i miss you so muchMood: dying
Posted at 3:42 PM Feb 8 view more

*He came all the way to San Diego to give me a hug*
Now introducing, the most wonderful person in my life, GILBERT CHACON! So where do i start to write about this guy right here. He made me one of the happiest persons the evening of March 27th 2009. He took me on my first actual date and asked me at the drive in if I'd be his girlfriend...pppfffttt...so what do you think i told the loser? haha I love him dearly with my heart and soul. He is my Girl and i am his Sickey. I was really sad at first, hearing so many rumors about him and the things he would do, yeh my boyfriend was the badboy, and i guess not the good kind.Now though, a lot of people tell me he's done a complete 180 from how he used to be since he's been with me, i really do not see how I myself am the reason, but he makes me happy and I can see it in his eyes he feels the same.I'll be honest, in the beginning I thought we wouldnt last more than two weeks, but here we are now 10 months later and he has me 800,000 miles head first underwater for him. He was the first to say he wanted to get married one day, I told him yes<3 I love him more than anything.I'm not a very confident person anymore when it comes to relationships, always second guessing and questioning every action.Especially when it comes to how I look, I want to make sure its perfect for him and not "stupid." But, he doesn't make me feel stupid at all, he's always there to make sure I'm smiling and that it's a REAL smile.Past relationships suck but I'm happy I have him in my life to get me out of "the dark place" dum dum dum :] So he's had a past but I really do not care, everyone deserves a second chance, and I'm going to always be here for him and his number one, Baby Katelyn. She's the most adorable little girl and i would never try taking her daddy away. That's why I tell him I'm his number 2 lol. After it had only been a few months that we had been together he got selfish and stole my heart and said he does not plan on giving it back any time soon, but I'm okay with that because I am the same way with his. The last day of Highschool is such a blur to me, and I really didn't notice what I was in for. He walked me home from school for the last time and I didn't even notice till he told me :[ I really wish I could have taken advantage of that moment, ya know walk a little slower or even stop and get tacos like we would do. I miss him every day very much when I'm in school at Cal Poly and he's their at our highschool suffering from senior-itus, but we made a promise we would do our best to see eachother. Gilbert my love you are my everything, you make me the happiest person on this earth, and do make me feel beautiful(look i said it lol), I'm miss you so much babe,not being able to see you right after classes or when i get out of school, but as long as we have our cell phones, it does for the time being. I can't wait to be in your arms again my love.
yo te amo para siempre mi amor...
Our story does not end here...














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Jan 24 2010 11:31 PM
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Dec 4 2009 3:31 AM
Why?