Michelle Fleming

About me:

This must be a good place for the "about me" survey. I am shy but I truly love attention, which can sometimes be disasterous. If I know you, or you know me, you know I would do anything for you. I cherish all of my relationships with the people in my life more than anything in the world no matter what I say, and wish I knew a better way to let everyone know how much I care. I love my friends and family so much and wish I had more of both. I am really shy and reserved and I blush easily and get butterflies, so if I am acting loud and obnoxious or ditzy and dumb, then its not really me, I'm just really good at acting. People say I am the most secure person they know, but I need some reassurance now and then. I wish I could see into the future just 1 year from now so I would know if I am doing what I should be doing to get what I want! I want my life to be so completely different from how I thought I wanted it to be just one year ago, its unbelieveable. I say "I" too much. I have made a few bad mistakes that I am really ashamed of, and I would give anything to take them back, or re-do them, but I guess for now I'll chalk them up to "learning experiences." There are people who have come into my life and I let them leave without them knowing the real me, and I regret that. I am secretly jealous of Rachel Ray, no matter how annoying she may be...I am a closet-case wannabe housewife. I try to impress people way too much by trying to look all smart and successful, but really I just want people to be impressed with my cooking and how spotless my house is. I want to be the Jonses' that everyone on the block is keeping up with, live in a cute house with a white picket fence of course, vacuum in my high heels all day, have a book club, and cook a delicious dinner for my family every single day. Desparate Housewives minus all the infidelity and drama I guess. The idea of Ms. Corprate America doesn't impress me at all anymore. It never really did. Neither does Ms. Supermodel. I guess I'm in the right state to live my dream (Utah) just the wrong decade.