It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day
Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me
It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry
Panda sneeze,FUNNY!!!
doesn't matter---your brain is still gonna be a desolate wasteland of half-remembered shattered fragments congealing into madness.
About me: Its never too late
It doesn't matter the date
How can you say
There is no more forever
From the events of today
Today, Tomorrow has become
Yesterday still causing pain
Love fighting to rebuild a home
tears still falling like rain
Love determined to find a way
refusing to accept never
making the dreams of tomorrow, today
It doesn't matter the date
Its never too late
I know you all think you know me. From what you've heard, from what you've seen, from what you think. I can promise you though, you don't know who I really am.
I love Sharon more than anything else in the world. She's my missing puzzle piece. She's completed me as a person. We fit together like it is supposed to be.
I love my baby. I'll admit, I didn't realize it until I ran the risk of loosing my baby, but I do. I love my baby. I so desperately want to be a daddy. I will do whatever it takes to be a daddy.
I am going to be the husband Sharon deserves and the daddy my baby deserves. I'll move any mountain to do it.
