Deborah Olin

PETE TOWNSEND! and Keith , all the WHO! BORAT! genius! Sasha Cohen wow wow wowee High 5! I like very much..yes! Bugs Bunny he was clever! When I was little I wanted to marry him Daffy Duck clever and wacked I think I dated him., hes a drummer you know..,from Brooklyn many painters.......so many names I cant spell alot of there names italian and spanish artists are my favorites some american and some french and a few dutch Henry Miller! Mrs Denicola from apt 4F My Grandmother Gladyus my stepfather C.K and I never thought Id say that he died Feb7/06 of the flu in a week I still cant believe that manic ball buster is gone He was a rock to many and a great man but what a control freak mutherfucker I almost want to write him and say HEY GUESS WHAT you WONT BLIEVE IT your DEAD and he said pull the plug too..big balls of him he didnt want to spend a year in a hospital they unhooked him and gave him dope while he held hands to those there..small guy in height but A HUGE MAN! dam I miss him.,what I would give to bring him back...? Anne Frank Albert Enstien Eugene Hutz Johnny Appleseed film maker Posolini Fellini MAE WEST RINALDO AREANS Betty Page we share our birthdays, why that makes me happy is silly but it does its on EARTH DAY and Peter Framptons birthday whoever invented photography I forget there name they were french..thank you merci! D Telsa Margret Mead crazy Joan of Arc or maybe not so crazee Weegee Monroe for trying so hard so many times and for being so magical Bettie Page whoever the chef was who made the first Pizza for queen Margurite! I know his last name was Espisto he made 3 kinds and queen margarite like the tomato mozzarella basil best which is the one you all love is based on Julia Child who made me as a child want to be a chef Lenny Bruce the photographers Jim Marshall Henry Diltz George Boyd Godlis Diane Arbus Eugene Smith John Nikoli Henri Cartier Besson (spelling?) Chris Stein Jesus the real revolutionary one not the mythical one Hendrix Neil Young Abbie Hoffman the jeus of the 60s the 20th centuray miss ya Abbie babby Lenny Bruce Howard Stern! FREE SPEECH! Dr Robert G my mentor Anna Magani one of the greatest actresses ever to walk the earth and heaven Jessie Blue i so miss you my good good friend Ronnie Spector Marianne Faithfull Keith Richards cos he outwitten the Grim Reaper and kept his mind pretty sharp and he's well he's Keef Mick Jagger cos he never fell over the line and hes a really nice guy at least always was to me all the Stones actually Johnny Thunders....., poor baby who didnt but tried so hard so many times many painters and artist whos names are too numerial or escape me now The New York Dolls for always being true to them selves and making real music from the heart I'll write another time more quentin terrintino! hes MAD GENIUS ROBER RODREGIZ all (mostly) my other heros are dead........... and I like my heros to be a bit tragic and gritty trouble makers rebellious and dirty maybe a bit nuts but Id like to say.....as far a politicians were are the heroic leaders we need another Mayor LaGuardia from what Ive read and learned about him we are in the shi*ter as a country you know I have to say the ultimate ANTI HERO ANTI CHRIST is George Bush whats worse an after hour blow job or blowing up a country Wheres OSAMA muther fucker? that dam Geroge BUsh (they shoulda) IMPEACH HIM shows you what money can buy hang him like Mouse-silly-ini HE IS VERY MUCH LIKE him and I d love his end to be just like his! hanging upside down! god bless the italians! that was GREAT of them! I saw Bush in NY C once in his limo proud to say I yelled out something insulting to him and gave him the finger he should of been inpeached he is a burn out and a prime example of what money can by and nepitisiom evil it dosnt seem to bother him over 400,000 iraqs are dead civilians..innocent..update over 600.000..update_ _ _ _ __ _ _ _fill in the numbers and countless maimed and fucked up forever.. after 9/11 we should of been in AFGANASTAN witin 24 hours we would of got him why did BUSH give him a head start? like 3 months.. he gave a Mullah a so called former talibanleader 25 million to find OSAMA delta 7 the operation was called he said he went that way while Osama went the other and you know that fucken guy put money back intop taliban coffers hes prorably in his fave five on his cell phone OSAMA and GEORGE talking stocks and investments and those god dam jews Im scared thatif McCain will be the next president we all thought kerry was doing so well and Gore but of coure I am sure arent you those elections were FIXED OH THANK GOD didnt happen I BELIEVE IN BARACK OBAMA AND HE WILL DO GREAT THINGS AND RUN TWO TERMS he has 8 years of SHIT and money mismanagement and it cant happen over night but it will get better and he will be greatly respected as one of Americas finest brightest presidents Im against delagates and electrorial votes thats from hundreds of years ago it should be popular vote only just STRAIGHT and HONEST for ONCE I TOTALLY SUPPORT GUN CONTROL no one needs a machine gun unless your a soilder or cop if you ever had a gun between your eyes youd know and if you have a gun you better have great trainded and constanlty training your perperial vision and reaction or your dead or youll shoot the wrong person or get killed POLICE are always in training in case you didnt know dont talk about hunting go to the supermarketand buy your dead corspe meat and try an apple leave wild life alone how would you like someone busting into your home and shooting and chasing you around its the same thing the right to bare arms is a very old law and needs to be revised to modern times, there s a law in the books I believe in Mass. boston its illeage to kiss in the street, so laws need to be revised we dont need to go hunting there are no wild injuns your not in the middle of a forrest building you log cabin home in nowhere fuck america and its not a muskrat one shot at a time now guns there fucken deadly benjiman franklin said the laws should evole with soicety GUNS? tons are coming back and through the mexican boarder and cocaine leaglieze pot already people will forget about cocaine a idiotic drug if you never took cocaine and suddenly felt its effects youd be scared to death and call 911 LEAGLEIZE MEDICAL GRASS..,and bring back QUALUDES you fuckers who took it away valiums n xanax are boring ambian suck those other pain killer pills are crazy pills and turn you into Courtney Love but LUDES were GREAT and when i got hit by a truck they really would of helped grass and ludes I really medically needed then all those vidocane and oxie fuck narcartic pills made me wierder and i threw up alot and it didnt help the pain much for long I ended up taking ten a day then i got off them THEY SUCKED so listen to BOB MARLEY LEGALIZE IT well thats it and I hope I never meet JIGSAW or any serial killers who are feeling antsy and pissed off oh myself Im a hero because dispite it all I am still here I am no ones puppet! I keep trying I have alot of sincer talents Ive been to hell and back so many times demons wave to me when Im on the hell train ..I need to sit near windows..or get car sick so I see them all and Ive seen them grin and wave and mouth my name Ive had alot of scary misfourtune like muggings being stalked stabbed., u know NY stuff hahaha car accidents.I was walking when I got hit fuggetaboutit baby PAIN and alot of crazy stuff but still I seem to want to go on keep my head open and my heart and I do love humanity and hope that what Anne Frank was right when she wrote there is good in everyone ..well i will debate that some people are just from hell and broken and dangerous to all of soiciety or totally self absorbed fucked up creeps and mother nature is my biggest hero of them all some times you have to stop and look around and how can you not think wow just look up at the sky how can I not think holy fuck "is this not all incredibly beautiful" lemme take a picture of it......., before its all gets destroyed by mankind as it will eventually KILL THE MACHINES! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ THIS IS WHAT i WROTE AFTER 9-11 HAPPENED I never claimed to be a poet maybe this is a poem or not but its what I felt **** SEPTEMBER 11th I SAW THE SKY ON TV BOUGHT TO YOU LIVE BY TOYOTA I SAW THE SKY EXPLODING IN HATE HUMANITY ON FIRE RAIN AND FALL THE STEELE GLASS TOWERS OF 20th CENTURY BABYLON CRASH N BURN BURN BABY BURN BLACK SMOKE ROLLS OVER BLESSED ARE THE LAZY AND TARDY AND HUNGOVER FOR THEY INHERITED LIFE THE GUILTY FLOWERS WILT BUT ITS TOO LATE WE'RE ALL GOD'S MADMEN NOW ALL OF US SUCK SUCK SUCK OUT THE MILK OF HUMAN KINDNESS STUFF STUFF STUFF MOM'S APPLE PIE DOWN YOUR THROAT AND CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE ON THE AMERICAN DREAM SHOVE SHOVE SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS ASS ASS PITY THE POOR BASTARD THAT GOT UP EARLY TO DO THE ''RIGHT THING'' DREAMS DREAMS DREAMS THE AMERICAN DREAM VAPORIZED UP IN SMOKE ******************************************************* I hate computers and cell phones and cable TV and hate I have all 3 I hate HOLLYWOOD I REALLY HATE FLORIDIA what a wretched state I had the most revolting time though you can buy booze a gun frozen veggie burgers and really incredibly cheap ciggerettes all in one store the place is full of old age retirement home villages its like land of the living dead..if you dont have a car your fucked and the only decent people I met were from Brooklyn and blacks and Spanish people FLORIDIANS suck! at least in PALM BEACH ..,okay I guess Im a hard core New Yorker I never wanted to go to L.A I went to TEXAS a few times family moved there very wealthy..hated it..Id like to go to SPAIN! ITaly and FRANCE and travle the world with my cameras and photo graph life that would be so wonderful I hate mayor Bloomberg whos killed NYC he is proud of all the construction he said BUT the guys building it cant afford to live there and I spoke to one and they said they use CHEAP SHEET ROCK and the money goes into the lobby and upscale appliences , there boxes of shit and all you non NYers with daddies credit card stay home and the REAL brooklyn is not WILLIAMSBERG its more like Bensonhurst your being suckered in I have a load of jackasses from out of town who moved in my building you can spot them a mile away there thrilled to say I live in Brooklyn but they are moronic fools they thinjk there better than everyone dispite they live in the same shit regualr ole apt building as you and there ALL secretly affraid of BLACK PEOPLE! no one reads the bottom of anyones myspace so i can bsay anything if you read this good for you thanks alot really whadda think? I hate my space and all this crap