LeahTard

About me:

New take on life. Im happy. :D . . . .I WANT TO TALK TO YOU. GET TO KNOW YOU. GET TO LIKE YOU. My name is Leah. I have faith NOT religion. My life is currently giving me a hard time. School was never my thing. Then I started hanging out with the wrong people. Picked the wrong friends. Got into somebad stuff. One of wich was skipping school. Im trying really hard to get back into the habbit. School honestly scares me. Im only a sophomore. I havent gone to school for meaby a semester. Im scared to go back. I disgust myself. I try to look at my self like the good kids who finished highschool and go to college. And I dont like what I see. I dont like "home". My Mom hates being around me. I hate being around my Mom. My sister is having problems and my brother is...being a little brother. My only good friend passed on March 30 2008. He helped me with alot of things. Birthdays used to be among the only happy days of the year until March 30 2008. I have true friends at NTC. They are my church and my family. I can go to church and feel true joy. I feel like I can talk to them. Something Im not very good at. I feel accepted, happy, at home, and everything else I cant seem to find in my every day life with them. They are diffrent from most churches. My parents would FORCE me to go to church when I was younger. I hated it. There came a point when they would always say "Do this because the Bible says to!" I figured...screw it. If I dont beleive in the Bible, why should I do what it says. I wasnt christian anymore. I met Eric Mason. He made church fun, He made the bible make sence, He wasnt effin annoying. One day he got fired from the old church, the one I hated. Now My church family, him, and I go to New Tribe Community. Its not a church. We are not Christians. We follow God and love Him, without the act.