About me: Sometimes I feel like he don't hear me Sometimes I wonder, do he love me Life is so hard for me This ain't the way it's supposed to be I pray every night asking for forgiveness Sometimes ask myself is it worth it Life is so pain, painful Yet I'm so thank, thankful Life wont be easy and I know that My past is over, wish I can go back Maybe I change-anges Rearrange-anges Sometimes times in life we all feel like we are feel like we falling Those who suffer in life will be rewarded Lord I hear you but it's so hard being strong I keep reminiscing all my loved ones that are gone He says sun you should know you're born to die I say I do it's just so hard saying bye That's why, feel like, you don't hear me Sometimes I wonder, do you love me Life is so hard for me This ain't the way it's supposed to be
sOoooo ur sons birthday was TUE.....n of course it wasnt the same without u but, he def got a bunch of shyt!! ME n Deominuno stayed awake all night n went 2 toys r us n spent like 7 dollas on his spoiled ass!! juss in that store! n he had the cutest diego cake! It was cool, i cant beleive he is FOUR allready......... MoRE n MORE like you daily, needless 2 say hes a handfull!!! Damb time fuckin races by, but ur NEVER FORGOTEN. especially with him remindin me of u every SECOND of the day!!
I think I've gotten past the fact that ur not here wit me, but ur son bein without u I dnt think it'll EvER set in. Juss 2 think about all the things u did wit him, the things I wish I cld c u do wit him, n SOooo much more. Just missin u........
WooooOw papi, I miss u so much. I sumtimes day dream about us, and what our life wld b like n how ur relationship wit ur son wld be......it's so HARD u not bein here wit me. U know oddly enough it wouldn't even have 2 b wit me. At this point Even if u cld so much as b with ur son. I wld b satisfied. He wants his daddy around SOoo bad it hurts. He says the darnest things like "how cum she has a daddy" or " I want my daddy mommy" ........... N oh my gosh how it hurts, Mostly cuz I know there's no way I or anyone else can take that spot or fill that void. UGggHhh......juss a piece of what I'd like 2 say. Wish I cld talk 2 u, hold u, feel u. Loving u AlwAYS
Hey man! I was thnkn of you and wantd to wish you a happy 23rd! Made me appeciate that we have ths outlet to say what we want to you. Damien found the tshirt i wore 4 your birthday the year you passed, still fits... Haha anyway, we miss you and talk bout you all the time.. You are one unforgetable guy! Stay keeping an eye on the little ones. Besitos mi amor XOXO
hey jay sorry i havent been on in so long guess what??? im preg 5mths im going to have a lil me ...how crazy is that ....yea super crazy i no just keep a watch out for all of us ...everyone is going threw hard time!!!
anyways my love i miss you so much lil j i hope all is well and you miss us as much as we miss you xoxoxox
Oye, Nosotros le perdemos. ..Taquita trajo imagenes de jewlian, yo consegui para conseguir un marco para ellos.. soy feliz ella decidido tomar jewls para ver a su mama. ..Life parece bueno para ellos. ..I penso acerca de usted el otro día.. es irreal a veces.. le perdiendo!!
i miss you so much your mom sent me a message that she still lived in the same place and had the same number but it hurts to go to that place and i wanna cry when i dial that number why cant you just come running up from out of no where and tell everyone that it was just a joke that you were only in jail or something lol anything i just miss you.....please come back bff until we meet again i love you
i looked up at the sky and realized how beautiful it was, and i realized it was because you were up there....you were in my dream last night. i miss you.
thinking of you always what i wouldnt give to have good argument with you or to hear you say hay florida fry some chicken so i can maxxxxxx love you always mom
hey jay 
