Everything is an addiction; and believe me, I'm addicted♥.
i have just been informed that your phone's off! so when you see this, you should make it a mission to find a phone to call me with sometime... k, buh byes! ♥
so, when wandering about someone's pics to see if i knew them or not [which i didn't] i found this pic entitled "all dem dam juggalos", & here you Dom Max & some other people are! cupt i think they only have this pic of thanks to your colorful non-juggalo rainbow fun stuffs... oki, i go now, buh byes! <3
haha. amazin'! you jus said like my 2 fav. quotes from that movie! xD & thanks for grabbin' me a sampler homie, but I already got one, they were handin' 'em out @ The Gathering. =p peep that fresh new flavor for yourself, homie!
hehe... Two CLowns Together Are Really Great! & uhm, whatchu up to this weekend? coz imma be on the Eastside wit Evil Dan all weekend, all you gotta do to get to us is take the Capitol bus down to Humbolt, & you should most def. come get faded wit us @ the beach or a party or somethin'! h-dizzle = the shizzle! <3 ^-^
I simply cannot comprehend why you are constantly pissed at me. I'm around more and all you do is show me your anger. I can't understand. If you don't mind explaining...
We do need to chill haha btw i got a new cell, the number is 624-8608 call anytime. Your seriously comin back to pulaski?? thats awesome, i missed seein you at school >.<
so, Conor Oberst is going to be @ Summerfestt for a free show & we're going to drink to stay warm & to kill selected memories & hopefully he won't have to be carried off stage this time. ;D
Do it for the children, otherwise I won't let them out of their cell into the pasture to graze!!!!!!! I mean it! Thats what I'm doing lately. Raising cattle. Sounds like fun but you need to get up early to milk them and throw them to the trough, but otherwise its very worthwhile. Just saying whats up.
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