Dark clouds

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Scared of valentines day. How fuckin' sorry.Mood: uncomfortable uncomfortablePosted 8 hours ago view more

  • Dark clouds

  • 24 / Female
  • Minneapolis, Minnesota, US
  • Last Login: 2/9/2010

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Interests

  • General

    abuse, alice in wonderland, anime,
    art,affection, aliens, attention,bdsm,
    beauty, being myself, bitching, blood,
    body paint, bondage, breasts, biting,
    blunts, bones, bongs, books, cartoons,
    concerts, corsets, costumes, criminals,
    cutting, cynicism,candles, cheap jewelry,
    darkness, designing clothes, destruction,
    dolls, death, demons, drawing, dreams,
    dyed hair, edge play, elegant gothic lolita,
    emotional abuse, erotica, fairytales, family,
    fashion, fetish, fighting, fishnets, fine art,
    fire, francesca lia block, friends, gore, gossip,
    gothic fashion, graffiti, guns, girly rock,
    glitter,hair, horror movies, humiliation,halloween,
    harajuku, injured loli, injury,incense,
    japanese street fashion, knives, lbg, leather,
    lingerie, lipgloss, lips, literature, dolls, love letters,
    lust, makeup, mark ryden, martial arts, money, movies,magic,
    manga, marijuana, metal, music, my friends, nightmares,
    originality, pain,painting, perversion,pandas, parties, passion,
    petticoats, pixies, playing dress-up, poetry, pot philosophy,
    piercings, pigtails, pink, poetry, portraits, posing for pictures,
    pouting, psychology, rape, romance, serial killers, sewing,razors,
    reading, recovery, rejection,sarcasm, self-injury, sex, shock,
    sexual abuse, shoes, shopping, spray paint, stickers, stockings,
    sugar, smoking, stories, struggle, suffering, surrealism, survivng,
    sweet kisses, takashi murakami, tattoos, the human mind, theatre,
    tourture, , uniqueness, video games, violence,vampires,touching,
    tragedy, weed, wheat thins, writing
  • Music

    Gymclass heroes
    living legends
    panic at the disco
    efourty
    fiona apple
    hed pe
    earshot
    the blake babys
    nas
    tupac
    atmosphere
    nerds
    korn
    maralyn manson
    Poe
    ani difranco
    alicia keys
    staind
    system of a down
    green day
    reggie and the full effect
    planes mistaken for stars
    the postal service
    reel big fish
    weezer
    nirvana
    stone temple pilots
    red hot chillie peppers
    smashing pumpkins
    busta rhymes
    the fugees
    kieth sweat
    erykah badu
    Mary j blidge
    snoop dogg
    jack off jill
    disturbed
    NIN
    tool
    three days grace
    pink
    boys to men
    cold
    coldplay
    everlast
    sublime
    Mike Jones
    Genuine
    THe anniversary
    The ataris
    the gorillaz
    NYOil
    Weezie
  • Movies

    any movie with crazy people in it, rocks my goddamn socks.
    The movie manic = love.
    Tideland
    Pans labrythn
    Kids
    elephant
    The fountian
    Sublime
    I love horror movies,
    Rosemarys baby,
    8mm,
    anything involving
    serial killers,
    crazy people or
    scary beast things.
    I like hentai and
    anime too. I love
    anime in fact.
    Chobits rocks
    my socks.Ginger
    Snaps, The Nightmare
    Before Christmas,
    8 Crazy Nights,
    Rocky Horror Picture
    Show, Lilo and
    Stitch, It, The
    Shinning, Rose Red,
    Eternal Sunshine of
    the Spotless Mind,
    Tank Girl, Gia,
    Taking Lives,
    blood in blood out,
    natural born killers
  • Television

    I don't watch a lot.
    Cus it causes brain rot.
    CSI,SVU,Cold cases.
    True blood, dexter
    That sort of thing.
  • Books

    I love to read. I love all kinds of books.
    MY favorites tend ot be horror suspence and true crime.
    I love francescia lia block. Her style is SO beautiful and her imagry so perfect.
    I love it. :) I also like JAnet evanovitch. She's hillarious.
  • Heroes

    Micky and Mallory Knox.
    True fucking bat shit crazy love.
    That's the kinda love I've got now.
    Dr. Drew for being the reason I knew I was a nympho well before I lost my virginity...
    Ronald A. Dotson for going to -jail- because he couldn't settle for less them satisfing sex.
    Even if it was a mannequin.
    And Katrina.
    The only person I know who can swing a threesome with mexican SIBLINGS WOOO go bitch!
    And my grandfather. For continuing to love that crazy bitch and KNOWING she would come around and come back. Simply because he never stopped loving her. He is the reason I BELIEVE in love ..period...

Details

  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Minneapolis
  • Orientation: Lesbian
  • Body type: 5' 6" / Average
  • Ethnicity: Other
  • Religion: Agnostic
  • Zodiac Sign: Cancer
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: Some college
  • Occupation: psh your moms fluffer.

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Status and Mood

  • Dark clouds Scared of valentines day. How fuckin' sorry.
    Mood: uncomfortable uncomfortable
    Posted 8 hours ago
  • Dark clouds Life...is crazy.
    Mood: overstimulated overstimulated
    Posted 12 hours ago
  • Dark clouds Doin too much. So I'm extra sore and extra tired and bleeding like hell. It sucks.
    Mood: aggravated aggravated
    Posted at 12:20 AM Feb 5
  • Dark clouds Eh. I better just get used to being misunderstood because he simply doesn't get it.
    Mood: annoyed annoyed
    Posted at 7:00 PM Feb 4
  • Dark clouds My hips, back and pelvis ache pretty bad and today was a lil stressful but it got better.
    Mood: apathetic apathetic
    Posted at 10:55 PM Feb 3

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.. ..Name:.. Call me Sugar.
..Age:.. 23 ....
..Gender:.. I gotta cooter.
..Location:.. I'm lost in minnesota,
..Status:.. Taken, and a very proud mommy.
Schools: Chiron Middle school, Minnesota Transitions Charter school and PCYC. Soon to be culinary school.

"Anyone will acknowledge that there's a lot of people other than those who are elected who run the government, and who are in permanent positions, and long-term positions, appointed positions not voted in by anybody. That kind of gnaws away, I think, at the idea of democracy...I think the population of the United States has been subjected to the most sophisticated form of propaganda and mind control that any group of people has been exposed to in a very, very long time. It's difficult for people in this country to get any kind of factual information and to make intelligent decisions based on them. And it's not difficult in the sense that the information's hard to get, it's difficult in that it's hard to overcome what you're getting beamed into your brain by the television every day. The worthlessness of journalism today is just making the country confused and bewildered and lost." - Aaron Mcgruder

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'Our bodies are prisons for our souls. Our skin and blood the iron bars of confinment, but fear not, all flesh decays, death turns all to ash and thus death frees every soul.' And my soul is crying for freedom.



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"Screw a double cheese burger. Give me FLESH!"



Now Some things about Me.
I don't ever really write these things because I figure if your interested you'll mail me and talk to me. And if your not your just tryinna look at my pictures anyways. So what'sit matter right?
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I definately have an attitude problem at times. I don't put up with a lot of shit from people anymore. It comes from having changed myself FAR too many times in the past to suit others needs and gain acceptance. But if you don't accept me now, how I am, fuck off. Seriously.
On the other hand, I like to be helpful. Manors and ettiquite mean a lot to me. Ignorance pisses me off and rudeness is one of the things I will not tolorate in anyone around me.

I used to be goth. I listened only to angry white boy music. I've since grown out of the selective phase of my musical tastes and listen to a much wider veriety of things. See my music interests lists or just play around with my music player. (Which also needs to be updated.)
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I used to dye my hair a lot. I used to dress in different styles of clothes (See: Goth phase, raver phase, punk phase, preppy phase.) But now I just ware what I like. I ware my hair how I like it. I don't march to someone elses drum anymore. I bang out my own fucked up beats. If your interested in the color of the sky in my world, come on through.
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I'm dramatic. I overanalyze. I over think. I over help. I over love. I try too hard. I fall even harder. I have difficulty picking myself up on my own. And I resent people who can't help, won't help, or take advantage. I hold a grudge harder then just about anyone I know.(ONE exception. I doubt they know who they are even.)

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Despite what some people think about me, I am extremely loyal to those I deem worthy of my loyalty. Despite being fickle in tastes I love hard and give my entierty to that person. I never let feelings go. So years down the line if I loved you once, chances are you still hold that piece of my heart I couldn't bare to take back. I will make a warm home for you again. Unless you've abused my welcome too many times.
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I'm a nympho. But that doesn't mean all I think or talk about is sex. It just means it's ALWAYS there somewhere. It also doesn't mean I'm always horny damnit. So don't ask. I've been interested in bdsm and that whole scene since before I was old enough to be on adult websites. I find the whole thing facinating. And Bondage is GREAT fun. ;)
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"God my head hurts."
"Misery follows the wicked.. those who feel the pain may eventually rest, but for those who inflict the pain there is no rest."

I am cherished loved and well taken care of. So don't bothering trying to tell me you could or want to take his place.



"Rape is the polite way of showing how angry sex makes you."

I ALMOST forgot to mention. I gotta man. Don't need another oen. I'm all love struck. Trust and believe you can't do me better. I'm well taken care of.

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Who I'd like to meet:

People that don't suck.
Girls with open minds
Men that can keep it in their pants.
Men that can hold good conversations.
Sexy-nympho-sluts. (HAHA Just playing...no not really.)

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Comments

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  • Feb 9 2010 9:08 PM

    I'm sorry girl for real...cuz I know its hard.. At least your mom is gonna help..where's your gramma live?
  • Feb 9 2010 8:10 PM

    I'm sorry..that's so messed up..jus do your best to take care of you n your girls..fuck him. Jus be super nice to him cuz then he'll (hopefully) feel bad n actually help.
  • Feb 9 2010 8:03 PM

    aww mamaz im so sorry i wish i lived close to you i would come help you.man i dont know what to say.you and my sister both going thru it.at least your man works and i can bet doesnt talk the shit to you that my sisters bf does.shes preggers with #5 they are new together like a lil over a yr this is their first baby together and he is a fucking mess.he gets jobs and quits.he gets so fucked up on roxys that if and when he goes to the hospital with her{shes there every couple weeks and shes barely 7 months i think its from all the stress}hes so fucked up hes embarrasing.they are fighting today cuz he has no job and isnt cleaning or anything either.the only good thing in his favor is the kids love him and hes a great cook.they fight all the time.but yeah these days men think they dont need to do shit but work.and thats the good percentage.i know how u feel about having company when your not up to it housewise or otherwise.i really hope things get better.its very hard.just remember how it was when u didnt have your own place.i also know how it feels to have a dirty house and unable to help it and ill tell you sittin there stewing and stressin aint gonna help you.just do the best you can.i know you cant just say fuck it cuz your kids have to eat n stuff but i be damn iz a crazy bitch id start slingin shit out the door lol.just hang n there.
  • Feb 9 2010 7:51 PM

    See that's messed up cuz men can take paternity leave now when they have a baby..n now is a good time to use that vacay time n not let it go to waste..
  • Feb 9 2010 7:31 PM

    share the good book titles here lol.so how are you my lovely friend?im happy u will be getting internet back i miss all your mood statuses it was like my lil thing to do when i got on here lol.are you doing any better?is baby daddy helping more or understanding more now?ttyl
  • Feb 8 2010 11:12 AM

    So I totally finished Snuff...it was really good..I'll hafta go to the library n get another book by that guy.. So how are you feeling? Are things startin to get better?
  • Feb 8 2010 11:12 AM

    So I totally finished Snuff...it was really good..I'll hafta go to the library n get another book by that guy.. So how are you feeling? Are things startin to get better?
  • Feb 6 2010 5:14 AM

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  • Feb 4 2010 6:24 PM

    I've been pretty good. Just working and junk. I'm on the mission to find another job but it's not really something I'm motivated about :S
  • Feb 3 2010 6:12 PM

    Lol possibly! :D
  • Feb 3 2010 1:08 AM

    Its always nice when gramma helps out for sure lol.
  • Feb 3 2010 12:59 AM

    That's such a pretty name. I know what you mean with bringin home the new baby n havin a older kid..my son did pretty good til my daughter would start crying lol. Oh n I hafta tell you I went to the library n checked out the book Snuff by that guy you told me about..I like readin weird shit like that. So we'll see how it goes. :)
  • Feb 2 2010 3:13 PM

    How are things bein at home with the new baby? You never did tell me what you named her lol.

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  • Feb 1 2010 12:35 AM

    im goin crazy cuz hes been hme since dec n hes leaving sumtime in feb n idk whn ill c him....n its a rly good paying job b im always worried about him gettin hurt n all that shit
  • Feb 1 2010 12:27 AM

    well thats good!! n no hes not in the army he wrks construction so its gay cuz his bros will get a call n then john will get a call n then he leaves cuz he has a job in hawaii for 3 months n then it will b spring so i probably wont c him til june or aug for mine n his bday n then nov or dec :(

  • Feb 1 2010 12:23 AM

    awww ya i bet :(
  • Jan 31 2010 9:54 PM

    I think it's cute! I think lil Khloe is gonna look like u this time around
  • Jan 31 2010 7:51 PM

    thanks ma the kids is my niece and nephews and my lil kuzzo, but thanks nice new born tho lol holla at chu later tho duces
    ~kat
  • Jan 30 2010 5:11 AM

    Nicole is a good middle name... It goes wit Khloe.
  • Jan 30 2010 4:40 AM

    I hope she doesnt either. The only fit she gave here was when Grandpa didnt pick her up, and left her to go to the bathroom. otherwise when Grandpa is gone, all her energy goes to toys and not chasing him around the house, lol. Its just adorable. :)
  • Jan 30 2010 4:32 AM

    I know. thats why i dont mind watching her, a lot of 1 year olds throw a lot of tantrums, but Ahnika doesnt :)
  • Jan 30 2010 4:24 AM

    Haha yeah. :) we gave her a bath and had this toy thats a seahorse and it squirts water at you , she just kept chewing on it, it was so cute.! :) and uncle Jasper was playing puppets with her yesterday.
  • Jan 30 2010 3:59 AM

    i saw that , and i missed it. I know earlier Ahnika was going ' mom , mom ' then she grabbed a stuffed animal and said ' my baby ' and it was as clear as day .
  • Jan 30 2010 3:52 AM

    Ahnika is just having a blast here. :) ill have to find a weekend to come down. :)
  • Jan 30 2010 3:20 AM

    o dats wuz up but i thought u didnt fuk wit dudes like dat lol