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"Peace is a lie, there is only passion. Through passion, I gain strength. Through strength, I gain power. Through power, I gain victory. Through victory, my chains are broken!"

"You can’t starve us out, And you cant makes us run, Cause one-of- ‘em old boys raisin ole shotgun, And we say grace and we say Ma’am, if you ain’t into that we don’t give a damn!"

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I have decided to make Metallica's Unforgiven the permanent song to my profile. This is the song that has most described my life, and the video really enforces it. While not quite literal, the symbolizism really paints the picture of how I've felt, for every waking moment, since 3rd grade. This is not to say I don't have periods of joy, which is why I will have music with good themes, on occasion. However, most my life has been this way, and I don't see it ever changing. I find myself relating to Anakin Skywalker. Wanting to do good in life, and having so much potential, but constantly having his path blocked, the things loved most destroyed, and no one really seems to understand. There are a few out there who at least try, but each of you have your own life, and can't alter up your entire life, just on my account. I don't expect it; it would be dishonorable of me to do so.

To see a sample of my web design, graphic design, and power point, check Here!

*WOOSH!* Here's "Edkwando," and "Ed, The First Red Lantern." Red Lantern? Yup. Read DC's stuff on The Sinestro Corps! They have now made the Official First, I just did my own version. Oh, and this is my new gf! She's a lot more reliable than the regular kind. She appreciates me when I look out for her, and won't manipulate me, think I'm trying to fuck or want her just for sex, and believes me when I tell her that I'm loyal, caring, man!

The rest are links, so my page isn't too cluttered! LOL!

Using the "Who Wants To Be A Super Hero?" template, I created the first two. The rest are misc:

Cursed Redemption! Tragic Angel! Jedi Saber; Sith Saber; Sith Saber in crystals; Jedi Saber in crystals; Star Wars, "The Chiss;" "Art School Poster"; Total Sports; Portrait using heal brush; Music World; Marathon Contest; Jazz and Blues; Caperoia; Community Promotion; Big Dog; Attitude; Dolphins; SW: Heroes of the New Republic; Angelnymph, Flyer Bitch, Tragedy Anne; Beach It; Hole-In-One; Berry-Synposium; La-Mirage; Emerald-Design; Funky-Flag; Iris-Vision-Bid; Vanishing-Point; Vanishing-Point-Rainbow; Compound-Path-Effects; Magnify; Star Divide; Shear; Flag and Preserver; Wired-Gifts; Wired-Gifts 1; Star in Club; Four Brushes; Yellow Ball; Star Ball; Checkered Vase; Burst; Silver Heart; Chrome; Clockwise Rainbow Blend Circle; Clockwise Rainbow Blend Poly; Warp; Red Heart; Star; Steel Cup; Tripple Fill; Tidal Wave; Firehouse Cup; Firehouse Cup + Outlines; Misc Star Wars Logos; Captain America's Shield; My "Desert" Fett; A Clone Storm Trooper; Vadar; Blue Gradient V-Wing; Yoda; starry heart; All Starr Logo; Blue Star; jet overview; 3 D red cross; reflected flyer bitch; Proof that Tragedy Anne's an Alien; I made the waterfall effect!; She's walking on water

I've left my various art projects that I've done over time up, simply because I wanted to. The "look" has stayed the same, mostly, it's just the "content" that has changed.

Now, about me. I served in the US Navy from May 01 - Sep 04. I arrived at my command in Japan, a mere 5 days before 9/11. I've been to Japan (Sasebo), Okinawa, Austarlia (Darwin), Pattaya Thailand, Hong Kong, Singapore, and Guam. Faves? Aussy for everything was in Enlgish! Thailand, cuz, well, if you're a single guy (espeically Western), then the women can be *very* friendly! LOL! Note, this is not to disrespect anyone there, or in any other Eastern country. I have a lot of respect for them, and am friends with a few.

I haven't had the best of life, as you may tell from my blogs. I've put a lot into so many different projects, and I've put myself out for people that I thought were dear to me. I won't mention names, but one girl I thought we were going to be the big together. Long story short, I go to the Gulf, she goes to her command. On chance, I find her on Myspace (6 or so months later), and she marries someone else. As for family, there is only one person I consider family, my cousin, and "long lost sister." She's one of the most importantest people in the world to me, tho sometimes, especially of late, well, that's private family matters.

Ultimately, I'd love to go into business for myself. I have a few ideas, but am, well, lacking direction. I know what, but not how, nor how to finance it. I may not be "self-employed," per say. I may be part of a bigger group project...

Star Wars: Expanded Universe! A webverison is Here! It is highly reccomended that you look at it in Explorer, since it was created in MS Powerpoint, but not needed.

FYI: If you don't have power point, but would still like to see the slideshow, check out openoffice . This is a decent MS Office clone: Word, Slideshow, Web Authoring, and some more. Note that the show runs a little slow, and some animations won't run. Overall, you still get a great show! Please view, and gimme feedback! :]

How did I ever get talked into this? As they say in the tootsie pop commercials: "The world may never know." So, for those that may want to see a somewhat lighter, or at least different side to me:

This is too cool not to share:

Peace is a lie, there is only passion. Through passion, I gain strength. Through strength, I gain power. Through power, I gain victory. Through victory, my chains are broken!

Ok. If you are trying to get me to some dating or other adult site, have some online money making deal, or just otherwise really annoy me, I WILL CURSE YOU THE DEATH OF 1000 WEDGIES! That is all!

Thai massage ladies! Ice cream with lots of syrup, chocolate chips, cherries, whip cream! Yes, all of that is one order!

Otherwise, I really DONT wana meet anyone! I'm sick of trying to give my all to ppl, only to get burned, or to have some other BFS! Although I talk about the BFS I had to deal with with Publisher 07, this sums up some recent (09) issues, so if ya wana know: Read this blog post.