I have a heart, and it's not there for you to break
People who insult me, don't bother me because I insult myself.
I express how I feel sometimes without hesitation
so there.
Who I'd like to meet:
"And I want to play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love you shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, and massage your neck. And kiss your face, hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day. Talk about your day and laugh at your, your paranoia. I give you tapes you don't even listen to, watch great films, watch terrible films. And tell you about the tv-program I saw the night before and not laugh at your jokes. I want you in the morning, but let you sleep for a while. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your hair, your neck. Sit on the steps, thinking, 'till your neighbors come home. Sit on the steps 'till you come home. Worry when you're late, and be amazed when you're early. I'd give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance. Be sorry when I'm worried and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever. Hearing your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin, and get scared when you're angry. I tell you you're beautiful, hold you when you're anxious, hold you when you're hurt, want you when I smell you, offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you. Whimper when I'm not. Smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't. Melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh. But not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you, and wonder how you could ever think I'm rejecting you. And wonder who you are, but I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the whole ocean just because he loved you. I'd buy you presents you don't want and take them away again. And ask you to marry me, and you say no again but I keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. It's empty without you but I want what you want and think. I'm losing myself. But I'll tell you the worst of me but try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less. Answer your questions when I'd rather not, tell you the truth when I really don't want to, and try to be honest because I know you prefer it. And think it's all over, but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life. Forget who I am and let me try and get closer to you. And somehow, somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love I have for you."
This is my mom and for the past while I've been trying to not put her on my myspace for the fact I didn't want people bothering her over internet issues. I love my mom and she's the only woman I know that's strong enough to face all her problems face on. She's my hero. I love her, sometimes I irritate her and I can;t do everything she wants right. And I've messed up alot in my life. I've lied to her, stole from her yelled at her and screamed at her but shes always got me what I needed when I needed it. I have 4 siblings and she does her best to work hard to give us what we need.I believe i'm the exact reflecting image of my mother because she has bestowed great deals of knowledge in me. Also, if I speak to you and you in anyways yell scream at your mother tell me you hate them i'll likely respect you a little less. I hate that. Your mother brought you into this world they can just as easily take you out. Respect them they carried you fed you clothed you and helped you for your whole life the least you can do is respect them.
Liz and I used you absolutely hate each other for completely no reason, a big misunderstanding and an argument that had taken place at a previous time. Now she's like my second mommy who I talk to about everything. [More then my own mother] She's seen me laugh cry crack up and make a complete fool out of myself, she's watched me get crushed and always stood there to help me, she's married and I hope one day when i'm older my heart can be as big as hers.
Jess, you're fucking loud, but I love you. It's been a short time I've known Jess and we really didn't meet anywhere special, but she's a sweet girl that likes to play dumb, but don't we all sometimes? She dances like a retard sings funny and cracks me up too hard some times. Personally I think these are good qualities in a person because she's not always serious and gloomy, I share alot with Jess.
Sam's a sweetheart not one bit bitchy or rude to me.We all joke around and call her an idiot but she's not. She's pretty and smart and really thats all YOU need to know. js ily sam in a non homo wayyy!!!!
When I was in school I had a really awesome friend names Kara who could always make me laugh even with all the problems I had ever faced. We stuck together like glue and she always knew how to make things less tense. Even now that we don't hang out as much she's still a valuable friend to me. She's taught me alot of things. Even though she sometimes likes to put on a stupid front she's pretty wise and can shock even me at times. I miss you!
Simply amazing Is the only two words I can use to describe Mallory,Mallory and I met in geography class and we both knew kara so we just seemed to get along. Back then I was a really quiet person and I guess I gave off som weird vibes but it didnt seem to scare mallory off. We may have diffrent views on some things but I accept those like she accepts mine.Shes a nice girl when your nice, Hurt her and I'll kill you
You tease, I tease, we joke, and we laugh and I can't imagine having not done that. Buggy/Jay i felt like giving a special spot right here because he's important to me. He's a sweet boy who could never put me in a bad mood, we have our jokes and I think he knows alot of things I never tell people, in ways I feel kinda like I bother him but he assures me I don't. He always gave me advice hesitantly but gave it to me and I really appreciate it, I doubt he'll read this, but buggy the advice I asked you for before you left was about you and i'm sorry I couldn't tell you that. That i've always kinda wanted to say it in a non teasing joking way. >:O No hurting buggy!!!!!!
I wanna have his babiesI love you
Nicki & Gary
Awesome duo, Nicki and I met from Mark and since Nicki had a boyfriend I had met earlier on in John hocks live I just began to chat with them, Nicki is a wonderful girl thats too nice, she's one of those people that would take a sick animal off the streets home with her. Gary can be mean but he does have manners, I think he's a pretty nice guy deep down even though we really haven't talked too much into detail Nicki and him listen when I have a problem as I listen to theirs.
Hey Babyy.. I know I'm writing this a day late but. I wanted to tell you that. I love you. Being with you this year has been the single best year of my life. Everything we have done from doing it ;D to just laying together and holding hands. Have been the best moments. You are perfect. No matter what anyone tells you and no matter what you think. You are perfect. Your smilee is so soft and sweet your eyess are like green gold they glow your lips make me melt when I plant a soft little kiss on them. I love the times were we play fight and youu always make up some excuse to win when we just lay together sleeping and you hold my arm telling me you don't want me to go it makes me feel like. I've done something right. That I've made someone happy and that I'm needed. I love when we watch movies or when we go to the movies. One thing I love most though is when we make brownies :] Baby I just wanted you to know that I love you. Forever I will I promise. You are my life. The only thing that keeps me going is you. If something ever happened to you I would never be the same. I love you so much. I hope when I come back when can make brownies have some "fun" ;] and just cuddle with each other in bed 1 year 2 days ago...Someday I hope you will say "I do" to me someday I hope we can be saying 10 years or 20 years hell maybe even 30-40...I hope...but baby I hope reading this puts a smile on your face and makess you miss me more <3 because I wanted you to know..that no matter where I am or what I'm doing. I'm thinking about you. I love you jassy. I love you so much.
Hey how is going myspacer, just coming thru to show you my love and checking how you doing. I hope you are enjoying your summer, anyways listen to my music especially Neva Thought Ft. Mardelll Maxwell (single), California Soul, Oktcredible and my Hottest In The Hood Freestyle, anyways peace and blessings hope you love my music, I need all the support I can get thanks for your time to read this, may all your years be fruitful and blessed, here's to success
Your everything ive always wanted I love you so much your everything ive wanted everything I need. My baby forever till the end of time. I love you baby girl I miss you so much already I crave your touch and need that kiss. I need you to let me hold you soon. I love you http://i520.photobucket.com/albums/w327/Softball_hoe01/ilyy.jpg
hey can you do me a favor? can you comment a picture, in my edit's folder OF THE BOY only cause he doesn't think he's beautiful and if i get him alot of photo comment then he will see that he is.
Dead Snow wasn't bad. Pontypool was interesting but sort of weird. I liked The Burrowers but it's a horror western. Laid to Rest wasn't great but it had some good gore.
so three ppl came in my live n was talking shit like it was cool. asked if i was ur "fran" ahaha. dumb asses. tay, keith n sara. sigh. ppl get bored too esily. newhoo i miss j00. tell monkey booty i said hi ahahaha. ily<4
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