my names Cj..some call me punk ass bitch, silverdizzle, booger, or jack, though cjs a nickname all its own =P corius dorkus is another nickname i gave myself...i say its my species name.
my age (and body if you wanna get technical) grows older but i stay young at heart, which doesnt necessarily mean im immature but i dont take things seriously unless i need to.
im random, which pretty much means awkward silences arent an issue unless someone thinks im too weird which wouldnt be a first.
im very upbeat and optimistic probably 95% of the time but i have my off days just like everyone else.
i know who i am and i refuse to change for anyone...yes, im also fairly stubborn =P i just dont like feeling like i have to impress anyone.
usually when i type i spell things in abbreviations and numbers just because it allows me to type faster...usually if it annoys or bugs anyone and they tell me i'll type normal.
im full of tons of random facts that in some cases are useless but amusing/interesting to me, so they count, ha!
i LOVE to laugh and make people laugh and smile. my day isnt complete unless both of those have been accomplished. make me laugh and ill love you forever, i guarantee it.
i dont like stereotypical people. yes, my style is "emo" but i dont like being judged based on it. im probably the most nonjudgemental person you'll ever meet, so i'd appreciate being given at least one chance as i give everyone else. i usually go by the "liking and trusting everyone until they give you a reason not to" rule.
ive had my heart broken more times than i can count but it doesnt stop me from caring about people. i have scars that go beyond skin deep, so be gentle and patient. when i love, i love with everything ive got..meaning i wear my heart on my sleeves...which is what tends to get me hurt. i have a very big heart and dont usually hold grudges when someone makes a mistake, everyone makes mistakes.
im a hopeless romantic. i know that some things i do may be considered cheesy to some, but i think as long as it comes from the heart than it cant be cheesy. im also a bit old-fashioned when it comes to women (i tend to open doors, do random surprises, prefer natural beauty to make-up, ill walk on the side closest to the street, pull out her chair for her when she wants to sit, etc.).
i rarely ever curse and am very polite and respectable...that doesnt make me innocent though. i do appreciate the little things though, and id like for the girl i date to appreciate them too.
i prefer not to drink, partially due to health issues and partly because of what it does to people. i like to watch over my friends and help them out if they get drunk, though i dont mind drinking every once in awhile.
im pretty A.D.D. at times, but i know how to focus when i need to. i can also be sarcastic but not in the mean way...just all in giggles.
im very open-minded and free spirited. i dont like when people try to pressure me into doing things and i love to be spontaneous. i hardly ever make specific plans...its more fun that way.
im a lover not a fighter, but i can get mean if the wrong buttons are pushed.
i put other people before myself 99% of the time because i tend to care and get attached very quickly. my friends sometimes yell at me for not putting myself first sometimes...its that dang "big-heart" disease =P
im a cuddle machine and love affectionate ladies who arent afraid to show love and will stand up for themselves and me. maybe also show me off a little =P
i love girls that arent afraid to jump into moshpits...they make me smile.
i sometimes lack in self-confidence, though im getting a little better with it. its not really that im not comfortable with who i am, its more that i feel cocky when im confident and i dont like that feeling.
im an art and music junkie. i draw, paint, take photographs, sculpt, animate, and computer generate graphics. im also a licensed tattoo artist and piercer. i have 20 piercings total and 4 tattoos. im working ..ing up my sleeve right now.
i sing in a band called Losers R Us. i can play a few instruments: bass (since i was 12), guitar (electric and accoustic of course), drums (15), and piano/keyboard (since i was 8). im constantly writing or composing songs. im in the band with three of my best friends, we have 2 CDs and have toured the country a few times. if im not making music, i love to listen to it or go to shows.
i love to break out in song no matter where im at or what mood im in (i dont get embarrassed easily). i make up weird little jingles too.
i love to have wacky dance-offs (i actually learned the oompa loompa dance). i also love dancing with drunk people when im sober to gogol bordello.
i sometimes confuse myself and have a short term memory except when it comes to important things or people i care about.
i love my chucks and have a freakishly large amount of them...hoodies, beanies, and ties too.
im stronger than most people think (unless you've known me a long time and know my history).
i sometimes wear my clothes inside out just to see if anyone notices. im sneaky and like to keep people on their toes like that =P
i wish i could fly..as long as i wouldnt become cloudkill for planes. id open my own airline with other people that could fly.
i like to make zoo animals and dinosaurs out of playdoh or create my own animals. i also still play with legos and make zoos out of animal crackers. and i also still get excited going to toys r us.
i wear nerdy glasses because i find them stylish. i also sometime wear eyeliner.
i love to glow bowl and shoot pool, though im not very good at either of them.
ive been skateboarding ever since i was 9 years old, i love to make up my own tricks.
i like to say poo and tush and laugh at jokes that arent funny.
giving me candy or caffeine (especially mountain dew) is like giving me drugs, and i think energy drinks are gross...and they tend to make me tired since im naturally energized.
holidays always make me giddy, no matter what it is.
i like to run through sprinklers and ride down water slides and slip and slides. i also like to dance in the rain (and sometimes have the urge to shower outside in it) and walk around naked.
i think "ghetto" talk should be considered a foreign language.
i sometimes talk to strangers and act like i know them.
i wear ties for no apparent reason but dont like to dress up.
strawberries are yummylicious (yes, i make up words) and i want a chocolate fountain badly.
orange creme and mint hershey kisses rock my socks off.
i rock out in my undies and play air guitar.
i like rubber duckies and bubbles.
i give one mean lapdance ;)
i quote random lines from movies at random times.
i have mad ninja skills.
ive probably dyed my hair every color that hair dye is available in.
old-school punk rock gives me tiny orgasms...so do live shows.
i tried making my own stunt show once...its all on tape.
if there was a documentary filmed about me, itd be called "emo boy gone wild".
i love to play games...whether its video, board, online, or cards. i can be somewhat competitive too, but not in an overwhelming way so its not fun for anyone.
oldskool nintendo will always have my heart. im the ultimate mario champ!
im ticklish, i admit it.
if i could describe myself in 3 words they would be: crazy, unique, dork.
i will never give up on myself and don't expect you to either.
i will talk to anyone, no matter what age or gender. i generally prefer to talk to people closer to my age but i love to be social and theres a lot of awesome people out there that happen to be younger so it really doesnt matter to me. and no, that doesnt make me a pedophile, thats gross.
i dont add people to get a high number of friends. im friendly and social so if i add you, i'll try talking to you. i ALWAYS respond back, even if it may take me awhile to do so, no worries...ill get to you =) i also read bulletins and blogs even if i dont always respond, i like to be involved with my friends.
...did you get all that? =P
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