Suprise me.
Inspire me.
Make me smile; make me cry.
Do something crazy.
Sleep all day; party all night.
Listen to no one, but your own conscience.
Break the laws made by society.
Stray from society.
Stand out.
Keep those that matter close.
See the world from every point of view.
Love everyone;trust no one.
Stand up for what you believe in.
Don't be afraid to show the rest of the world who you are.
Have fun.
Be yourself.
QUOTES
"We are only asked to love, to offer hope to the many hopeless. We don't get to choose all the endings, but we are asked to play the rescuers. We won't solve all mysteries and our hearts will certainly break in such a vulnerable life, but it is the best way. We were made to be lovers bold in broken places, pouring ourselves out again and again until we're called home." -- Jamie Tworkowski, from the To Write Love On Her Arms story
"We are called to hold our hands against the wounds of a broken world, to stop the bleeding." --Don Miller
"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about." --Gerard Way
"Imagination is not only the uniquely human capacity to envision that which is not, and therefore the fount of all invention and innovation. In its arguably most transformative and revelatory capacity, it is the power that enables us to empathise with humans whose experiences we have never shared." --J.K. Rowling
"The stars are always there but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope." -Renee Yohe (To Write Love On Her Arms)
"Have you ever walked out of a room and wondered what people were thinking about you right after you left? That's a disease. I don't like that. I don't need that in my life. That comes from me. That comes from a place where I know that I'm not being totally honest and 100 percent sincere. And I know that I haven't been 100 percent. And if you're comfortable with yourself, and you're honest with yourself, and you are 100 percent, you don't ever have to give a fucking shit what people think about you."
--Anthony Green.
"I look at my life now, at the wounds that have healed, and the scars left behind, and I realize how far I have come in the past few years. Today I don't view myself as devalued, I am not "leftovers" for someone to pick through. I have fought to value myself, first and foremost, and in turn, have learned how to value others as well.For whatever reason, I have this odd analogy in my head, a picture of the girl that was, and the girl that is becoming." -- Renee Yohe (To Write Love On Her Arms)- about her book Purpose for the Pain
"Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it." -- J. K. Rowling from Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
"Light one candle; don't curse the darkness." --Chinese Proverb
"Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with those sticklike models. Eat Healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know its been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey girls, you are beautiful." --Gerard Way
"And many prefer not to exercise their imaginations at all. They choose to remain comfortably within the bounds of their own experience, never troubling to wonder how it would feel to have been born other than they are. They can refuse to hear screams or to peer inside cages; they can close their minds and hearts to any suffering that does not touch them personally; they can refuse to know.
"I might be tempted to envy people who can live that way, except that I do not think they have any fewer nightmares than I do. Choosing to live in narrow spaces can lead to a form of mental agoraphobia, and that brings its own terrors. I think the wilfully unimaginative see more monsters. They are often more afraid." --J.K. Rowling
"This article said that people who listened to our music - they called you a cult. A CULT. And said we promote self harm and suicide. I am so sorry if any of you were hurt by hearing this. You all know its not true. We want you to live. We want to save your lives. You saved ours. We never want to let a single thing hurt any of you. And you should all know.. if you support us.. you are not a cult. You are a fucking ARMY." --Gerard Way
"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live" --Dorothy Thompson
"But now the kids are there for us. It's not so much us against them anymore. Now it's all of us together against something much larger. That's the best fucking feeling in the world. When a thousand kids are throwing their fists in the air and screaming along to a song, that's a fucking victory." --Gerard Way
"Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive." --Gerard Way
"We go all the way or we don’t go anywhere." --Frank Iero
"Insecure and underestimated. One day I'll show the world what I can do." --Sonny Moore
"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back it's yours. If it doesn't, it never really was in the first place." --Unknown
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky:
"I know things get worse before they get better, but this is a worse that feels too big."
"We accept the love we think we deserve."
"It's great that you can listen and be a shoulder to someone, but what about when someone doesn't need a shoulder? What if they need the arms or something like that? You can't just sit there and put everybody's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can't. You have to do things."
"If I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won't tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they were upset."
"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me."
Music
True Love.
Heroes
Jamie Tworkowski
No one has made a bigger impact in my life. What he does for people is amazing. I thank him everyday for that.
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Caroline ; Brink ................~................ Mandee ; Sara
This page doesn't describe all of me. It barely scratches the surface. It's merely the cover to my book. My book has an infinite amount of pages. Stop thinking you can read it all in five minutes. That's impossible.
"Stop Complaining. Get Up. Make A Difference." - Self
Updates
+RAZY IS A VEGAN!!! woot! (11/22/08)
+SocialVibe blowup! Join it!
+No more blue hair. =(
+New myspace shit.
+Godzilla
+Caroline... I LOVE YOU!
+Miss E.B. is my hero.
+Mandee is my wifeyyy. (be jealous!)
What if we knew each other in this made up world of mine?
♥
I'm Christina.
I talk too much, I'm crazy, and I'm loud all the time.
Music, drawing, and writing are my passions, they keep me sane.
I love to read, to lose myself in someone else's world.
I'm not simple, in fact I'm a very compliated person, one which would take a lifetime to understand.
I constantly change my mind.
At times, I can be a perfectionest, though I am the farthest thing from perfect.
I remember most of what I try to forget; especially the people. I'll lie to your face and tell you I never think about you when the truth is I never stopped.
I have a huge creative side.
I self-sabotage relationships. I'm not sure why. I'm working on it though; no matter how uncomfortably mind crashingly sick to my stomach it makes me. I'll learn to stop one day...but not today. Are you willing to wait for me?
O.C.D. I'm pretty sure I've got it. It's mainly the little things: when people chew their food too loud it makes me sick, when you look me in the eyes I get scared, counting my steps, timing my actions and never ending the counting(1,2,3...9,10,9,8...2,1,2,3), making sure my sleeves are the same legnth, keeping the perfect part in my hair, biting the inside of my cheeks and making sure all my rings are faced the right way.
Gum is my anti-drug. I can chew gum all day (no matter how gross Willy Wonka thinks it is) without ever needing anything else.
History repaeats itself and so do I. I've gone back to my old habits and I know why and who to blame (other than myself). But, as always don't have the balls to do anything about it. My will power is weak and I'm afraid it's going to break.
I have found my Utopia. It's in my room at 5 a.m. with the blinds open (the only time they are ever open). It's quiet and calm; when I can think, when I dream my best dreams (even though I'm awake), when I learn my most important lessons, when I remember my favorite memories, when I think about the mistakes I've made and how far I've come.
Coffee, black and sugarless, will always be my favorite thing. Bring me this and win my heart.
I'm over dramatic and way too emotional for my own liking. But, the smallest things in the world make me happy: watching the stars, finding something I've lost, and just doing nothing with my favorite people.
I'm never good enough, even for me and never for you.
I think hatemail is funny. If you truely have nothing else to do today then go ahead. I LOVE THE ATTENTION!
If you add me then send me a message//comment// pic comment. They make me smile, and I will, of course, send you one back, even if it's not right away.
Don't judge me by a picture. Get to know me. I may suprise you.
I am jealousy at its finest point.
I am I love you at the end of a broken heart.
I'm a hopeless romantic with a fear of commitment.
I am perfection at its lowest point.
I am style with its own flair, not one to be defined.
I am beautiful to the extent of the definition, if you describe yourself with simple symbols [words].
I am as ugly as the mirror that shows me my reflection, if ugly meant anything.
I am complicated as an equation for limits, and simple as words written in a fairytale.
I am printed in existence, drawn in with a pencil, so my errors can be erased.
I am all four seasons, just I control the time.
I am pouring rain on a sunny day.
I am falling snow on a summer morning.
I am words in patterns, crafting something indescribable.
I am whom I make myself.
I don't have a warning sign.
I am complication in the system.
I am a virus, like a cancer.
I am an emotion that cannot be described by simple metaphors, or rephrased contradictions.
I am a sentence with no ending, or punctuation at the end.
Live It!
(Matt Good-From First To Last-11/09/07-The Norva, VA)
Current Favorite Bands: My Chemical Romance, The Used, Mindless Self Indulgence, From First to Last, Panic! at the Disco, Mayday Parade, All Time Low, We The Kings, Family Force 5, The Cab, Sing It Loud, and A Change of Pace. !November Blessing, 3oh3, Chase Coy, Nevershoutnevr! NEW: Pierce the Veil and The Devil Wears Prada.
Favorite Movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas.
I am obsessed with anything Japanese related.
Favorite J-rock and J-pop bands: Dir en Grey, An Cafe, and Miyavi.
Favorite Holiday: Halloween.
Favorite Season: Fall.
Paint/Grem-X fights.
Thunderstorms.
Harry Potter.
Zero boards.
Concerts.
Reading books *gasp*.
Piercings.
Tattoos.
Sex Hair.
5 a.m.
YOU!
One of the only people in this world who really know me, is Caroline, and I love her to death, she is my best friends and always will be.
She is the Frankie to my Gee.
♥
* Nothing beats headbanging in the car with your best friend while listening to your favorite band on the way to the mall. *
Who I'd like to meet:
PEOPLE THAT OWN!
Caroline((KURA)): Caroline is one of the best people you will ever meet. She is my Frankie and I am her Gee! She is amazingly smart and creative. She is the luckiest bitch at concerts because she catches everything. No one is more fun to be with. Harry Potter freaks...hell yeh. There is no one in the world who could possibly come close to her!
We have amazing text conversations. =)
Conversation, Thy name is The Cab.
Caroline: What’s shakin? Me: The salt shaker! Caroline: How sad for ze pepper… Me: The pepper wasn’t invited! Caroline: Oh. It’s One Of THOSE Nights… Me: No. They got into a Whisper War and I had to break it up. Caroline: Aw. I had High Hopes in Velvet that they’d work through this. Me: They did until pepper’s snoring kept the salt from getting some Zzzzz’s. Caroline: That’s Risky Business right there. Me: Yupp. So that’s why salt’s shakin it under Vegas Skies. Caroline: Is that where she is, I’m a Wonder? Me: Yep. She called my last night and said “This City is Contagious!” Caroline: Really?! Then I’ll Run all the way there! Me: Before you do…Can You Keep a Secret? Caroline:Take My Hand and lead me somewhere secret so no one will overhear! Me: Oky…well…the ONLY song they play there is…That’s 70’s Song… IT’S HORRIBLE! Caroline: Well, then Bounce right outta there.
GEE <3's Frankie!
Rashawn((Ray Ray)):
Rashawn is most amazingly cuddly person ever. He is beyond crazy. He loves his energy drinks and makes my day everyday. He gives me a hug almost everyday and will do anything to make you smile. The best talks in the world are had with this kid in Roanoke Rapidsd. In fact, no one makes me smile more than this kid!
Mandy((Mandee)):
Mandee is my wifeyyy. She has the rape hair to my sex hair. We have the best time at 3a.m. raiding her kitchen. Our games of Q.A.A.G. are some of the best ever played. Her black lights make me glooowww. We have the best text conversations about boys. The walks to the Sunoco are some of the best walks ever taken. Her parents think we cuddle too much, but that's oky, because we do. But we love it and you know you do too. She rocks harder than Edgar!
Sara((Miss. E.B.)):
Sara is hardcore. Be jealous. She has some of the best taste in music I have ever seen. She's so creative. To Write Love On Her Arms is our obsession. We have amazing shopping trips when we get together. And, our walks around the Boro can't be beat. We look uhh-mae-zing covered in whipped cream and sprinkles. She's Twilight crazed, but we've forgiven her for that. You couldn't come close to our burffday celebrations. This chick is all you could ever hope to be!
omg dood. im about to put the whipped creme waar pic up. steal it and put it in the heroes thingy instead of that god awful burffday picture! (: mwahahahaha.
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