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Stop asking so many questions. I will be heard. "My goal as an artist is to disconnect from people --- if even one person gets my message or feels my music, then it's totally been a waste of time!" Ok, enough of the smart-assitude. In all honesty, I don't want to be the sort of musician who runs round with a mission statement about "bettering peoples lives through song;" or "being better than you 'cause I rhyme when I bitch." My goal is the same as any real musicians: I want attention. I've got a psychological malfunction which leads me to be afraid of invisibility. I'm terrified that whenever I leave a room, I cease to exist. It is for this reason (among others) that I make such awful noises. I don't want to be background music. I adore hate as much as praise, and consider a message from a stranger on either subject to be a little kiss on the cheek from God Himself. "Give me heated affection; Give me cold disgust; But let me thirst in obscurity before giving me the lukewarm adulation of the Liar, or the stagnant aggression of the Buffoon."
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